Christmas

i can sing this over and over and over again!! :)

Christmas isn't Christmas

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart
somewhere deep inside you is where christmas really starts
so give your heart to Jesus and u'll discover when you do
that christmas, is really christmas for you

Jesus brings warmth like a winter fire
a light like a candle glow
he's waiting long to come inside
as he did so long ago

Jesus brings gifts of truth and life
and makes them bloom and grow
so welcome Him with songs of Jooooooooooooooooooooooooooooyyyyyyyyy
and when He comes, you'll know that..

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart
somewhere deep
inside you is where christmas really starts
so give your heart to Jesus and
u'll discover when you do
that christmas, is really christmas for you!!

Merry Christmas everybody!!!! :D

i dunno

hhahahaha.. a certain person just asked me sth so funny. i felt like laughing.

u noe.. the roariing type of genuine happy- mouth-open-really-wide laugh, i always have...

but this laugh wasn't a similar one.. the question pierced right through my heart, i ended up about to cry instead.

haha.

i appreciate all u guys who would ask me to cheer up. but some things, are just not that easy to change ur mindset, not that i want to be in a pathetic state, but things are just the way it is.
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d c c,

i l u v m. i s d. i d n k i u s l m. b i w u d. w s m o w o l, s i h b a 1 y p. b b t l-s f t i a, i s j c f y. i s d g j r u f t.. i g s j, i w t b t g u. p, i j l R, i l w l; b p i n!!! i j w t l i y a o a, t f y w; t h y h b; t f u b o m n; a u r t m t y l m.

and that is all i want for Christmas. will u grant my wish?

love, Laur.

P.S/ but oh. u wouldn't understand it, would u? simply because.. i can't say it out... its illegal, its prohibited, its not allowed; its forbidden.

but i know, deep in my heart, sth will happen, some one will come, and tell me.. " it's all been a bad dream."

and i'll open my eyes, to a new day, a new chapter, a new life; and i'll embrace it with wide- opened arms, because i know.. someone is waiting; some where.. out there.. in the glorious sun, and the beautiful meadows, anticipating me with the same feelings.

i just have to wake up.. WAKE UP!!

urgh. and we wonder, why is it a chore to get out of bed.

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S C C K: I L U V M, U J D K I, n u'll nv noe it.. never..

because.. i can't make the same mistake. ever ever ever again.

Perhaps. Love.

watched "perhaps. love" yday. because stupid cinemas refuse to give pride and prej. a bigger theatre; have very rude aunties who don't understand wat "service with a smile" means; and atrocious timings.

i was strongly against watching the movie actually. but somehow, minnie won. hahaha... oh well, nvm.

so yes, i agree it was a good movie. zhou xun is a good actress. the more i watch her, the more i think she's pretty,. with longer hair, of course.
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so corn's not gg with us to shanghai... again. she didn't join us for bali last year. there are like many things i want to say. but i somehow, can't piece the sentences together. i just wish it would be the last trip she won't be coming. i like my family to do things together.
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yday, marks the end of the $8 in my atm. hahaahah... its 2 digits now. WOOHOO! and i believe it will grow.
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"Say that sentence; that comes from ur heart.

say that you love me ... all along.

Perhaps.. you loved me."

shanghai

WOOHOO!! i'm gg to fly over the skies!!

shanghai!!!!

aeroplane fOOD!! wooHOO!

so.. i'm going to spend my holidays gay dancing away. ha.

its fun.. getting flipped all over again. haha.. but yday's stunts have left me with a potential orh chech on both sides of my waist. and there's practise later..

i can conclude that gay dancing helps us to bond better. that supper at 85 on tues was really good. thank God for zeming who has the car, and drove us home. hahaah.. reached home at 1 30am, tired and drained, but still had the energy to play a gfew rounds of spider, before i slept like a pig till the next morning.

yday was horrendous. had blk comm meeting as well as sp marketing meeting. met winnie at tamp to go to hall..

marketing meeting was bad. like reaaal bad, simply becos i've not been calling people at all.. i haven't even called today yet. i simply can't be bothered i think the fact that the virus in my lappy has taken further action once again.. and i can't even log on. sucks. screwed. winson is gg to kill me.

oh well.. time to go for another gay dance.. :)

AHH

hahaha.. So.. its over. Jane is officially married to Benson. hmm.. its really very funny, yet not surprising, as to how many people have the same impression of him as me. gee.

anyways.. shots after the dinner: my official debut. hahaha

my first Bacardi Coke.

me, with a big smile

laureen and her Bacardi

and its me and the drink again!!

i finished it. ALL of it. hahahahaa.. and felt soooo hot after that. hahaha..

woohoo!! :D

KHATWEE

Tommy:

haha.. i dunno when and how u'll see this.. but i'll just be nice and post sth here for u.

oh please lor hor. haha anyway, its KHATWEE becos since ur passport does not have ur english name in it, i changed the Y to a T. unless u wanna include ur TOMMY in front, then it would be TOMMY NG KHAY WEE. if not.. NG KHAT WEE is it. yep. sounds great. hahaah.. enjoy US, U (as)S. and stop sounding like u r being forced to go and act alll pathetic la. so irritating lor u.. U S. oh ya.buy us branded stuff i dun care too!! hahaha buy B1 and B2's pyjamas. so we all can wear it. ahahahahaha

"my parents force me to go US wan la.. i don't want to go lor.."

shuddup la u. haha


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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY LIN WEI LING!! I LOVE U MANY MANY!! :D

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exams.. are finally over. hair is finally not BLACK.

many many things to DO!! meetiing frens from everywhere.. dinners and lunches, (window) shopping, wedding to attend, move my stuff out of hall and into the lounge.. get all ready for Christmas, PLAY SPIDER. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. oh yes.. and being daphne.

exciting exciting.

but its so difficult when there's $8 (yes, still $8) in ur atm only. i think i can only drink plain water when ppl eat. hahaha.. i am so pathetic.

foodcourt, anybody?