She'll end up like "the other one".
she's not special after all- sometimes she just wonder why she's so bothered about it, when she already knew it right from the start.
she took a deep breath and tried to place her thoughts together. She knew the situation has changed, but she can't imagine the player that she substituted doing the exact same thing.
she just didn't like to be a shadow- was it that her own self confidence was low? But she knew she could thank him for showing her who she really is.
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we all learn, something new, something everyday.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
It has been bugging her since the beginning of their conversation.
She had always wanted to ask him just one question 'who?'.
with that answered, 'why?' was the burning question she wanted an answer for.
to her dismay, the key word was 'similar'.
she's just not special- not special enough.
she's a girl afterall.
she watched him as he packed. with each movement he made, she blinked as fast as she could to keep her tears in.
"not now, " she told herself.
not now, not now, not now.
how could she? tired, frustrated, stressed: that was all his eyes told her. how could she be so unreasonable to add on to his sea of work.
and so she blinked back the tears, stared at the cross and whispered a prayer to God.
but the tears flowed anyway.
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the writer's mode is back on. :)
She had always wanted to ask him just one question 'who?'.
with that answered, 'why?' was the burning question she wanted an answer for.
to her dismay, the key word was 'similar'.
she's just not special- not special enough.
she's a girl afterall.
she watched him as he packed. with each movement he made, she blinked as fast as she could to keep her tears in.
"not now, " she told herself.
not now, not now, not now.
how could she? tired, frustrated, stressed: that was all his eyes told her. how could she be so unreasonable to add on to his sea of work.
and so she blinked back the tears, stared at the cross and whispered a prayer to God.
but the tears flowed anyway.
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the writer's mode is back on. :)
i'm so full.
hehe.
waiting for the girls to bathe finish so i can go bathe too. just so darn tired. :( school's started. and so has the piling of work.
kenneth's so busy, i feel sorry for him. and its only the first week! aiyoh!
and ron's so stressed with chingay, he fell sick. :( oh dear.
mmmm.. not very much in a writing mode these days... which explains the lack of posts. just feel like daydreaming my day away.
just read his new blog a few min ago.. and a picture he took caught my attention.
i remember telling him how he should go for her. and i really hope he got her.
from that picture, i think he did. :)
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damn tired. damn damn damn tired.
and yea, its only the first week of school.
hehe.
waiting for the girls to bathe finish so i can go bathe too. just so darn tired. :( school's started. and so has the piling of work.
kenneth's so busy, i feel sorry for him. and its only the first week! aiyoh!
and ron's so stressed with chingay, he fell sick. :( oh dear.
mmmm.. not very much in a writing mode these days... which explains the lack of posts. just feel like daydreaming my day away.
just read his new blog a few min ago.. and a picture he took caught my attention.
i remember telling him how he should go for her. and i really hope he got her.
from that picture, i think he did. :)
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damn tired. damn damn damn tired.
and yea, its only the first week of school.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
finally back in hall.
meeting up with my darlings has just been great: the familiar faces, the voices and more importantly, the laughter and their smiles.
so, i've gotten my past semester updates from the perspectives of the year 2s and year 3s yesterday, and a nice 1.5 hour talk with the horny year 4 uncles.
haha.. i'm glad i'm back.
more posts soon.
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we are finally going to have a shelter from the bus stop to hall! :)
meeting up with my darlings has just been great: the familiar faces, the voices and more importantly, the laughter and their smiles.
so, i've gotten my past semester updates from the perspectives of the year 2s and year 3s yesterday, and a nice 1.5 hour talk with the horny year 4 uncles.
haha.. i'm glad i'm back.
more posts soon.
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we are finally going to have a shelter from the bus stop to hall! :)
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
ah.
back in sg, and first post of the year.
The past week has been kind to me, in terms of how i've spent my days. had a great 3 dates and meeting up with everybody else, telling them of my policemen encounters from Russia to Copenhagen.
its quite tiring, this story telling thing. no wonder people make money out of it.
I started out last year with an overview of my year, and boy, didn't it move really fast. so i'm thinking if i should do the same this year.. well, its scary to think i'm turning 22.
but anyway, its always nice to have a clear big picture of what to expect, so here goes..
jan-mar: school + Sp again.
apri-may: exam
may-dec?: intern
hmm.. doesn't sound as exciting as last year's but i guess somehow, it will be quite a productive year.
got to go clean windows. sian.
back in sg, and first post of the year.
The past week has been kind to me, in terms of how i've spent my days. had a great 3 dates and meeting up with everybody else, telling them of my policemen encounters from Russia to Copenhagen.
its quite tiring, this story telling thing. no wonder people make money out of it.
I started out last year with an overview of my year, and boy, didn't it move really fast. so i'm thinking if i should do the same this year.. well, its scary to think i'm turning 22.
but anyway, its always nice to have a clear big picture of what to expect, so here goes..
jan-mar: school + Sp again.
apri-may: exam
may-dec?: intern
hmm.. doesn't sound as exciting as last year's but i guess somehow, it will be quite a productive year.
got to go clean windows. sian.
