Saturday, June 30, 2007

jealous.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

sometimes, i wonder..

i wonder what does it take for people to change their minds. i wonder if i had done something previously, would it change the events around. so.. i wonder, if i do somthing now.. will i still save things?

i believe its time i get my act together. its time to be accountable; time to really really let my kids know i love them. esp so before i leave. and i pray, for their eyes, heart and mind to open.

of the world, or of Christ.

perhaps, u're in my life for more than a few reasons. i believe you make me understand what they are going through.

i don't believe in a perfect role model. because.. nobody's perfect.

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church camp was awesome. esp what God said to me, which i hold so dearly in my heart.

O, how great is our God. =)

more soon, i guess; after i end on the 13th July.

"you're a bold and confident person."
thank you God.

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sigh.. 187 days till i see you again. =( this is seriously tortourous. serrrriously, how do those people do it? urggh. =(

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

was hearing it (again), and i was just thinking about it..

did you mean it when u sang it? so, if you did, which part was it?

or is it still early to tell?

well, i'll just hold on to my little cow that stares at me telling me what i want to hear.

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torturous.

Monday, June 11, 2007

the joy of the Lord is my strength

i think i asked for too much.

covering 2 people's work is crazy.

but since he has no faith in me, i'll show him.

because i have Him.

Friday, June 08, 2007

a month + work

its been a month.

i wonder if you noticed. i miss you so very much. =/ especially after hearing your voice just now.

the pinch is getting more painful.

i miss you.

come back home, quick. =(

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company outing tomorrow. i'm in charged if it. anything goes wrong, i'll be the first to die.but nah, i have faith all will be well. =) and God will sent the rain clouds far away.

did i mention i changed to the admin dept already? oh. and did i mention i am now going to cover 2 people's work? gee.. it would really be easier if

1. my boss stops smoking (or at least stop talking to me after his smoke breaks immediately)

2. he stops putting that chinese song on repeat mode. (GAWD!!! and its chinese!!)

3. get the single A battery to cover the other person's work.

haha.. oh well, i'll never stop complaining, huh.

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gosh, i know i've said it, but i'll say it again:

i miss you so much.

Monday, June 04, 2007

a little reminder

hey you.. i hope you read this:

you're always swimming in my mind.

hahahahah.. =D

Sunday, June 03, 2007

sian

wah lao. =/

my request for a transfer was denied due to "no space left" in the marketing dept. so i was asked to hang on and just tahan there. =/=/=/

but i was offered a data entry job at the IT side. like.. seriously. sheesh. i'm even considering it. the head of hr is really nice la. and we a;; agree she's quite hot. haha

but like as if my stupid boss knew i was intending to go, he put me in charge of the company's outing the following week. well, i guess, thats the only thing that is keeping me on to this job. will check with the HR dept after the outing then..

been super stressed lately. apart from that stupid outing, there's the camp booklet and my exchange matters to deal with. sigh. throw in pmsing as well, and there u have it: messed up mind.

haha.

ok. i still have day 4 and day 5 pics to load. soon, i guess.

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hey hey you you! =)

hmmm... think i got jo's influence.