in His time

ooh!! i forgot to add that i was on TV on the 1st!! haha.. looking ah ma, and i thought people wouldn't recognise me but 2 people already said " I SAW U ON TV!" GEE..

i blame it on qi jing's blue pants. although there's no link. but i dun care. haha

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dokie. i was thinking if i would actually see her a few days ago.. and i saw her on 31st. at BISHAN la. hahaha how SCARY la.

hmm.. i really thinks she's pretty. and i really thought they were really mfeo. i mean, ya. but gee.. she's much prettier than the current one. seriously. i rather the former's attitude, character, personality , whatever compared to the latter. and she talks to me lorrrrr.. and i can clique with her better too..AND SHE'S SO PRETTY LOORRRR.

prob its the change in mindset that caused me to not have a strong liking for her. but..

gee. no buts.

sigh. so sad.. but oh well.. it's his choice anyway. its more of who touches his heart more than who touches mine.

but i really think she's pretty. at least prettier than the other. and i rather her. ok u get my point.
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i had a dream again last night. i can't describe it. i don't know if i've been anticipating it; desprate for it; not wanting it. i totally have no idea.

the missing birds got me all in a frenzy. why?
1. sense of responsibility?
2. becos i care how he will treat me?
3. or.. because of him??

EWWWW. yucks. gross. wth.

oh goodness.. i'm quite scared. but i don't know the real reason. this is killing meeeeee.

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ok i read someone's blog. then i felt very sad all of a sudden.

ahhh shits. not that i dun haf faith; its just the waiting that is causing me to suffer from anxiety.

bah. whatever.

so if people can move on.. why can't i?

ok. my theme song for the year..

"i like to move it move it.."

ok. i'm sick. somebody help me.
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bin ling diana yina: hellu. discusiion of time tables soon, please!

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if everyday was simply a holiday; how wonderful life would be.