the other side of me- revealed.

and so, armed with my laptop, my financial accounting text, my favourite puma jacket, my pencil box and calculator, i walked into the biz library feeling so confident and determined to study.

and so, its been about 2 and half hours since i was here. i think my energy and determination has just been drained. siansation.

having had a good 7.5 hour sleep last night this morning, i woke up, feeling driven to accomplish what i set out to do: financial a/cting.

however, instead of hitting my book straight, i ended up at the forum, waiting to get 'SHqueezed' or 'SHquashed' into a small puny toyata dunno wat car. haha.. so we intended to win that $888 by 'SHqueezing' the most number of ppl in to that small damned car. and we all were exhilerated at the record breaking news of 32 people in that freaking tiny car. we thought $888 was ours. we thought so.

however, just an hour ago, it seemed that my very own faculty had broke that record. and the best part is? kenny asked me to join them, but some how, i was with my hall instead.

it hit me then and there, that the attachment i had with my hall and my faculty was of a vast difference. haha. a lot, man.

oh wells, i seriously have no idea why i'm blogging now. should be fna-ing. but i just can't keep awake. i think my energy has been drained in that car. sians. i need coffee. have to grab a can before gg back to hall..

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and so i stare at ur reflection thru the glass panel.. thinking of our conversation last night.. i wonder what type of a girl do u see in me? it's quite disappointing actually that you wiould have thought me to be sth that is not me.

so many things i want to know, but so many u don't want to disclose. as i said, i wun force, i just want to know...

i smile, thinking of how close you are; and yet i frown, thinking of how far away.

have i ever told u i like your smile?