reflections + stories

i wrote this whole chunk of words- inspired by someone else's entries, and then i deleted it. simply because it wasn't coherent ( whats new, anyway) due to the many directions my brain is going. but i kept my concluding paragraph that sums up a few of the directions in my head:

perhaps life shouldn't be as simple as it should be. we need a few complications in order for us to grow up and enjoy what the trials that comes along; to face it bravely with a smile and not to think so much of it. And when we don't, we won't let it get to us; which will, in turn, affect our mood. but- easier said than done.

dammit.

but i am improving- at least i dun give a damn about what they say about me anymore. i need thicker skin.

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corn had diner with a few aunties and cousins today. she came home to fill me in abt the funny stories the Goh family always have. the latest i heard has to be the one on gambling: taking up classes for shaking dice- to be in line with the IR, and my poor cousin who had to be sent to sch early, before the sch opens, because her dad wanted to board that casino ship and got scolded by her teacher. (HAHA!! like as if it was her fault.)

and so i heard abt other stories, abt the one where my aunty and my cousin saw this tortoise crawling on the road and they carried it back to the pond which prob took forever to crawl out to where he was; and my other cousin opening a boxers shop in Bugis for her final year project in poly.

i think father and mother should be proud of me that i'm not living the same type of lifestyle like them.

and perhaps thats one of the reasons i want to cont staying in hall! so i can live that lifestyle!!!

aiyah. why am i talking to myself again.

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random thought of the day-
guys that write beautifully are so darn attractive.