ah. just got back from hall camp. :) hall is sooo freaking fun. esp my block!!
haha.. words cannot describe how fun the camp has been.. and the frens i made. haha.. oh well.
although my room is like a pigeon hole.. and i haf yet to wash my clothes myself.. haha... oh well.. oops. dun luagh. soon lor. i learn how to use already ok. haha
guess i wun be blogging anytime soon.. until i get my lap top :) sou guys just wait for me to blog again ba. :)
btw, i got into rag dance for sheares!! hahahaa.. ya.. me? dance? u heard that right. whether or not i survive a not is a different thing ba,. haha. 6th aug- laureen goes dancing :D
kbox and nydc dinner tmr before gg back to hall!! woohoo!!
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Friday, July 22, 2005
Melvin gave me a book for my 15th birthday. found that book whiile father did some renovations to my room. haha.. filled with dust bunnies. (oops.)
remembered trying to read this birthday present. read it but it didn't register in my mind. so i picked the book up from that shelf, dusted off those bunnies, and started reading it yday.
The Quest For Character- Charles R. Swindoll
The quest for character requires that certain things be kept IN the heart as kept FROM the heart. An unguarded heart spells disaster. A well guarded heart means survival. If u hope to survive the jungle, overcoming each treacherous attack, you'll have to guard ur heart.
just a paragraph; a thought- meaningful one; a fact; a warning.
Are you guarding ur heart?
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hostel. arguement. family. torn. selfish? deprive? understand? money?
I'm clinging on to U. i'm not sure if what i'm doing is right. but if u bring me to it, U'll bring me thru it. its not much of wanting to do things my way, but the way to do what u want me to do.
remembered trying to read this birthday present. read it but it didn't register in my mind. so i picked the book up from that shelf, dusted off those bunnies, and started reading it yday.
The Quest For Character- Charles R. Swindoll
The quest for character requires that certain things be kept IN the heart as kept FROM the heart. An unguarded heart spells disaster. A well guarded heart means survival. If u hope to survive the jungle, overcoming each treacherous attack, you'll have to guard ur heart.
just a paragraph; a thought- meaningful one; a fact; a warning.
Are you guarding ur heart?
------------------------------------------------------------
hostel. arguement. family. torn. selfish? deprive? understand? money?
I'm clinging on to U. i'm not sure if what i'm doing is right. but if u bring me to it, U'll bring me thru it. its not much of wanting to do things my way, but the way to do what u want me to do.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
You Are: Fujiwara Takumi!
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call me Jay.
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
did i tell u?
how wonderful life is without working? (lets not talk abt the money part)
haha.. k box with ling and bin today! so cool. hahaha.. we should really do it more often and i shall attempt to listen to more jay chou and sun yan zi songs. so i can sing chinese. hahaah
oh well. did i also tell u?? my colleagues got me a purple crumpler bag! :D hahaha.. there weren't any red in that design. so sad lor!! when i told the guy they should haf it in red, he told me. "aiyah.. its sth different. there has always been red in all the designs! so boring" and i was thinking "so stupid. y i want to buy that time nv produce." anyway it costs $139. michelle say she collected $140. just nice. hahaah really bless. definitely gg back to work there during vacation. and pray i wun dread it. i dun think i will la.
went for that concert thingy with daryl today. gee. sat behind this whole group of ACJC kids. who kept turning ard and say " daryl!!"
whatever.
anyway, glad i'm out of JC. haha aren't u guys?
the place where we were at had no reception. prob its already a known fact, but i'm sorry.. as sua ku as i am, that was my first concert at the esplanade. haha. i de ja vu-ed there though. so anyway when there was finally reception ( after the concert finished and after daryl collected his bags while i received more stares from his juniors), there was this unknown number who called me.. so i msged that person.. anddd it was this guy from Sheares Hall. haha..
did i mention to u i got in sheares? obviously with the help from bro. (thanks bro!! :D)
he told me a whole lot of info i can't really remember.. hafta call him again. haha.. so anyway guess what!! looks like i'll be gg for a camp after alL!! how cool how cool how cool. the camp is a week long! i know God will answer my prayer when i complained to him that night.. :) thanks God. :)
oh and i haf to like check in next week or sth.. so fast. i'm so scared. i better learn how to wash my clothes tmr!! AHHH.. hahaha.. see.. disadvantages of being a princess. tsk tsk. terrible.
so haf a big reading date with the other daryl from AC too tmr. i can't wait!!
how wonderful life is without working? (lets not talk abt the money part)
haha.. k box with ling and bin today! so cool. hahaha.. we should really do it more often and i shall attempt to listen to more jay chou and sun yan zi songs. so i can sing chinese. hahaah
oh well. did i also tell u?? my colleagues got me a purple crumpler bag! :D hahaha.. there weren't any red in that design. so sad lor!! when i told the guy they should haf it in red, he told me. "aiyah.. its sth different. there has always been red in all the designs! so boring" and i was thinking "so stupid. y i want to buy that time nv produce." anyway it costs $139. michelle say she collected $140. just nice. hahaah really bless. definitely gg back to work there during vacation. and pray i wun dread it. i dun think i will la.
went for that concert thingy with daryl today. gee. sat behind this whole group of ACJC kids. who kept turning ard and say " daryl!!"
whatever.
anyway, glad i'm out of JC. haha aren't u guys?
the place where we were at had no reception. prob its already a known fact, but i'm sorry.. as sua ku as i am, that was my first concert at the esplanade. haha. i de ja vu-ed there though. so anyway when there was finally reception ( after the concert finished and after daryl collected his bags while i received more stares from his juniors), there was this unknown number who called me.. so i msged that person.. anddd it was this guy from Sheares Hall. haha..
did i mention to u i got in sheares? obviously with the help from bro. (thanks bro!! :D)
he told me a whole lot of info i can't really remember.. hafta call him again. haha.. so anyway guess what!! looks like i'll be gg for a camp after alL!! how cool how cool how cool. the camp is a week long! i know God will answer my prayer when i complained to him that night.. :) thanks God. :)
oh and i haf to like check in next week or sth.. so fast. i'm so scared. i better learn how to wash my clothes tmr!! AHHH.. hahaha.. see.. disadvantages of being a princess. tsk tsk. terrible.
so haf a big reading date with the other daryl from AC too tmr. i can't wait!!
me at the counter acting professional.
michelle (her drumlet), the Pooh and me
michelle, uncle benny and me. yes. uncle benny's 'ears' are the vitamin C i bought for him as his eyes, they are ferrero rocheh.
yani and meee
uncle benny looking totally spastic
what can i say? its uncle benny. all he needs are ears, and he looks like a donkey.
the web page i face everyday. (notice the yahoo mail and msn at the task bar.....
the couple (tricia and michael) & me. i sit at the table behind.
wendy, me and Judy.( i still think Judy looks sooo oriental!)
esther and me. esther has very big eyes.. dunno why here not as big. haah
eileen, the bookmark and me. michelle say we look alike. do we??
lynn and me.
uncle benny, me and fendi!!
yani, dana( my first fren there!!) and me
a group photowith the pizzas and w/o me. the one sitting down is prema. (no comments)
the dinner at coffee club (SEE HUI LING!!)
and my last pic with fendi!! yay!!!
Congratulations laureen, you are...
mr brown of www.mrbrown.com
Like that ad for Toys 'R Us, you are that kid who doesn't want to grow up. Except you do. And now you're just a big overgrown kid who doesn't want grow up. You have a warped yet addictive sense of humour. It takes skills to poke fun at serious things and you have no problems doing that. Your peers look up to you and yet you're humble about everything. You are an infantile.
UNCLE THEODORE! hahahahahahahaah...
i alighted at Aljunid Mrt with a sense of excitement and anxiety on 21st Dec 2004, and a different sense of excitement filled my senses today as i alighted the train and walked the familiar route i took the past 6 months and 23 days, to the office.
during this whole period, the excitement that i had at first seem to wear away as stacks of sickening enrolment forms keep coming in. it was freaking boring. i started out sitting next to the manager, and that kept me literally on my toes. i had a hard time esp after lunch. but God helped me thru it. :)
diana and daniel came.
daniel left
hailing came
diana left
daniel came back
daniel left
grace came
grace left
wu di came
hailing left
wu di left
i thank God for the heaps of boxes that filled up the space i was sitting at. i was being moved to sit opposite fendi. and that was a start of a frenship. haha.. (with all those quizes we shared to kill time.
the pay cheque that i waited eons before i received it. on how i survived 20 days with only $5 in my atm. the constant grumblin and silent cursing i muttered under my breath everyday before my pay cheque came. and when it came, halluelujah. Thank u God.
sth crucial happened on valentine's day. and i gained not just a boss and a colleague relationship, but 2 frens.
when hui ling left, a malay colleague took her place. and oh boy. was i lucky to have her. gone were the days where i thought i would have to lunch alone again. munching on xiao man tous almost everyday and $2 porridges before yani came. running ard the office and sticking my face on the glass door to attract attention mainly to uncle benny to press the dumb button so i can go in, the slacking of blogging and msging and frenstering while doing online forms..
and now thinking of all these, i'm certain i grew: grew more independent, more sensible, more self reliant. and oh. not forgeting growing to become a big spender. becos i'm broke, again.
and another chapter of my life has close.
during this whole period, the excitement that i had at first seem to wear away as stacks of sickening enrolment forms keep coming in. it was freaking boring. i started out sitting next to the manager, and that kept me literally on my toes. i had a hard time esp after lunch. but God helped me thru it. :)
diana and daniel came.
daniel left
hailing came
diana left
daniel came back
daniel left
grace came
grace left
wu di came
hailing left
wu di left
i thank God for the heaps of boxes that filled up the space i was sitting at. i was being moved to sit opposite fendi. and that was a start of a frenship. haha.. (with all those quizes we shared to kill time.
the pay cheque that i waited eons before i received it. on how i survived 20 days with only $5 in my atm. the constant grumblin and silent cursing i muttered under my breath everyday before my pay cheque came. and when it came, halluelujah. Thank u God.
sth crucial happened on valentine's day. and i gained not just a boss and a colleague relationship, but 2 frens.
when hui ling left, a malay colleague took her place. and oh boy. was i lucky to have her. gone were the days where i thought i would have to lunch alone again. munching on xiao man tous almost everyday and $2 porridges before yani came. running ard the office and sticking my face on the glass door to attract attention mainly to uncle benny to press the dumb button so i can go in, the slacking of blogging and msging and frenstering while doing online forms..
and now thinking of all these, i'm certain i grew: grew more independent, more sensible, more self reliant. and oh. not forgeting growing to become a big spender. becos i'm broke, again.
and another chapter of my life has close.
its my last day of work!! WOOHOO!!!
was surfing thru frenster just now.. weiseong has a really cute fren by the name of marcus. haha.. i think he's cute. haah.. so i "read more" abt him and apparently they were from the same sec sch. which means same sch as corn.. haha.. so i e-mailed corn and ask her.. and she said thats the guy who sat next to her in class! hahaah.. oh sheesh.
gonna have pizza for lunch later!! their treat! woohoo!!
i'm happy. :D
was surfing thru frenster just now.. weiseong has a really cute fren by the name of marcus. haha.. i think he's cute. haah.. so i "read more" abt him and apparently they were from the same sec sch. which means same sch as corn.. haha.. so i e-mailed corn and ask her.. and she said thats the guy who sat next to her in class! hahaah.. oh sheesh.
gonna have pizza for lunch later!! their treat! woohoo!!
i'm happy. :D
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
they are actually going to buy me pizza for lunch tmr!
apparently, its the tradition if someone in the office leaves. i'm like the only temp staff they give so much recognition to!!
then again i worked here for 6 months plus. HEY. i deserve it. and oh.. not forgetting the red crumpler bag michelle promise..
am i lucky or am i lucky. :D
ok. i'm coming back to work here once there's school vacation. hahaha..
1.5 days lefffffffffffffft!!!! :D :D :D
thursday- k box with jie mei, concert with daryl aw.
friday- reading book date with daryl li
(whats with all the daryls rite? i also dunno.)
saturday- baptism event
sunday- farewell lunch for erim sim..
talking abt erin.. she's the KC girl i've seen ard in school but have never spoken a word in 10 years. only to haf so much fun and laughter during the 11th year of seeing her ard in mj. the tortuorous training that cused us to all develop stomach aches due to the laughing (esp when elsa, erin and i were in a team); the election of our darling erin into the nball comm so as to give the slackers a voice in the CCa; the stupid jokes we say, criticsof other ppl and not forgetting our cheerleading formation has made nball so much more fun than just running round that dumb track and court, and catching and throwing of the darn ball. (not forgetting the scolding we received when we went marche to eat and got back late..and the HUGE scolding we got from our "dearest" coach. (EEEEEE)..HAHAHA)
after 7 months, we are finally meeting again (i.e "the netball slackers"- elsa, shu yun, erin, joleen and myself), and it will be our last.. before erin come back.. i'm soooooooooooooooo going to miss erin. sigh.
apparently, its the tradition if someone in the office leaves. i'm like the only temp staff they give so much recognition to!!
then again i worked here for 6 months plus. HEY. i deserve it. and oh.. not forgetting the red crumpler bag michelle promise..
am i lucky or am i lucky. :D
ok. i'm coming back to work here once there's school vacation. hahaha..
1.5 days lefffffffffffffft!!!! :D :D :D
thursday- k box with jie mei, concert with daryl aw.
friday- reading book date with daryl li
(whats with all the daryls rite? i also dunno.)
saturday- baptism event
sunday- farewell lunch for erim sim..
talking abt erin.. she's the KC girl i've seen ard in school but have never spoken a word in 10 years. only to haf so much fun and laughter during the 11th year of seeing her ard in mj. the tortuorous training that cused us to all develop stomach aches due to the laughing (esp when elsa, erin and i were in a team); the election of our darling erin into the nball comm so as to give the slackers a voice in the CCa; the stupid jokes we say, criticsof other ppl and not forgetting our cheerleading formation has made nball so much more fun than just running round that dumb track and court, and catching and throwing of the darn ball. (not forgetting the scolding we received when we went marche to eat and got back late..and the HUGE scolding we got from our "dearest" coach. (EEEEEE)..HAHAHA)
after 7 months, we are finally meeting again (i.e "the netball slackers"- elsa, shu yun, erin, joleen and myself), and it will be our last.. before erin come back.. i'm soooooooooooooooo going to miss erin. sigh.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Friday, July 08, 2005
ah.. freak. i forgot what i wanted to blog.
*grumbles*
oh. haha 6 more days. :D which means.. erm.. 3 more working days!! haha..
wun be coming to work tmr. having bday party tmr. and shoppinG!! but most prob its the type where ur eyes can only feast.
hmmmmmmmmmmm. work till really late tonite. sians.
yellow for reggie the duckie. hahahahaha... :D
*grumbles*
oh. haha 6 more days. :D which means.. erm.. 3 more working days!! haha..
wun be coming to work tmr. having bday party tmr. and shoppinG!! but most prob its the type where ur eyes can only feast.
hmmmmmmmmmmm. work till really late tonite. sians.
yellow for reggie the duckie. hahahahaha... :D
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sunIf you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sunIf you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sunIf you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sunIf you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sunIf you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sunIf you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
hmm. i'm so bored at work. today productivity level is the lowest. yday productivitty freking hiGH! finish half a file man. so impress with myself.
anyways, very bored.
bleah.
i should be in one of the NUS camps now actually. but nvm.. wun want to do what God doesn't want me to do. so yea. just haf to think of ways to make more frens. hahaaha...
sleppy and so full. had $1.90 nasi lemak for lunch. yea. cheaper than my porridges. hahahaha
porridges.. geddit geddit?? hahaha.. oh nvm.
bcalsbuliqwucheiuh ciuefhlawiufhkwjcnlwkuaehiuqgfrjfvjbpqwkj
yea. bored.
anyways, very bored.
bleah.
i should be in one of the NUS camps now actually. but nvm.. wun want to do what God doesn't want me to do. so yea. just haf to think of ways to make more frens. hahaaha...
sleppy and so full. had $1.90 nasi lemak for lunch. yea. cheaper than my porridges. hahahaha
porridges.. geddit geddit?? hahaha.. oh nvm.
bcalsbuliqwucheiuh ciuefhlawiufhkwjcnlwkuaehiuqgfrjfvjbpqwkj
yea. bored.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Monday, July 04, 2005
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Friday, July 01, 2005
hellooo. :D
din go to work yday. haha.. thats why u didn't see me online. life's good without working.
managed to push front my last day or work. 13th July. i so can't wait. haha..
13th becos, 14th we are finally gg sentosa. so i guess i shall start losing the tummy i developed over the past few days after dance class. haha then it'll be perfect for 14th. haha.. but i dun think its possible. me and my itchy mouth.
listening to my IRIVER now... ahhh.. i'm so in love with it. keke
fendi admitted missing me from work yday. haha becos i promised him i'll bring my baby (my H10) to show him yday. but i din appear. haha.. imagine how loud he shouted my name this morning when he saw me. haha.. :P maan. feels good to be missed. haha
anyways, while he was just leaving his fingerprints all over my beautiful, wendy came along and got so excited as well. ahahahha.. gee. anyway, she promised to share with me her songs. yes. euphemism for er.. u noe.
yep. 30th.. thats hui qing's bday. happy birthday girl!! although i dun think u see this. and i can't msg u happy bday becos i lost ur contact in erm.. the swimming pool.
and 30th- pass up time sheet day. :D yay. haha.. its the last time sheet of a full month.
Dear God.. let father close the deals..
prob later.
din go to work yday. haha.. thats why u didn't see me online. life's good without working.
managed to push front my last day or work. 13th July. i so can't wait. haha..
13th becos, 14th we are finally gg sentosa. so i guess i shall start losing the tummy i developed over the past few days after dance class. haha then it'll be perfect for 14th. haha.. but i dun think its possible. me and my itchy mouth.
listening to my IRIVER now... ahhh.. i'm so in love with it. keke
fendi admitted missing me from work yday. haha becos i promised him i'll bring my baby (my H10) to show him yday. but i din appear. haha.. imagine how loud he shouted my name this morning when he saw me. haha.. :P maan. feels good to be missed. haha
anyways, while he was just leaving his fingerprints all over my beautiful, wendy came along and got so excited as well. ahahahha.. gee. anyway, she promised to share with me her songs. yes. euphemism for er.. u noe.
yep. 30th.. thats hui qing's bday. happy birthday girl!! although i dun think u see this. and i can't msg u happy bday becos i lost ur contact in erm.. the swimming pool.
and 30th- pass up time sheet day. :D yay. haha.. its the last time sheet of a full month.
Dear God.. let father close the deals..
prob later.
