Wednesday, June 29, 2005

have i ever told anybody the extent of how much i love aunty ruth and my all-time-favourite brother, timothy goh shao wei?!

i love them to bits. as in.. bits. like.. bits.. u noe u noe???

i had a wonderful night last night!!!

hahaha.. went to sim lim and i finally got a mp3 player!! i'm officially a proud member of the iriver gang!! :D along side with ne and bin, of course. (quick. we need membership cards)anyways, its a beauty. uh ah.. *wavers finger in front of ur face* i ain't kidding. its DEEP RED; not just red colour, but DEEP RED. :D

thanks bro for sponsoring part of it!! *muacks muacks muacks*

after sim lim, we went to fish & co at bugis to eat dinner. it was laureen's long awaited treat to my 2 fav aunty and bro. (since after A levels can?)so anyways, before dinner was served, i opened aunty ruth's present to me.and this was what i got:

a latest arrival white and green adidas watch.!!!!

hahahaha... its a beauty tooooooooooooooooo... its like wOH. and its so pretty and sooooooo .. erm ... pretty.haha..

i love aunty rutH!!! :D

while we ate, we talked. hahaha.. we talked about Lord of the rings. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. oh well.. inside joke. no no!! oh waiT! its not a joke. its reality in the making. *gasp* aunty ruth wants to be the tree!!!

*laughing and clutching my stomach while rolling on the floor*

hmmm..we proceeded to fullerton later for a drink. haha.. aunty ruth's treat.beautiful, romantic ambience, with nuce cushy cushy sofas with beautiful bouncy soft white big pillows to hug. (get the picture?? get the picture??)while drinking and eating that champagne thingy thingy that bro reccomended, bro and aunty ruth were telling the ever so innocent me of what concotions i should avoid. bleah.

my conclusion: i think if it sounds like it leads to my death (like GRAVEYARD) i should avoid it at all cost.

ok, brother and aunty ruth PROMISED to bring me go and chiong. hahaahah.. yes, and we better do it before bro starts work on the 9th...and probably i'll have another educational lessons on drinks i should avoid..

sorry diana, couldn't help u make a lil more cash.. really sorry...

dinner tonight at 85 (not block 85- i learnt my language, diana) with jie meis to celebrate diana's birthday.

:D:D :D :D i love aunty ruth; i love bro tim.

i'm loved and so so so so so so so so so blessed. and i thank God for that.

*p.s/ THANKS YANI FOR THE LUNCH TREAT AT PASTAMANIA YDAY!!! :D

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

The words that enlighten the soul are more precious
than jewels.

- Hazrat Inayat Khan

how true. how very true.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

ah. i'm achIng ALL over. we did the dance more than 7 times yday. all the stretching. oh man..

thank God there isn't any session today. tmr is the real thing though. hahaha.. but its cool and i enjoy myself, apart from the aches.

prob blog later la. chao sleepy.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, DIANA CHAN JIEMEI!!!

Friday, June 24, 2005

went for dance class yday.

ohhhhhhhhh boooooooooooooooy. muscles are aching like crap. haha..

becos becks and i didn't go for the first lesson on tues, we were behind everybody in terms of learning the moves for the song. and guess what. we learned the whole song in just 1 day.

the dance is really cool.. haha.. although we are not very good with the moves yet. today is the last day before a performance on sat. haha.. so fast right. i also dunno whats going on

all i noe is that there's this really really pretty girl there.. her name is lydia. and she's freaking freaking pretty. she was from SAjc.. currently, in Laselle. and she's freaking pretty. and when i say freakking. i mean freaking.haha.. oh maaaannnn.... and oh boy, she can move man.

the whole dance thing was really weird at first. becos not only do we know nobody, we dun noe the dance at all. and the blardy instructor was freaking fast and the 2 of us were like freaking staring at each other. but we managed to get it la in the end.

funny, but i can't wait for dance tonight.

i love to dance. :D

Thursday, June 23, 2005

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllooooooooo everybody. :D

missed me yah?? i noe. its ok. hahahaa..

lots of things happened in church camp. but firstly, there weren't any cute guys there. sians. ok la prob 1 or 2.. but i wan't interested. not intereste enough to go bug aunty stef to help me make frens. so there. but aunty stef was pointing out to me who were pastor's sons and even recommended the photographer to me. like OH PLEASE!! he's 29!! save him for becky. come on!! hahaha.. erm oops.

anyways, the most merorable thing that happened during this whole long stretch of holiday:

yep. our first destination was port dickson.

(to cut the whole story short)

..yep.

so upon arrival, we rested awhile by playing happy family with our room mates, the Ying family kids, namely jaclyn, 14, and carolyn, 9.

and when all the parents decided to go explore the region and look for durian stalls, a fruit everybody has been craving for since dunno when (except certain ppl), the teens n the 2 lil ones (corn, me, angeline, lina, jo n carolyn) changed into our swimming costume (**ARENA**); and got all ready to go for a swim.

jaclyn CHOSE not to bring her swimming costume, and joanne,erm.. u noe, wasn't sth that she can choose. anyway, afraid that father would call me, i entrusted my phone with jaclyn.

while we were in the pool, i noticed jaclyn being very left out sitting at the pool side. forgetting that she had my phone, i asked the teens f we should include jac into the pool.. by pulling her in.. but i decided not to, becos i was afraid if she would to cry, i would haf died.

however, 45 sec later, diane swam up to me and said.. "laureen.. my mummy want to pull jaclyn down too.."

a turn of the head, and u see aunty chris, in the pool, creeping up to where jaclyn was sitting.. and in a blink of an eye.. aunty chris got hold of her legs. joanne, got the hint, and got up and over to the back of jaclyn and gave her a final push.

a push that sealed the fate of my phone- forever.

the loud "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAahhhhh..." was followed by a "LAUREEN! I GOT UR PHONE!"

yep. thats it. it was gone.

but what made me feel even more guilty was not just my phone gone, but hers as well... although we managed to save our SIM cards, we lost our phones.

oh well, at least we still have our sim cards.

hahaahahaah

but that poor girl.. transferred all her contacts from her sim card to her phone, just before the camp. so.. yea.. she lost all of her contacts..

gee.

*guilty*

alrite, that aside. i managed to get a new phone. the most basic samsung phone ever.. no radio, no camera. aiyah. getting my mp3 player le.. need radio for what.

hahahaah.. oh wellx.

oh btw, jaclyn went to get a swimming costume the next day.

**i wonder what jamie is doing in biz camp now.. just thinking of all the fun she's having...

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

haha.. just read mentos' blog. she sure sounds as if she's having so much fun.

happy for u mentos. :)

hmmm..

sunday was great. haha like realy great. kirby drove us (corn, kiat, dicky and me) to marina after church that day. everybody was so hyped up and all.. have i ever told anybody how great it is to haf a sister's boyfren who can drive? oh well.. its great. like REALLLY GREAT. haha. but hey kirby, i dun just like u becos u can drive ok. haha dun get the wrong idea.

anyways, before the match started and the BC ppl arrived, joyce led jane, jo e mo, joannie, corn and me into our very own Z-L-S-C-C cheer. yes. hilarious; embarassing and "super cute". haha.. eh. we have purple pom poms k. shiny some more.. dun play ah..

saw cherlyn (again! 3 times a week of 7 years), screaming away, and then we had everybody saying "u look very farmiliar.. who's daughter are u??" and then u haf ppl (esp corn) going "HUH.. but u were so small last time.." like whatever man corn. we all grow. -.-

so anyway, i managed to say hi to theodore without being scared. haha.. theodore is HUGE. so scary. and yes. i really was soooo scared. still is actually. THEODORE IS HUUUUUUUGE. oh and grace was in malaysia.. that woman.. urgh.

anyway, corn saw ppl she never liked in church. a particular girl who's name starts with V. corn and bex hate that whole gang to the core man. haha.. and she's not as pretty as i used to think she was. corn's prettier. a kazillion times man. (ok corn. stop smiling to urself)

so anyways, the match started n all... kirbs was good maaan. (hip lah) and so was my darling dicky. hahaha. bro was hip la.. but dunno how come kick the ball dunno go where. hahahaah but its ok, i still love him, and he's still the best becos he scored the only goal from our side! yay!! haha.. yea.. daryl was hip too. aiyah all hip la.

so.. the final score was 5-1. HAHAHAHA. 2 were own goals. hahaahahah.. so funny.BUT HEY. WE HAD SHINY POM POMS. THEY HAD NOTHING. and thats the bottom line. ahahahahaha.. joyce said üsually, if the cheerleading is great, the team usually dun play well. take the movie, BRING IT ON, for example..." we nearly died laughing.

anyway,FYI, everybody's favourite xiao ping ended up injuring somebody. lucky the injury is not serious.

act almost all of them had injuries. hmmm. hahahha..

went for dinner later on at changi village.. had $6 curry fish head. it was goooooood man. corn and i totally devoured it. hahahah.. yea. devoured.

went home feeling very smelly- from all the cheerleading. haha (experience came from our netball "MJC" formation. hahahaha) -and tired. =================================================
the next day, went for that medical check up at nus.

woke up feeling freaking bloated. prob becos of the curry i had the night before. so i tried to shit. but to no avail. felt very irritated. becos i know it'll cause me to be heavier.. (got weight taking later) but there was nothing i could do about it. urgh. have u ever had that feeling... pisses me off man
anyways, drank a cup of milk before leavinig the house. darn. i should haf drank my milk earlier. hahahahaah... i forgot milk helps me man. so anyway, halfway down the hill, stomach was soo painful. half of me was soo happy, 1/4 of me was in pain and the other quarter, was quite pissed (becos i din drink my milk earlier) so anyway, managed to tahan until mrt. hahahahaaha...

and as a result, was late in meeting jamie. hahaaha.. oops.

best part? fanny was there like REALLY early. but heyyY!! jamie and i reached at 9 sharp at clementi!! i was on tiMEEE!!! but felt really bad letting both of them wait for me..haha

the whole check up thing was just so funny. ahaahah.. esp the urine test part.

before taking our ht and wt (1st station):

fanny : oh no! i need to pee.

me: noo.. not now.. can save it for the urine test later.

-laugh-

fanny: oh no! but it'll add to my wt!

me: o ya. o crap.

so anyways, we took our ht and wt. and HEY EVERYBODY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD:
I GREW 0.5 CM

aiyah. means a lot ok. hahahah.. but hey guess wat also:

jo e mo is taller than me.

how diu lian

urgh.

nvm la. its ok. bleah.

anyway, back to the day, after the whole check up thing and helping jamie find some computer center thingy to collect her fren's lab report.. and perspiring like crazy, jamie and fanny made their way to orchard.. while i slept in the train to tanah merah.

went to the airport to teach vonney maths. i lost touch with maths man. can't even solve partial fractions. teach wat shit. HAHAHA.. vonney.. think u really should go find another teacher. really.. i can't do it lE!! quick go find one.. beg hailing or sth..

after that.. met jo the mo at the airport (father sent her there) then the 2 of us went to city hall to wait for corn. we had about an hour to kill, and i was super sleepy, and jo was hungry, so we walked to delifrance.. treated jo a choc crossoint and i treated myself a cappucino. haha.. then we went to meet corn..

had soup sppon for dinner. it was heavenly. the garlicky foccacia was yum yum, and the cheesy wedges.. mm mmm.. and the soup was like so good la. ahhhh.. freak. hungry.

then corn and i went on our mission: buy our swimming costume.

haha.. in the end we ended up in arena, buying 1 each. becos it was having a discount. hahaha. $49.55. cheap for ARENA swimming costume. hahaha..
went to coffee club for muddy mud pie at raffles city, then the 3 of us hurried to the train station. to go home for despo housewives.

father and mother picked us from simei. haha.. and we were just on time for despo housewives. BUT.. so sick lor.. it was a recap thingy. whatever.
went to bathe after corn came out of toilet. always haf to bateh last. i also dunno why prob becos she's not washing her hair. whatever. always use this reason to bathe first.

so anyway, after bathing, went to take out our clothes from the cupboard to decide what to wear. haha.. and i came across this CHIJ shirt. wahhhh laaaaoooo...

made me so piss.. paid $23 for a super super huge shirt. that wooommmaaaannn cheat my money.. idiots. got soo pissed over the shirt yday. suppperr pissed.

anyway, shall bring it along for my pyjamas. hahahaaa

ok la.. dunno type how many hours le.. very hungry. hhahaha... sians maaann.. tuition tonight with krystel.. and then i can go back home, and the temporary end of laureen making money for the next 6 days.

don't miss me guys. hahahaa.. but i'll miss u. :)


*seeking God is my first priority.
"Dear God, show me ur ways.."

Sunday, June 12, 2005

hmmm,, i'm just typing this because i just feel like typing this but there is nothing in my mind to type, so i think i'll just type this sentence.

oh ok. i thought of sth to say.

diana has a pair of new specs and its freaking gucci... and she got the black one. and i see the green one and dammiT!! i'm in love with that green pairrrrrrrrrrrr.. urghh.. like literally in love with that green pair.. that it actually cross my mind too.... erm.. yea u noe.. but.. hey my purple specs cost $380!!! AHHHH.. and i paid it myself, so NO! i'll just stay faithful to my purple specs.

i love my purple specs..

prob after my purple specs, i'll get the green one...

bah. macham so much money.

hmm.. gonna meet pastor, bex, dix n mentos ltr.. gg to river life church. hmm. i dunno. guess its gonna be fun. i'm on the " can't wait to make new frens" mode.

hey my meiridian jie mei men.. sentosa, the monday after i quit work,18th july. i can't wait. and i'm so sorry i'm the cause of us not being able to go out. i am soooo freaking sorry!!!

Saturday, June 11, 2005

goooooodness.

my may pay is so freaking little. $800 plus? damm.

UUURRRGGHHH. prob should haf gone to work on my bday. earn much more. *grumbles*

anyways, i wun be coming to work on monday. gg nus for checkup. for what i also dunno just sounds so dumb.

so work on tuesdayyy.. then not working on wed, thurs, fri, mon and tues. hahaahah yea church camp. i can't waaaaaaaaaaaaaait for it. i hope there are cute guys. haha like really. i'm not bluffing. hahaahaha.. oh and i hope there are NUS bizad ppl like me too. so i noe i'm not the only one not gg for the camp.

was reading the book jane gave me last year. haha.. one of the chapters was talking about "a heart that obeys" and interestingly enough, there was this sentence:

"if ur parents ask u to go for a church camp, go for it, even though sth great is happening in school then"

oh well, God speaking to me straight to my heart? i hope He is. and u ppl going, better let me enjoy myself there, because i'll be missing out on 2 camps. 2!! 2!! urgh. and u noe whats the best part. these 2 camps are the only camps that i want to go for!! how sickening can it get.

church camp: 15-20 june.
sheares hall camp: 14-17 june.
bizad camp: 20-23 june.

oh well, gg to a church camp is more rewarding than a NUS camp.
i'm sure it is.

show me the cute guys! c'mon! haahahahha....... alright wrong motive. i know.

bleah. time passing really slowly.

i can't wait to freaking quit.

but i freaking need money.

ah. freak.

shits. my dreams of bangkok have been recuring very often lately. ITS A SIGN!

corny moo!! july!! take leave!!!!!! plllllllllleaseeeeeeeeee...

Friday, June 10, 2005


The keys to your heart:



The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
i'm hinting to u.. i am i am i am!! are u getting the hint?? its right in front of ur eyes and ringing in ur ears... are u seeing it?? are u hearing it??!!!

*siGh*
hahaahahah.. i'm sooo happy!!

i met cherlyn for dinner yday!!!! she's very much the same!! just that she's more animated than me. (clara.. can u imagine someone more animated than me??) hahahaha..

haven't seen this childhood fren since pri 5? wow.. haha.. and we met on tues toO!! haha.. at aljunied mrt, before i went for work..

and we are gg to meet each other again this sun!! for that soccer match between zion and BC. oh gee.. i feel so exciteddddddddddddddddddddd!! i finally can meet up with all my childhood frens again!!

so we talked so much yday.. where this person went.. how they look now.. **hamster- looking** and how big they grew (as in, literally.) geeeeeeeee... and i get to see ALL of them this sunday!!

oh man!! never seen them since pri 5. hahaah.. and we are all gg uni now. sheesh. thats a freaking long time. still can remember who always wear what dress to sunday sch: for instance, grace loves to wear that blue floral dress.. and clarabelle with her pink plastic specs.. debbie and her shorts.. cherlyn and her 2 freaking long pleats, and laureen looking as toot as ever. theodore as dark as ever, charles the goofy looking one who likes to wear this dark blue shirt with umbrellas on them( and is some huge temasek idol now at TJ.. and there is a CHARLES fan club there. ) (he must be hot man.) hmm. then there's shane. hahaaaaaaa.. "2-3 times the size of his brother." quoted by my favourite fren who calls herself, tweety-lynn. hahahaha.. and last but not least.. there's sung anN!! apparently, he's in meridian. oh goodness. feel so dumb!! i always see him ard but i nv said hi to him because i din noe he was my church fren!! feel like sucha goondoo. oh well.. i'll say hi to him when i go back to meridian. i soooo will!!

we had so much fun reminiscing the past.. and just be amazed as to how time flies like nobody's business. and we are all having highlighted hair and we haf grown so much.

sigh. sunday sunday sunday!!!

*P.S/ if u dun get what i'm saying, it's ok. hahaahahahah.. i'm just too excited!!
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phwoar. i finally remembered i haf this irritating ad to blog about.
haf u heard that radio ad tageted to young pregnant mothers.. and then u haf a certain (pretty) spokesperson saying "... we understand how u feel.."
i really have nothing against our nominated MP. nothing at all. really. (ok ok maybe she's pretty.)

it irks me when she says "we understand how u feel" to these young female teenagers in a moment of folly or whatever u call it, do sth that they shouldn't. and now living in guilt and not knowing what to do... the amt of regret and fear is so much- not that i've experienced it- do u really think u know how they feel unless u were in their shoes before?

and to me, the tone used was not quite what i think it should be if u want ppl to call u and confide their problems with u.

oh well.. its my view anyway.

sheesh.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

ah.

watched hitchhiker's yday. its a good show actually, minnie. hahahaha.. and marvin is just soooo adorable!! goodness!! hahaha.. he's so depressed.. hahaha.. i love his stomach.

anyways, had a great time with daryl last night. (li, not aw.) haha.. (except for the part where i had to wait for him.. do u noe how irritating it is to wait outside the cinema.. and seeing ppl just streaming in.. and u can't go in because mr li has not arrived? and the point about missing all the advertisments was depressing enough!! )

so anyway. yea. mr li arrived. at least i was able to watch some advertisments on the big screen.

**hey bin n ling .. u jay chou die-hard fanss.. that movie he's starring in looks good to watch. please dun forget me when u are gg to watch it. (i think its because of edison chen and shawn yue. NOT JAY CHOU.)

so anyway.. walked from orchard to erm.. city hall. goh home at 12 exactly. haha..

so anyways, everybody, i dunno why minnie says hitchhiker is a bad movie.. becos i think the movie is really funny. ok i admit i dun understand a part of it, but hey on the whole, i understood. and HEY.MARVIN IS JUST SO ADORABLE!!!hmm.. u can actually look cute when u are a mentally depressed robot.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

this thought has been in my head for a very long period of time...

"sometimes, i wish i'll become an ipod.. i'll lose 'my sensitivity' in the long run"
a song represents how u feel; and this is how i feel:

Artist:
Natasha Bedingfield
Album:
Unwritten
Title: I Bruise Easily


Oh...yeah
My skin is like a map, where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I lay down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do your know ur leaving them all over this heart of mine too
If I never take this leap of faith I'll never know
So I'm learining to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

wow.. its been a long time since i blogged!! hahaahah..

many many things on my mind (as usual) but due to time constrain.. and my inability to form coherent sentences, i shall not blog much. prob another day..

tuition with krystel tonight (because we cancelled it on thurs)

feeling tired.

i really can't wait to quit.

i need sleep.. but i need $$

thanks vonney for gio top and gio voucher. hahahaha.. silly girl. really lor. :p

sigh. ot till 7 tonight. ciao.

tmr~

Friday, June 03, 2005

its confirmed:

my last day of work is on 15th July.

part of me can't wait for that day to come, and the other part of me knows i wun get a regular income. i got to save my money. i shall not be tempted by giordano sales anymore!!

ya.. rite.

urghhh..

i had nasi lemak for lunch just now, and i'm super sleepy now!! its half hour before work ends *HOORAY* but i haf tuition tonight. 1.5 hours talking crap with krystel. hahahaha. hope i'll live thru it.

oh and guess what all u ppl out there who hasn't seen laureen's nails recently (YES. i have nails already) they are so so soooooo long.. i'm gg to cut them. yes. i'm not kidding. they are veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeryyy long. hahaahaha...

oh man i'm really falling asleep.

and i've been munching on my xiao man tous. and i can feel my stomach just expanding... an inch by an inch..

freak out. i haf to run. if only i can get rid of that recalcitrant feeling towards running..

Thursday, June 02, 2005

hey.. my counter has been jumping like crazy!! can u ppl tag on my taggy?? haha.. come on.. say hi. hahaha. :D

zen neon is super cool.

alrite.

lucky still haf time before my may pay comes.

just waiting for ppl to get it and review it first. haha..

hmmm..

*accomplishment of the day: i finally managed to read the newspaper today! in fact i read all the articles..

yep the huge accomplishment of laureen goh.

wOOhoO!! haha

and the change starts..
THE POWER OF LOVE IS SO GREAT.. THAT EVEN THE STRONGEST SUCCUMB TO IT.