there are many things that i noe, and ppl don't know. there are many things i want to say, but people don't know. there are many things i want to know, but people don't tell.

i always say that i rather tell ppl how i feel, si that my life wun be like some korean soap opera, which could have ended in 1 episode rather than 130 episodes.

so i tell ppl how i feel, i tell ppl what i know, i tell ppl because i feel transparency between friends are impt. but i also know my limit, ok prob not all the time i noe, prob just 1 or 2 times. the point is.. i know how to think.

sometimes i jst wonder how ppl think, how ppl react and what ppl will say. sometimes, i just feel like i dunno how the world works. all i noe is i live in my own fantasy world, trying to gain favour from everybody- that i dun make any enemies as i live my days one by one.

perhaps the weather is getting to me, i'm feeling sleepy all of a sudden. and i'm just spurting rubbish: but there's just an urge for me to say this out- that even if u dun treat me like one, due to ur whatever pesonal reason that u just havenot told me, i have already treated you like one- which probably explains the way i feel, the way i am, the way i'm reacting.

and as how the characters in PIE are trapped in their own beliefs.. i find myself trapped in mine too.

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on an another note, i shook teo cheehean's hand like twice yday. hahaa... corn and i wanted to tell him to do sth abt the 403 bus service frequency, but we decided not to, after seeing him in crutches. he talked to us asking if its our first time voting, so while i just kept quiet corn was so enthu replyimg him " YAAAAA!" and i'm like "...". i should have told him i'm hear to prepare myself for the next elections. damn. why didn't i say that.

shall go back hall tmr!! =)

i miss you, and you and you and you and you.. and.. you. =)