it wasn't just abt showing face; it was because i wan't feeling happy. i wanted to talk to you- thats the only reason.

but i dun blame you, because i lied to you. i dun blame you because i didn't tell you beforehand.

i have nobody to blame la. so ya. just not feeling very joyful at this point in time.

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fairy tales are just made up stories to bluff the kids in the world that we can live a perfect life, only if we are good, pretty and have a virtuous character.

in reality, they hardly happen.

why do they ever create illusions in the first place?

i want to grab you and not let go. but i should really wake up.