Adrian!!

wasseh!! Jap girl coming! don't say i never find hot asian blood for you. hahahahahahaha

then again, i seriously have no idea how she looks like. oh well.

haha

Vietnamese, Japanese and 3 Singaporeans.

*wink

u better get some really cute guys along to stockholm.

hahaha! can't wait for you and xj to be baaaaaaaaack!! =D

Serene + random

"show me your SP video!"

=) Serene's back!

just had a lil 10 min with her.. miss those times when i whine to her.. and hearing her lame jokes that actually make sense.

guess thing's very much different for her. =) and i'm glad she's fine.. but darling, if your read this, please don't do anything 'stupid' with your job just as yet ok?

yay.. we are going to meet larry the cucumber tmr~!! =D

i think she's so sweet. =)
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my first exam this sem kinda suck. but not like i care very much about OM. so yea. BYE BYE OM. but please give me a decent grade.

now its accounting and i'm trying to get my act together again.. but i'm tired man.. think i shall go sleep soon. =/ interview tmr morning at 11.. hai.

interview interviews interviews.. one more on Monday.. oh wells.

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i just checked. i have an average of 40 other fans who visit my blog regiularly. scary shit. so much so that i am afraid to write anything private anymore.. haha.. i think they should pay me to put adverts up, i'm sure they'll earn.

better go sleep. need to wake up early and borrow joyce's iron. hahahaha..

=)

yay! serene is back! =D

my nerdy score

wa lao!! how disappointing!! not even 50%!!

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oh goodness.. how cute!!!


laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: slow progress, but at least i'm moving. haha says:
i think its true when they say u are what you eat

laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: slow progress, but at least i'm moving. haha says:
haha

laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: slow progress, but at least i'm moving. haha says:
he eat so good food then the fur very nice

laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: slow progress, but at least i'm moving. haha says:
ahahhaah

*6.fuf*[swoc][abc][kampungsheares][sl]:the more we mug in peace, the less we sweat in tests. says:
hahhaa

*6.fuf*[swoc][abc][kampungsheares][sl]:the more we mug in peace, the less we sweat in tests. says:
then i tink i eat a lot of good food

*6.fuf*[swoc][abc][kampungsheares][sl]:the more we mug in peace, the less we sweat in tests. says:
coz i look so shuai



wah lao. haha.. talking to shixiu can leave u in a state of -.-" haha.. but oh wells, he's still my 11 months older than me brother, so no choice... hahahaha

i found it.

haha.. i'm quite good in such things.

i really wish you'll go back to writing again. i want to read it, because they are so important to me. =)

ok i seriously should be studying...

*grumble

and..

*smile (hehe)

adorable. totally.

#501

this is #501.

and i just want to grumblegrumble here. exams are coming. although its not as many as the rest, i still feel so bored studying for it. =/

and guess what i'm doing: talking to shixiu about recommending a place to hold my 21st. oh well, i guess i'm left with home. haha

home is well, cheap. i guess.. have some personal reservations on that, i guess.. but i think i'm left with no choice. most economical. joyce suggested botanic gardens, and even Macdonald's. but becks used it already. ( and no., i dun want chicky club) and having it at open air spaces is well, not very advisable? i'm afraid of bad weather conditions i guess.

hmm.. perhaps i shouldn't be thinking about all this. gawd. i even wrote my invitation list. hahaha.. its all that stupid neighbour fault who invited me to his party this Sat. haha..

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i have gotten another interview call from ascott this friday. i love that company. hope i get it, though. sigh. oh wells, like what my joannie says "God will provde." so there, i got my answer. If i have no internship this summer.. does that mea i'll go back to SAA to work?

...

urgh. please, i'm bored doing those stuff. dammit visa, please call me. i'll do all your ppt slides till they are pretty pretty.

haha.. hmm.. 1 month more..

i wanna go KL!!!!

*screams: LLLLIIIIAAAANNNNN.....

*giggles

my 500th post

this is my 500th post. how cool's that. haha..

wells. 251 was well, liberating. hahaha.. the live karma sutra scene was quite, disturbing. but anyways, i guess the whole singaporean thing portrayed in theatre, about how parents want us to be the first, the whole education system thing in singapore, its really getting stale. to me, at least.

what was new in this play, was the fact that it showed all the different records that singapore has set. the flow of the movements of the play was fluent. the actors and actresses were great. the bi sexual scenes were well, quite disturbing to me too. but i guess, thats with theatre. one must have an open mind to appreciate all.

other issues tackled was christianity.. and also the performing arts scene in singapore was greatly emphasised. what then constitutes 'art'?

in general, her life is really dysfunctional. poor girl. if only people get to experience God for real..

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went to have hagen daz later. the fondue was perfect. but my throat is not. haha.. oh wells. the price to pay.

hope the sleep plus the panadol given by an angel will rid all sickness. haha

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORN! although i know you won't see this.

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"if your shoes are going to hurt you so much, i rather you go barefoot."

thankful + throat hurts. =/

right. all i need is just a few days and i'll get over the issue. so i'm glad i'm fine now, and i'm not going to be emo over it again. haha.. emo. (reminds me about aunty quan's msg this morning)

thank you for being there for me. and well, being the most understanding person. =D

i know its hard for you.. sorry about it. =(

i'll try to make it up! =D

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i'm so falling sick. i feel like there's this flame in my throat, it freaking hurts. =( can't believe i still ate so much chocolate yday, when father decided to melt them to go with our korean strawberries which are just so yummy. =)

lots on my mind, but i really need sleep. may my throat be better when i wake up later for 251! woohoo! haha..

if that post was for me, which i'm certain it is, can you at least tell me the reason as to why u don't trust me anymore? i don't even know what i did that made you lose your trust in me!

sigh.

i really really really really do not know.

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oh wells. =(

i've been reading what you've been feeling because i want to see if we could start to talk again. To see if we can salvage our friendship and start everything again.

it takes 2 hands to clap.

my hand is always there waiting for yours.

i'm still praying.

question:

Sometimes we do things that we mean it.
Sometimes we do things that we don't mean it.
Sometimes we don't do things although we mean it.

Sometimes we say things that really comes from the heart
Sometimes we say things that cannot be found within the heart.
sometimes we don't say the things that our heart really means.

the question is.. how do you let others see what you really mean, especially when you don't do it?

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it really is going to happen in a month's time. :(

=(

i saw you while you were walking back towards hall from the lib. i wanted to scream "Hey!! wait for me!" wanted to hear your view point on this matter.

but reality hit me faster than my mouth could open.

so i decided to slow my steps and not say hi, dragged my feet back to hall, behind you. oh wells. i guess the time's not right yet.

feeling quite low down now, esp after reading what u were feeling when u were walking back. somehow, our friendship has taken a turn for the worse. lets hope it will U-turn again soon.

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i have no idea why i'm feeling so bad about my interview. i think it went okay and i didn't say anything wrong. sheesh. i guess this is my greatest weakness. i better go find some other weakness to talk abo8ut.

interview with lenovo tmr and draft on friday. but i really want the theatre internship... =(

oh wells. oh God.. lead the way. and heal the blisters please..

my day.

yay!! my number 1 fan rocks! haha.. thanks for the photo on my door. haha.. =)

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hmm.. slept at 5 am this morning and wokr up at 8 plus to go for the final GEM proj meeting ( Thank God). manage to survive the whole class, while thinking if i should go and cut my hair, which i did, after class. haha.. it was a tough decision: cut only? or cut & highlight? cut where? cut how much?

but oh wells. i came to a conclusion anyways. so i cut my hair, tho it looks as the same as previously, i really feel a lighter head. the fringe is short, i'm afraid i look gina. =( haha.. guess have to go do things to it this wed. i have tomorrow to play around with. haha..

went to walk ard to find a formal top to reward myself for my first interview, but i couldn't find any pretty tops, so i decided to screw it. and be happy with the new hair. which brings me to this:

everybody who has no clue what to get for me for my 21st, i'll really appreciate forever 21 vouchers. if you dislike forever 21, i'm open to zara as well. thank you very much.

anyway, i saw this really really really pretty black jacket at forever 21 that i fell in love with. so ya. i gues i'll get it after my birthday? (looks at you for an answer) gosh. forever 21 rocks my socks.

oh. let me also add that i found a corset at forever 21 that is so pretty which costs $48, $12 cheaper than the one i got for SP and i'm like -.-""""" well, irritated.

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yayyyy. tmr no school. can go research more about the company and the healthcare industry.. oh well. not that i have much interest about it, but i think u have to start some where. so, i will go read up on that.. and do my MA project which Alvin, i think is going to kill me very soon cos i think he did everything. (oops.) and tehre's my samsung case to do also...

oh wells. life's great. but i think there's something lacking till he talks to me again?
when harry met sally: could they ever be good friends?

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i'm a really tired girl.

stubborn me.

hmm.. dinah said she can see that i poured out everything already.

i was thinking that she has got to be kidding. but from today, i figured out that she's right. i really have poured out everything. and i want to hit myself for that. how many times i have warned myself against this, and i still go ahead. sigh.

yes, i'm stubborn. i'm very stubborn.

but i don't know who i'm being stubborn to. =(

sigh. this is sad. what am i going to do?

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drinking coffee at 8 pm still makes me sleepy. 0.0 does that mean i'm immune to coffee?

....CRAP.

on vulgarities

i remember there was this pastor who preached in church one fine sunday. and his msg left a very deep impression in my heart. His message was about how people can see Christ in you. And from his sharing, he said that he joined this class where all his classmates were spewing vulgarities at each other. Until they met him. he scolded them everytime he heard a vulgarity. until they just decided to not say such vulgarities to each other in front of him because it was wrong to do so.

or sth like that.

and it really really left me thinking: i want people not to say such words in front of me too. Gee. perhaps i should start whacking people if they said any of those sort of things in front of me.

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i love your company.

self denial + you + bday present

you said it all.

living in self denial. and i can't make out of it if it is good or bad. well, okay. its not good.... but neither it is bad, right?

would say how i'ld feel but i figured i can't take the chance.

"...its too risky, its too dangerous..."

there's just this image of you i won't ever forget when you asked me last night

"where are we right now?"

hmmm. guess we'll only know the answer next year.

guess my wallpaper.

yes. self denial. good or bad?

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well, as i've always said to you: i'm always here waiting for you to get out of the hole.

as long as you talk to me, say hi, or anything.. i'll talk to you. i will. i really really will. i don't dare to take the first step because i'm afraid u're not ready to talk to me ever again.

so.. the ball is in your court.

i'll wait for you to make the first move.

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you asked me if you really had to get me sth for my birthday just now. and i decided to be greedy and demanded a camera.

but you know what i really really really want from you?

*grin*

well.. i want... Paulene and you. i mean, esp when i can't hear you live on the day and for like 8 months.

u thick person. i hope you get it. haha..

well, don't look at me that way. u never know, rite. hahaha

rarhhh.

oh goodness. why didn't i drink coffee just now. *grumbles

hais. wondering whats sapping all my energy. =/ getting more lethargic everyday and i don't know why. =( and dammit i'm not 21 yet!!

hmm.. ok. i hope typing these few sentences would wake me up. its back to work. life wouldn't be this crazy after next week.

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sigh. i WANT that job. so badly, i dream of it. gee. =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XIAO BAI!! =D

oh dear. this is bad. this really is bad. =(

a note of encouragement at the right point in time

*cons said...

hey dear, haven read ur blog in a long long time.. anyway i have this for you.

"The whole point about being a Christian is to be countercultural, " a certain religious sister said last night. Being countercultural means standing up and against the flow of society. It means facing opposition in what we do when we witness for our faith. Facing opposition in our lives is a sign that we are doing God's work. If we are not facing opposition at all in our lives, and everything is fine and dandy, then perhaps we are not living our faith as we are called to do so."

so hang in there and just cling on to God k! (:

u'll make it through, and emerge a stronger girl! (: u'll be in my prayers!

Sat Mar 31, 11:09:00 AM

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thanks dear. =)

its either they look at me with weird eyes, giving me the feel that i am the villain, or i think too much.

oh wells.

glad to hear that you are getting better. i'll be waiting to talk to you again... =)

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i know, i know.. haven't posted a good one up yet. sigh. a test this sat, a paper, 2 projects next week.. =( but its gonna be over soon.

gosh. please let the cramping be over soon too.

i. feel. so. weaaaaak. =(