of bball related issues and 2 cookies

wow! =) what just happened a few hours ago at the src bball court was just exciting! =)

ok.. fine. altho we didn't win( =( but winning ain't everything, to have fun, is. remember? =) ), the fight put up by our fellow blockkies were brilliant! =)

i have 2 new ou xiangs now! haha.. yay!! both pageant and bball material. tsk.. where to find rite? hahahaha.. =)

all of you were great! so proud of u guys! =)

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was thinking on the way home just now, of how you waved and said hi to me while on the court. i miss the way you smiled at me just now. i really do. not that i still have anything for you, just that i really missed the way we use to converse and our little heated debates of which u will always end of with "eh. dun take it to heart ok? just voicing opinions." and i'll just smile and reply "dun be silly", while thinking of how i enjoyed talking such stuff with u that makes me feel that i can learn sth new. =)

i really really really miss our friendship. can we please go way back before everything started and do this all again? this time we will take a different route. =) haha

oh gee. i wish u still read abt my thoughts.

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and then while thinking about that, i thought about how much i've change since i moved out of hall. haha.. i think i did- for the better of course. =) i've taken one more step as to growing up- in some way or another. and i really really really like being 20. haha.. oh wells. =)

and i also thought a lot about how i've grown mentally and with my thoughts still on the bball game that ended, xiao hua's number 5 jersey and bingzhi's number 5 shorts just kept appearing in my mind. haha..

yes. i thought of chong.

i dun think i wrote one particularly just for him so here goes:

thanks dude for accompanying me growing up. it was really an experience.

thank you for letting me appreciate certain things in life, bball in particular, that i nv would know how to enjoy it.

(thank you for making the game interesting by playing it. heh.)

thank you for teaching me that fairytales do happen thru weird misunderstandings.

thank you for teaching me on the realities of life.

thank you for breaking my heart over certain things which u nv got to noe the truth abt until much later.

and because of that, thank you for showing me that i'm really stronger than what i really thought i was.

thank you for your love, your concern, your patience and your time.

thanks chong. and i really miss seeing you. quick! when we meeting? =)

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i'm feeling happy and tired. and i'm actually wondering why the person i gave 2 cookies to didn't even say thanks! so rude la! hahahahaha... no la kidding. =)

p.s/ if u didn't get what i tried to say in my other posts, which i seriously think u didn't due to my oh-so-cryptic posts:

thank you for always trying to make me feel happy. =)