a publi announcement: happy belated birthday joel and minnie! hope it was a great one..
minnie: i hope u like the water bottle. see? we have the same one now.. how cool is that!! =p
i managed to get 2 extra marks for my geog human paper. its like 54 now.. i hope my physical geog won't do that bad...
hmm... i got back my maths, gp and econs..
i did quite all right for maths.. 56.5% however.. there were tons of careless mistakes and i killed myself for that.
i did quite all right for gp too, i guess.. 58.5%. improvement.. :)
can't say the same for econs.. *sigh* 47%. i was so depressed yesterday. i ate a lot for dinner last night.. A LOT.
so i started gg crazy yesterday, i left 30 over days to A's. so fast, rite... but as how diana puts in.. "after that, we're free!" true, but will i feel happy?
i lay in bed last nite talking to God at 2am, i told him that he promised me if i did my best, He'll do the rest. but that doesn't seem to be happening.
and then it suddenly hit me, if i didn't get this grade, i'll probably just be contented with where i am and start slacking.. (chim, rite? wahaha) so its just a push from Him, i guess.
i fell, but i'll get up again.
all in all, whatever grade my geog gets, i'll still give glory to God! i mean, come on man, if my life is his timetable, i'm sure i'll do well.
thank u Jesus.
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Monday, September 27, 2004
siGH.
i studied really hard.i really did. i never studied so crazily before. i studied very very hard. i really really really did.
52 for human geog. dammit! i studied damn hard. arGH. this is the prelims man. i'm supposed to do like my best. is that really my best? i thought i did MY best.
dejected? yea.
depressed? yea.
feel like crap? duh.
it feels terrible. best part is i didn't focus hard enough on my physical. i'm screwing geog.
get A for geog? sorry bro. thats the most impossiible thing that can happen. but then again everything is possible with God, rite?
i haven't gone out with him for more than 1 month. aRGH.i dun feel like gg out anymore.
i have to study. much harder than before.
maths and econs come a few hours later. sigh.
i studied really hard.i really did. i never studied so crazily before. i studied very very hard. i really really really did.
52 for human geog. dammit! i studied damn hard. arGH. this is the prelims man. i'm supposed to do like my best. is that really my best? i thought i did MY best.
dejected? yea.
depressed? yea.
feel like crap? duh.
it feels terrible. best part is i didn't focus hard enough on my physical. i'm screwing geog.
get A for geog? sorry bro. thats the most impossiible thing that can happen. but then again everything is possible with God, rite?
i haven't gone out with him for more than 1 month. aRGH.i dun feel like gg out anymore.
i have to study. much harder than before.
maths and econs come a few hours later. sigh.
Monday, September 13, 2004
Thursday, August 26, 2004
*screams* I"M TIREDDDDDDDDDD.. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppyyyy.... sheesh.
hmmm. had quite a lot of "cg rep things" to do this week.
1. stupid performances: - retro class performance
- retro "yi zhi's performance"
2. teacher's day stuff: -mr chen's photo frame.
* of which sarah is doing it.. SARAH: u are so sweet!! u rock manX! *muACKX*
3. cip cards: hmmm.. when am i suppose to collect it agaian, diana??
4. prom night: ask lai lai to write a letter to the army to realease our dearest mr chen.. (arGH.)
hmmmm. chong cut his hair. wahahahaha. and shaved this 'w' behind! hahaha.. look like the cracks of a broken egg. so cute!!!
okae. its really getting nearer to prelims. i really haf to full force now. just that i was so demoralised when i couldn't do any stats question the other day before the mock exam. i think its because i haven't been reading the bible..
(*sorry God..)
hmmm. had quite a lot of "cg rep things" to do this week.
1. stupid performances: - retro class performance
- retro "yi zhi's performance"
2. teacher's day stuff: -mr chen's photo frame.
* of which sarah is doing it.. SARAH: u are so sweet!! u rock manX! *muACKX*
3. cip cards: hmmm.. when am i suppose to collect it agaian, diana??
4. prom night: ask lai lai to write a letter to the army to realease our dearest mr chen.. (arGH.)
hmmmm. chong cut his hair. wahahahaha. and shaved this 'w' behind! hahaha.. look like the cracks of a broken egg. so cute!!!
okae. its really getting nearer to prelims. i really haf to full force now. just that i was so demoralised when i couldn't do any stats question the other day before the mock exam. i think its because i haven't been reading the bible..
(*sorry God..)
Friday, August 20, 2004
AHHHHH.. i forgot to add. ( Thanx 'someone' for the 'shen yin he' answer. appreciated it.)
i cut my hair on saturday.
i was all ready for my fiona-xie-look.
BUT. the auntie cut wronglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... *WAILS*
there goes 'fiona xie'... =(
it looked really disgusting the first time she cut. in the end, i told her to cut everything.
all the hair on the floor. my heart wrenched. (still does actually)
3 months to prom.
God.. please let the hair grow at an increased rate......
i cut my hair on saturday.
i was all ready for my fiona-xie-look.
BUT. the auntie cut wronglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... *WAILS*
there goes 'fiona xie'... =(
it looked really disgusting the first time she cut. in the end, i told her to cut everything.
all the hair on the floor. my heart wrenched. (still does actually)
3 months to prom.
God.. please let the hair grow at an increased rate......
wahahaha. no gp remedial. but tons of things to do before PE starts. so better hurry up.
it was bin's birthday yesterdae!! *WOoHOO* =] everybody was so excited for her. dunno why lor. it felt like as if it was my birthdae. wahahaha. gee.
anyway, yi zhi did sth really sweet to her.. he baked a fruit cake for hER!!! like "woooooooooohhhh..." so sweet rite.. aiyoh.. hahaha.. it was fun disturbing her.. at least i got back my revenge. *evil laugh* chong said if he bakes a bake for me, i will just haf food poisoning again. so i don't think i will want to try it. i'm really scared of food poisoning now. but then again.. it makes me lose my appetite and then i won't feel so fat. so probably its a good idea. wahaha.
anywae we got a really cool swatch skin watch for her . it was ex la. so she better appreciate it. haha.. i still owe her barney though. *promised i'll get 1 for her. hehe..
yup. exams and tests are everywhere.. driving all of us crazy.. the best part is there's more to come. sheesh. plus the olympics now isn't really helping very much. esp when the swimming section is like at 12:30 am. dammit.
i haf yet to read finish the book!! i'm onlt at day 27, when i'm supposed to be at 36 or more ah? die la. hahaha...
gee.. have so many thoughts but there ain't much time to blog.
study. eat. study. sleep. study. eat. study. shit. study. eat. study.sleep.
when does the all these end?
NOV 24th. (5:0o:01 pm.)
it was bin's birthday yesterdae!! *WOoHOO* =] everybody was so excited for her. dunno why lor. it felt like as if it was my birthdae. wahahaha. gee.
anyway, yi zhi did sth really sweet to her.. he baked a fruit cake for hER!!! like "woooooooooohhhh..." so sweet rite.. aiyoh.. hahaha.. it was fun disturbing her.. at least i got back my revenge. *evil laugh* chong said if he bakes a bake for me, i will just haf food poisoning again. so i don't think i will want to try it. i'm really scared of food poisoning now. but then again.. it makes me lose my appetite and then i won't feel so fat. so probably its a good idea. wahaha.
anywae we got a really cool swatch skin watch for her . it was ex la. so she better appreciate it. haha.. i still owe her barney though. *promised i'll get 1 for her. hehe..
yup. exams and tests are everywhere.. driving all of us crazy.. the best part is there's more to come. sheesh. plus the olympics now isn't really helping very much. esp when the swimming section is like at 12:30 am. dammit.
i haf yet to read finish the book!! i'm onlt at day 27, when i'm supposed to be at 36 or more ah? die la. hahaha...
gee.. have so many thoughts but there ain't much time to blog.
study. eat. study. sleep. study. eat. study. shit. study. eat. study.sleep.
when does the all these end?
NOV 24th. (5:0o:01 pm.)
Friday, August 13, 2004
siGH....
few more weeks left to prelims.. it sucks la.. really..
i can't wait for november 24th 5:00:01 pm (if i'm not wrong) to come like really soon.
latest happennings.
(the bads...)
1. pimples are like staying for good.. refusing to leave.
2. sore throat that came.. which i hope it will nv ever come back again.. becos its just so difficult to SHUT UP!!! (...... sheesh.)
*grumbles..* was in misery... can't even sing national day songs properly....
3. that stupid indigestion.... because of that stupid burger king which i'm never gg to eat in like a few years.
4. the fever that resulted from that indigestion that came on and off on august 10th; that caused me to stay up from 3-6am.
5. and hence, have to cancel my 'cut hair' appointment at 10 30 am; which means i am still gg to watch the 9 o'clock show not because of the show but because of fiona xie's hair.
6. we didn't see 5566 live. (DAMMIT!)
(...and the goods)
7. the beautiful fireworks that lit the sky on the night of august 8th. ( 0_0 waH..)
8. the "so late then reach home" at 3am on the morning of august 9th. ( because we went to play pool at parkway)
9. and the 'we' included my church friends and chong. *smiles*
10. chong 'delivered' homework to my doorstep yesterdae when i didnt go to school. (so sweet!!! *MuaCKS*)
11. they showed that concert we missed that day on tv last night!!! (*screams* TONY!!!!!!!!)
OOOO... yan xing shu (duan chenfeng) and cyndi wang (wang xin ling) was also on tv... =D
hmmm.. anybody remembers what is the name of the character cyndi wang played in 'westside story'? nobody seems to remember!!!!! hmmMMmmMMMmm
few more weeks left to prelims.. it sucks la.. really..
i can't wait for november 24th 5:00:01 pm (if i'm not wrong) to come like really soon.
latest happennings.
(the bads...)
1. pimples are like staying for good.. refusing to leave.
2. sore throat that came.. which i hope it will nv ever come back again.. becos its just so difficult to SHUT UP!!! (...... sheesh.)
*grumbles..* was in misery... can't even sing national day songs properly....
3. that stupid indigestion.... because of that stupid burger king which i'm never gg to eat in like a few years.
4. the fever that resulted from that indigestion that came on and off on august 10th; that caused me to stay up from 3-6am.
5. and hence, have to cancel my 'cut hair' appointment at 10 30 am; which means i am still gg to watch the 9 o'clock show not because of the show but because of fiona xie's hair.
6. we didn't see 5566 live. (DAMMIT!)
(...and the goods)
7. the beautiful fireworks that lit the sky on the night of august 8th. ( 0_0 waH..)
8. the "so late then reach home" at 3am on the morning of august 9th. ( because we went to play pool at parkway)
9. and the 'we' included my church friends and chong. *smiles*
10. chong 'delivered' homework to my doorstep yesterdae when i didnt go to school. (so sweet!!! *MuaCKS*)
11. they showed that concert we missed that day on tv last night!!! (*screams* TONY!!!!!!!!)
OOOO... yan xing shu (duan chenfeng) and cyndi wang (wang xin ling) was also on tv... =D
hmmm.. anybody remembers what is the name of the character cyndi wang played in 'westside story'? nobody seems to remember!!!!! hmmMMmmMMMmm
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
SigH. eyes are red, swollen and puffy.
how much is friendship really worth?
after careful considerations, tears, and puffy eyes (yes. more of it), one will never noe how ur friends really treat u.
SIgh. i think my problem is not as big as it is compared to his mother. father told me that she was crying. she blames herself for this child. dammit. whats wrong with me.
had a crappy day today, but i managed to get thru it.
i totally feel better after crying. thank u God for tears. thank u for chong.
till i feel like blogging again.
how much is friendship really worth?
after careful considerations, tears, and puffy eyes (yes. more of it), one will never noe how ur friends really treat u.
SIgh. i think my problem is not as big as it is compared to his mother. father told me that she was crying. she blames herself for this child. dammit. whats wrong with me.
had a crappy day today, but i managed to get thru it.
i totally feel better after crying. thank u God for tears. thank u for chong.
till i feel like blogging again.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
you.
i thought i could trust u with my troubles.
but were you there to share it? no.
what did you do? you laughed.
you.
you think its a small matter?
i dreamt of looking after a retarded boy last night. he tried to kill me. i woke up in tears.
if he was able to make me freak out and cry, i don't think so.
you.
what?
i'm sensitive?
deal with it. its MY character. too bad.
you.
thinking i'm over-doing it?
think again.
if you were me, what would u do?
2 of you.
the ones who are supposedly protecting me.
u asked me to overcome my fear and to think of the mental situation he is in.
yes. i agree.
BUT DID YOU THINK OF HOW I FEEL? WHO SHOULD U SIDE? AT LEAST SHOW ME THE CONCERN THAT YOU ARE OBLIGED TO GIVE ME?
ALL OF YOU.
I'M DAMN HURT.
identify urself in which category you are in.
GOD.. where are you.. =~(
i thought i could trust u with my troubles.
but were you there to share it? no.
what did you do? you laughed.
you.
you think its a small matter?
i dreamt of looking after a retarded boy last night. he tried to kill me. i woke up in tears.
if he was able to make me freak out and cry, i don't think so.
you.
what?
i'm sensitive?
deal with it. its MY character. too bad.
you.
thinking i'm over-doing it?
think again.
if you were me, what would u do?
2 of you.
the ones who are supposedly protecting me.
u asked me to overcome my fear and to think of the mental situation he is in.
yes. i agree.
BUT DID YOU THINK OF HOW I FEEL? WHO SHOULD U SIDE? AT LEAST SHOW ME THE CONCERN THAT YOU ARE OBLIGED TO GIVE ME?
ALL OF YOU.
I'M DAMN HURT.
identify urself in which category you are in.
GOD.. where are you.. =~(
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
ARgh. okay. this is gg to be the last post i'm gg to blog in a long while. i so have to start studying.. no more blogging for me. so yah, haha dun bother reading about my life.. for the next 50 plus days? well.. at least till prelims end.
life is getting a bit crazy for me.. i'm really really starting to think what God's purpose for my life is after reading the book. is life just my temporary stay on earth as what the book says? so why are we studying so damn hard anyway? its not as if we are all going to live forever. shouldn't we take the time to do worthwhile stuff like.. i dunno... just sth besides studying. i'm really seriously honestly tired of everything in my life.
*stares at the ceiling* WHATS MY PURPOSE, GOD? tell me so i won't feel sick of my life!
we fought the day before again.. he asked me if i really wanted 'us' to continue. i wasn't sure. i wanted to give him up due to the many factors that is self-explainable. but then again.. i just love him so much. i spent a long time crying before i replied. i said yes. i want 'us' to continue. did i do the right thing? or did i do the wrong thing? all i know is i love him. is it wrong to be with someone who u are not supposed to be with actuallY? i don't know. sigh. i really don't know.
its back to maths.
life is getting a bit crazy for me.. i'm really really starting to think what God's purpose for my life is after reading the book. is life just my temporary stay on earth as what the book says? so why are we studying so damn hard anyway? its not as if we are all going to live forever. shouldn't we take the time to do worthwhile stuff like.. i dunno... just sth besides studying. i'm really seriously honestly tired of everything in my life.
*stares at the ceiling* WHATS MY PURPOSE, GOD? tell me so i won't feel sick of my life!
we fought the day before again.. he asked me if i really wanted 'us' to continue. i wasn't sure. i wanted to give him up due to the many factors that is self-explainable. but then again.. i just love him so much. i spent a long time crying before i replied. i said yes. i want 'us' to continue. did i do the right thing? or did i do the wrong thing? all i know is i love him. is it wrong to be with someone who u are not supposed to be with actuallY? i don't know. sigh. i really don't know.
its back to maths.
Monday, July 19, 2004
alritE. hands up u little kids who's been reading my blog... gee.. i didn't noe u guys would actually have the time to come read about my life.. dun u have to study?? haha.. must have been influenced by a certain hwa chong junior college guy..... correct rite? argH. haha ( sorry bro)
ok. so u noe about my deepest darkest secrets. dun come and anyhow now ah.. especially angeline and probably, lina.. later i tell a certain someone that u all dying for her to teach u to play softball so u can play with her and enjoy the most of her company.. waHAhaHahaHAHA. thats worst than exposing my secrets, ain't it. haha.. so if i hear anything.. i'm gg to change my addie. so u all better dun say anything............... or else u wouldn't be able to read any more about my life.... haha btw, look forward to gg out with u girls this week. *smiles* so u can tell me about each other's secrets too.. then we'll be like the er.. secret 4 or sth.. wahahaha. by the way.. u seriously can leave me a note on my taggie. at least i can say hi to u all..dun so shy la. aiyah. haha *pSSSTtTTtt.. i hear minnie has a blog.. go find it. hahaha
yea.. so back to serious stuff.. watched spidey 2 yesterdae.. it was an awesome movie man!!!! went "diu-ing" at everything i saw ydae till chong said i was crazy. wahahaha..
we quarelled last night though. but its my fault i guessed. i told him i chose laur-co instead of him.. but he doesn't noe the real truth.. he says he places so much importance on me and since i dun reciprocate he doesn't want to be hurt so badly if i leave him. but.. thats my reason for choosing laur co instead of him... i dun noe la.. i guess i'm being really selfish.. cried before i slept last nite. couldn't wake up this morning... siGHz. he msged me during recess that he has forgiven me. and i love him so much more now.
sigh.
ok. so u noe about my deepest darkest secrets. dun come and anyhow now ah.. especially angeline and probably, lina.. later i tell a certain someone that u all dying for her to teach u to play softball so u can play with her and enjoy the most of her company.. waHAhaHahaHAHA. thats worst than exposing my secrets, ain't it. haha.. so if i hear anything.. i'm gg to change my addie. so u all better dun say anything............... or else u wouldn't be able to read any more about my life.... haha btw, look forward to gg out with u girls this week. *smiles* so u can tell me about each other's secrets too.. then we'll be like the er.. secret 4 or sth.. wahahaha. by the way.. u seriously can leave me a note on my taggie. at least i can say hi to u all..dun so shy la. aiyah. haha *pSSSTtTTtt.. i hear minnie has a blog.. go find it. hahaha
yea.. so back to serious stuff.. watched spidey 2 yesterdae.. it was an awesome movie man!!!! went "diu-ing" at everything i saw ydae till chong said i was crazy. wahahaha..
we quarelled last night though. but its my fault i guessed. i told him i chose laur-co instead of him.. but he doesn't noe the real truth.. he says he places so much importance on me and since i dun reciprocate he doesn't want to be hurt so badly if i leave him. but.. thats my reason for choosing laur co instead of him... i dun noe la.. i guess i'm being really selfish.. cried before i slept last nite. couldn't wake up this morning... siGHz. he msged me during recess that he has forgiven me. and i love him so much more now.
sigh.
Thursday, July 15, 2004
aRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid stupid!!! i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to write essays!! arGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.
so many essays to write and do... argh.. i dun feel like studyinggggggg..
oh btw.. my maid found laur co under my sister's bed. i think she kicked him off the bed!! ass.. poor laur co.. when i asked her where she found my precious,she said to me "under jolene's bed. only can see the legs." poor laux.. he must have been screaming for help...... mummy asked me to go put him to wash.. weelll.. forget it man.. laux not gg for any bath soon.. i miss him too much to let him go and bathe. wahahahahhaha.
chong went for medical... not in school todae.. :(
hmm.i think we are back to the blogging-crazy business.. coming to the library at every break just to find additional stuff to put on the blog.. haha.. i still need to find sth for my cursor.. hmmmmmm.... anybody noes where to get a nice one?? haha tell me k?
yea.. weiling's asking me to go eat fries now.. shall go eat before pe. hahahahahaha.. so ironic.
tmr's fridae!!! wooHOO!!! there's cell and i can see my beautiful 'family' again.. haven't seen aunty ruth for eons.. wahahahaha..
i miss chong.
so many essays to write and do... argh.. i dun feel like studyinggggggg..
oh btw.. my maid found laur co under my sister's bed. i think she kicked him off the bed!! ass.. poor laur co.. when i asked her where she found my precious,she said to me "under jolene's bed. only can see the legs." poor laux.. he must have been screaming for help...... mummy asked me to go put him to wash.. weelll.. forget it man.. laux not gg for any bath soon.. i miss him too much to let him go and bathe. wahahahahhaha.
chong went for medical... not in school todae.. :(
hmm.i think we are back to the blogging-crazy business.. coming to the library at every break just to find additional stuff to put on the blog.. haha.. i still need to find sth for my cursor.. hmmmmmm.... anybody noes where to get a nice one?? haha tell me k?
yea.. weiling's asking me to go eat fries now.. shall go eat before pe. hahahahahaha.. so ironic.
tmr's fridae!!! wooHOO!!! there's cell and i can see my beautiful 'family' again.. haven't seen aunty ruth for eons.. wahahahaha..
i miss chong.
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
arGH. I’am so pissed. Somebody took laur-co away from me last night! I couldn’t sleep wellllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dammit. Poor laur-co.. I miss him.. I hope I can find him soon so I can go to sleep peacefully with him in my arms.. hehe.. sounds so erm.. haha
Wasn't a good morning.. it so isn't..…some family thing happen.. sigh why must she keep on lying after all the warnings.. I'm really pissed off with her.. she says she understands.. but its not true.. she doesn't.. I’m sure she is going to get big caning tonite.. I feel so angry.. but on the other hand.. I feel sympathetic for her.. but how should I really feel?? I have no idea.. sigh.. am I making any sense at all in the first place???
And then during break, I rushed to the library to blog.. but only to be pissed off again when the page read, "blogger is under maintanence for 2 hours." Dammit. Anyway, I found a game to add to my blog. Its quite cool la.. go guess the number.…
Sad matters (that wants me to just rant at everything and at whoever who hid my precious son, laur-co) aside, I got back my geog paper today.. 46! I passed.. haha.. but aiyah.. wth la.. the marks doesn't really tally with the effort I have put in.. sigh.
Anyway.. the good news is that chong O'ed his physics!! Yay!! I'm so happy for him!
Wasn't a good morning.. it so isn't..…some family thing happen.. sigh why must she keep on lying after all the warnings.. I'm really pissed off with her.. she says she understands.. but its not true.. she doesn't.. I’m sure she is going to get big caning tonite.. I feel so angry.. but on the other hand.. I feel sympathetic for her.. but how should I really feel?? I have no idea.. sigh.. am I making any sense at all in the first place???
And then during break, I rushed to the library to blog.. but only to be pissed off again when the page read, "blogger is under maintanence for 2 hours." Dammit. Anyway, I found a game to add to my blog. Its quite cool la.. go guess the number.…
Sad matters (that wants me to just rant at everything and at whoever who hid my precious son, laur-co) aside, I got back my geog paper today.. 46! I passed.. haha.. but aiyah.. wth la.. the marks doesn't really tally with the effort I have put in.. sigh.
Anyway.. the good news is that chong O'ed his physics!! Yay!! I'm so happy for him!
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
WAHAHAHA. i found such a chio skin... or a brown skin.. rather.
the "fight" was between scooby doo or this girl.. but scooby lost because he had such a small box for my navigation. stupid scooby.... he got my vote actually.
stayed back after econs to do this with dian ah. i feel so happy now.. like as if i did something really big. wahaha.. yea.. and the mood thing is so cuteeeeeee.. see? it says "ACCOMPLISHED" which is exactly how i feel now!!
thanx diana for teaching me do these stuff and helping me with my blogskin. she has a new blogskin too!! her blogskin is really really nice too.. go check it out! all thanx to mamafai. haha (the person who created these blogs. talent lor, i tell u.) hahaha
okie.. shall go home le.. got lots of geog stuff to do.. sianx..... bubye.. *smiles* =P
the "fight" was between scooby doo or this girl.. but scooby lost because he had such a small box for my navigation. stupid scooby.... he got my vote actually.
stayed back after econs to do this with dian ah. i feel so happy now.. like as if i did something really big. wahaha.. yea.. and the mood thing is so cuteeeeeee.. see? it says "ACCOMPLISHED" which is exactly how i feel now!!
thanx diana for teaching me do these stuff and helping me with my blogskin. she has a new blogskin too!! her blogskin is really really nice too.. go check it out! all thanx to mamafai. haha (the person who created these blogs. talent lor, i tell u.) hahaha
okie.. shall go home le.. got lots of geog stuff to do.. sianx..... bubye.. *smiles* =P
hmmm..... i passed my GP!! wEEeEEEeeEEEeee.... hehe by a mere 5 marks. haha.. but who cares.
mmmmm just had geog tut.. that lai lai came to talked to us about the university admission. i think i can't get into SMU le.. my dumb SAT which i retook again sucked.. after spending so much time on my verbal.. i had only 480 (38% national)!! and my maths.. 690 (92% national). like whatever lor.. SHEESH.
anyway, i think she's so fake.. dunno la.. anyway its only 7 weeks left to prelims. (dammit) yup.
anywaex. yea. i'm bored.
hmm. mr chen says he is gg to give us back our papers tmr.. hope i dun fail too badly..
mmm.. chong~ dun worry about ur grades k.. 7 weeks left.. we will pia together!! u will so love chemistry after 7 weeks.=) i'm sure of it. love u. 8)
mmmmm just had geog tut.. that lai lai came to talked to us about the university admission. i think i can't get into SMU le.. my dumb SAT which i retook again sucked.. after spending so much time on my verbal.. i had only 480 (38% national)!! and my maths.. 690 (92% national). like whatever lor.. SHEESH.
anyway, i think she's so fake.. dunno la.. anyway its only 7 weeks left to prelims. (dammit) yup.
anywaex. yea. i'm bored.
hmm. mr chen says he is gg to give us back our papers tmr.. hope i dun fail too badly..
mmm.. chong~ dun worry about ur grades k.. 7 weeks left.. we will pia together!! u will so love chemistry after 7 weeks.=) i'm sure of it. love u. 8)
Monday, July 12, 2004
wahahahaha. BREAK. wahahahahahaha. mr chen never come. wahahahahahahahaha. finish school at 2:15. wahahahahahahahaha. can go home to sleep. wahahahahahahahahahaha.
hmmmmmm.... yay.. 8 weeks or so left to prelims. i'm doing not goooooood man.. not goooooooooood... i passed my maths on the dot. 45%. i O'ed my econs which was so super disappointing... felt terrible that whole day.. although i still feel like shit whenever i think about it.. siGHx. still got geog.. i think it will suck too.. i'm preparing myself for a F. damn it la.. studied really hard ok... well.. at least i pass my maths la. but wth. its only on the dot.
yahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... haha.. we celebrated becky's birthday on the 2nd. we had macdonald's party!!!! how cool is that lor.. get to wear party hat and all... hahaha and the youngest 'kid' there was 13 years old la!! the oldest was... hmmm... i dunno. wahahaha.. anywae the chairs were really tiny.. philip's chair didn't break.. surprisingly. hahaha feel so mean. he better not read this. but i dun think he sat on it la.. we played games and it was all so fun.. the younger 'kids' were so embarrased about the party hats.. i kept on assuring them that its bukit merah and nobody comes here.. but then jaclyn said her friends always go there.. and i'm like, "ur friends got no life!" but like as if i got a lot of life like that...
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh... and it was on the very same day that i was so freaked outtttt.. john(this 13 year old boy, who is erm.. not really like us,mentally. (is that the way to say it in a more polite tone?)) kept staring at me. oh HELP!! i'm so freaked out by himmmmmmmmmm.. besides the constant stares during worship and sermonfor like how many months already.. mei msged me on that very day that his sister told her that he has been writing 'john likes laureen' and pasting it all over his room. HELPPPPp... i sought help that following sunday.. from my brother, the handsome lawyer. haha.. he wasn't of much help in terms of blocking me from the stares. i've decided to sit next to philip. hahahaha but that is if he's not on the drums.. so meanwhile,, bro.. i still need u. hahaha... love u BRO!!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh... i went out with chong for sakae yday for lunch.. i put the $10 in his pocket. i hope he didn't wash his shirt-with the $10 still int there. hahaha.. love u CHONG!!
hmmmmmm.... yay.. 8 weeks or so left to prelims. i'm doing not goooooood man.. not goooooooooood... i passed my maths on the dot. 45%. i O'ed my econs which was so super disappointing... felt terrible that whole day.. although i still feel like shit whenever i think about it.. siGHx. still got geog.. i think it will suck too.. i'm preparing myself for a F. damn it la.. studied really hard ok... well.. at least i pass my maths la. but wth. its only on the dot.
yahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... haha.. we celebrated becky's birthday on the 2nd. we had macdonald's party!!!! how cool is that lor.. get to wear party hat and all... hahaha and the youngest 'kid' there was 13 years old la!! the oldest was... hmmm... i dunno. wahahaha.. anywae the chairs were really tiny.. philip's chair didn't break.. surprisingly. hahaha feel so mean. he better not read this. but i dun think he sat on it la.. we played games and it was all so fun.. the younger 'kids' were so embarrased about the party hats.. i kept on assuring them that its bukit merah and nobody comes here.. but then jaclyn said her friends always go there.. and i'm like, "ur friends got no life!" but like as if i got a lot of life like that...
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh... and it was on the very same day that i was so freaked outtttt.. john(this 13 year old boy, who is erm.. not really like us,mentally. (is that the way to say it in a more polite tone?)) kept staring at me. oh HELP!! i'm so freaked out by himmmmmmmmmm.. besides the constant stares during worship and sermonfor like how many months already.. mei msged me on that very day that his sister told her that he has been writing 'john likes laureen' and pasting it all over his room. HELPPPPp... i sought help that following sunday.. from my brother, the handsome lawyer. haha.. he wasn't of much help in terms of blocking me from the stares. i've decided to sit next to philip. hahahaha but that is if he's not on the drums.. so meanwhile,, bro.. i still need u. hahaha... love u BRO!!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh... i went out with chong for sakae yday for lunch.. i put the $10 in his pocket. i hope he didn't wash his shirt-with the $10 still int there. hahaha.. love u CHONG!!
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
YO. haha.. its been longg. time sure flies. wahahahahha... home computer sucks.. in school now.. yea.. hmmmm...
no inspiration to blog now especially after mid years.. i studied damn hard la... never studied so much before.. but wth la... i think i'm still gg to do badly.. so much for studying during the hols. :(
well.. met up with my KC jie meis that day.. read this man..
*SCREAM* i was the last to noe about her deepest secret.. stupid woman.. but wth. still love her anywae.. hahahahha....
mmmmmmm.... k la.. lots of thing happened... but really got no mood to bloggy now.. another day k.. i mean.. when i finally find another computer....
no inspiration to blog now especially after mid years.. i studied damn hard la... never studied so much before.. but wth la... i think i'm still gg to do badly.. so much for studying during the hols. :(
well.. met up with my KC jie meis that day.. read this man..
*SCREAM* i was the last to noe about her deepest secret.. stupid woman.. but wth. still love her anywae.. hahahahha....
mmmmmmm.... k la.. lots of thing happened... but really got no mood to bloggy now.. another day k.. i mean.. when i finally find another computer....
Friday, June 04, 2004
WOW. i'm 18. time sure flies.
haha... anywaes.. just finish doing some SAT stuff.. stupid words.. so chim.. who bothers about those chim words anywae.. who understands?! siGH. anywae.. its on this sat and i am so not prepared for it. DIE. should have started earlier. (HAHA)
yeA!! FOP is on sat!! and chong's gg with ME!!!!!! gee.. i hope he'll enjoy himself there... coz i noe i'll be having a fun time priasing God.. hillsongs rock manx.. darlene's voice is to die for.. keep on teeling corn i want to rob her voice on wednesday during the worship seminar...
anywae.. after the worship seminar ydae.. we went to dicky's house.. played 'captain frisbee' hahaha.. and big bro tim kept on insisting its a ball. coz he kept on saying "run for the ball!" and i was screaming back, "it's not a ball!" but what the heck la.. i dun think he bothered much about me. haha.. his team was losing anywae.. HAHAHA (ok.. dun kill me)
yea.. had a fun night last nite.
i was suppose to go for dinie's dinner last nite.. but hey dinie.. dun worry.. there'll be other nites k??? dun worry man... haha
hmmm.... it was only when i reached home then i remembered tt i had econs test the next dae!! so chio rite.. haha anywae.. was studying halfwae when i saw big bro tim's handsome face appeared from nowhere.. hahaha... anywae, i did msg him.. but he didnt reply me.. so nvm la. lawyers are very busy wan.. even during holidaes they have more important "clientele"(client) to "regale" (entertain) rite?? hahahha... (using new words which i leant leh.. not bad rite..) so anywae.. big bro tim. hahaha hope everything's fine with u.. and ur mission to "clinch a VERY SPECIAL deal" for Christ is still going strong... because i'm pressing on too... we must JIAN CHI ok?! the GOH brother-sister team unites!! wahahahahaha.. sorry. getting crappy. hahaha...
ok la.. anywae its 1 day to SAT. (SUCKS) 1 and a half daeto FOP. and i'm looking forward to it.
Everyday, it's You i'll live for
Everyday, i'll follow after You
Everyday, i'll walk with you, my Lord
Its You i live for everyday
Its You i live for everyday
Its You i live for everyday
haha... anywaes.. just finish doing some SAT stuff.. stupid words.. so chim.. who bothers about those chim words anywae.. who understands?! siGH. anywae.. its on this sat and i am so not prepared for it. DIE. should have started earlier. (HAHA)
yeA!! FOP is on sat!! and chong's gg with ME!!!!!! gee.. i hope he'll enjoy himself there... coz i noe i'll be having a fun time priasing God.. hillsongs rock manx.. darlene's voice is to die for.. keep on teeling corn i want to rob her voice on wednesday during the worship seminar...
anywae.. after the worship seminar ydae.. we went to dicky's house.. played 'captain frisbee' hahaha.. and big bro tim kept on insisting its a ball. coz he kept on saying "run for the ball!" and i was screaming back, "it's not a ball!" but what the heck la.. i dun think he bothered much about me. haha.. his team was losing anywae.. HAHAHA (ok.. dun kill me)
yea.. had a fun night last nite.
i was suppose to go for dinie's dinner last nite.. but hey dinie.. dun worry.. there'll be other nites k??? dun worry man... haha
hmmm.... it was only when i reached home then i remembered tt i had econs test the next dae!! so chio rite.. haha anywae.. was studying halfwae when i saw big bro tim's handsome face appeared from nowhere.. hahaha... anywae, i did msg him.. but he didnt reply me.. so nvm la. lawyers are very busy wan.. even during holidaes they have more important "clientele"(client) to "regale" (entertain) rite?? hahahha... (using new words which i leant leh.. not bad rite..) so anywae.. big bro tim. hahaha hope everything's fine with u.. and ur mission to "clinch a VERY SPECIAL deal" for Christ is still going strong... because i'm pressing on too... we must JIAN CHI ok?! the GOH brother-sister team unites!! wahahahahaha.. sorry. getting crappy. hahaha...
ok la.. anywae its 1 day to SAT. (SUCKS) 1 and a half daeto FOP. and i'm looking forward to it.
Everyday, it's You i'll live for
Everyday, i'll follow after You
Everyday, i'll walk with you, my Lord
Its You i live for everyday
Its You i live for everyday
Its You i live for everyday
