mmMmmmMMMmmmm... early morning have 2 breaks. feeling's great. haha.. well.. weling and diana starting their own blogs now.. yea.. it was friendster craze before and now its blog craze..haha..

siGH. situation's still the same.. haf been thinking a lot yesterdae.. dunnoe izzit because of my ulcers or my eye or not enough sleep (whats new).. that i keep on thinking that i cannot pei him because i have been treating him really unfair and that is not what he deserves.. its so totally not fair to him and i dun want to 'hold him back' from other ppl.. i dun want to be selfish.. but its just so hard to tell him because the heart is not willing. haiyo. do i sound like as if my life is so miserable. gee...

sianx la.. i really dunno wat to do.. i think if i actually start to do my quiet time with God.. it'll help a lot. arGH gee.