dream + unhappy Singapore?

i woke up this morning with a very troubled mind.

i dreamt of what i shouldn't have done - with someone else. sigh.

i'm just thinking of how to do this nicely so nobody gets hurt. to show mercy- unlike what was done to me. but it is difficult. and i'm still wondering how am i gonna go about doing it.

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newspaper reports singapore being the least happy country in Asia. this is calculated by the life satisfaction, life expectancy and the natural resources used in the world. it claims vanuatu the happiest. and it just makes me wonder how would my life be if i lived in that happy land.

definitely, i'll prob be good frens with those disgusting bownish things that scale the walls. i'll prob even keep one as a pet.

or if i grew up in a beatiful island, with the sun the sand and the sea, i'll prob be trying to get as white as i am now.

i wonder if i'ld be happier in such relaxed areas.

and i wonder if that 4 million smile campaign thingy would have any effect on our land.

what is the point of smiling if u dun mean it?

hmm. i dunno.

sometimes, i just wonder.