reflection + don + sian-ness

i am so disgusted with myself.

i can actually wake up every 5 min to snooze my alarm clock for a total of 1 hour and 25 min. my goodness.


*pui. disgusted.

*pui pui pui.


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went out with siew wen yday to do a lil shopping and a lil filling in of certain events that happened eether recently or looong time ago.

got my new specs (*YAY) and a supper cool esprit jacket yday. =D it was like ex la. haha but i think its worth it, siewwen fell in love with it the first time she saw it in white, and i fell in love with it first time i saw it in black. its so pretty, with huge buttons and all. :)


sigh. my fav shop sale season hasn't end and the clothes are super sucky. i am so irritated. i still have yet to spend my vouchers and i have 27 days to do it. please tell me if you will be going to shop there, PLEASE tell me. i need to exchange it for cash for my crumpler. i have like 0 cash left. urgh. i wonder what happen if i went for a temp job insteadd of an internship. gosh i think i have like double of pay now man. =/


anyway, had a nice long talk with siew wen at coff bean. we sat there for like close to 3 hours just talking. we talked about everything, esp about hall. about this person and that person... haha but anyways, the person who really struck me whom we talked about was the guy who tied to kill me, aka don.

just happen to recall what we said, sw mentioned how slack all year 4s have become, and that nobody will call year 4 girs 'cute' like how the senior guys describe the younger ones, especially after open house on MOnday. haha. also, how uninvolved they have become with matters relating to hall, and they don't give a hoot and just leave all of it to the next generation.

then i think about how i heard 2 seniors, my year, claimed that it was time to "get back what they gave". haha.. =) well, i guess its subjective, and you can't blame them for saying it. I am obviously in no position to judge because my commitments are like only half of theirs. so their beliefs are understandable.

So look at don, 4 years: 3 years committed to SP, and rag, rugby, whatever else he's in and still going on. directing SP and highly likely writing a script. his dedication to rag is commendable.

haha.. o wells. God really made us differently. =)

oh yeah, don, this post is for you. =)

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so much to do yet so sian to do. dunno start where. suuuper sian. can we like you know, fast forward to the good parts. -.-

ok i wasn't thinking of click.

i want to watch simpsons.

rarh.

crazy week ahead.

letters time.