sian

i am feeling ultra sian now. i think i know why i feel sian. but i can't help it.

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all of sudden, i feel spiritually dry. i think it is a sudden realisation. like mentos' irritating hp alarm "ohiyOOOOoooooooooooooooooOOOOoo..'..

it woke me up.

as i listen to the songs played on my media player, i wondered how foolish i've been these few months. why have i chosen things that are not impt? why have i forsaken Him?

and so, i repent. i do it just like how Paul did it. and i thank Him for listening.

partly because of how i led the kids to worship this afternoon, and just to hear the children sing, touched my heart. if it touches my heart, what more does it do to my Father's heart above? i'm so certain He was smiling at us, telling us the same thing.. He said "I Love You too."


and i hope the children felt it too (altho they were super rowdy yday- i was so close to minusing all their points. RARH)

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i wouldn't say i'm stress. i just feel so sian of almost everything now.

a CERTAIN someone said my blog is so emo, and i told him "well, its MY blog", and perhaps i was a tinge disappointed that he still didn't really know me.

so tmr is a new day, a new start.

Dear God, let it be a refreshing one.