another dream. a scary one.

Last night, i prayed for a sign, a word, something for you before i slept, because i know losing someone to death... is hard. and i just don't know how to ease whatever pain you have although you said you are fine.

LAst night, i had a dream.

it IS because i felt so desperate and so helpless in that dream, that i shared it with you. And yes, as i told you, it came from God. i'm very sure of that.

i don't ask for an answer. i am not looking for one. i just want you to think about it.

who do you call for help when you are just so desperate?

you just don't know how long i've been pondering about it and how important it is for me to have you to really think about this issue.

its because.. because the burden is so heavy and i am so desperate.

who do you call for help when you are hanging from a cliff?

and i pray. i continue to pray. and He'll answer it in His own timing. you just wait and see.

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yes, i wished it was us, us. but we can't yet.. not now..