yawn

ahhhhhhh..

i think there's sth wrong with me la.. i decided to sleep early yday. but after trying to study.. or rather reading up for lecture later.. i went to bed at 12 30. thinking how fresh and ready for breakfast i was gg to be the next day. HOWEVER, i couldn't get to sleep la!!!! like !!!!! i cannot sleep?! like wth. gee.. it was damn bad that i got so frustrated with myself, got up and read my econs notes abt game theory, of which i got a headache theeafter, and managed to sleep. haha.. i think the headache was due to the sitting position, and leaning my head on my red ikea pillow rather than the wall, so it was uncomfortable.

anyways, i struggled out of bed at 8 40 today, just to go down to get breakfast. haha.. breakfast seems to be getting quite bleahk already..

anyways, i really thank God i was in SA for my first 3 months... haha.. at least i can consider those older Saints as my seniors...

we were suppose to hand in our SS Assignment yday and this sr from my hall asked me to help him with it by letting me show him my asignment. the assignment was about listing 10 questions to some general during ww2. and so i showed him.and wth. he actually criticised my work la. i'm like how nice, sharing with u wat i did, and u just criticise it? like HGFJTRDTRDJYGKUHY u. uRGH!! prob i noe i really am that lousy, but it doesn't qualify u to criticise me, after all i really spent my heart on it la ok. i tried reading all the cheem cheem readings and all.. and its blardy history la ok. eeeeeediot. ass.

he totally destroyed my whole mood during the whole lecture. so pissed. not because i'm sensitive here.. but it really sucks to hear such things abt ur work when u put effort into it.

i was gg down the steps of the LT, thinking of saying a good bye to my frens, both from SA, the girl from my tut class, and the guy from my legal group, who were like chao enthu sitting right in front of the lect today which is like so not them. anyway, i didn't bother, because i didn't have the mood. but ivan called my name, asked me to wait up while he walked together with me. while complaining to him, he said is a very loud voice, "WHERE'S ALEX? dare to bully my junior.. LET'S GO FIND HIM NOW!" haha.. he made me laugh. haha.. because he's so skinny and he's anyhow-ing away. haha..

anyways, ivan gave me a lift back to hall from the LT (its far) and before i left, said again "WHERE's ALEX??" haha.. sounds damn childish, but i think he made me feel happier. haha..

thanks ivan, sheena n another SA sr who was there..

late for MNO!! bubye!!

i really had a weird dream today.. u were in it.. i'm having mixed feelings..somehow, i wished it for another reason, then again, that was more than enough. but will we ever get to experience it for the right reason? perhaps yes, perhaps not.