Saturday, June 30, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
sometimes, i wonder..
i wonder what does it take for people to change their minds. i wonder if i had done something previously, would it change the events around. so.. i wonder, if i do somthing now.. will i still save things?
i believe its time i get my act together. its time to be accountable; time to really really let my kids know i love them. esp so before i leave. and i pray, for their eyes, heart and mind to open.
of the world, or of Christ.
perhaps, u're in my life for more than a few reasons. i believe you make me understand what they are going through.
i don't believe in a perfect role model. because.. nobody's perfect.
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church camp was awesome. esp what God said to me, which i hold so dearly in my heart.
O, how great is our God. =)
more soon, i guess; after i end on the 13th July.
"you're a bold and confident person."
thank you God.
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sigh.. 187 days till i see you again. =( this is seriously tortourous. serrrriously, how do those people do it? urggh. =(
i believe its time i get my act together. its time to be accountable; time to really really let my kids know i love them. esp so before i leave. and i pray, for their eyes, heart and mind to open.
of the world, or of Christ.
perhaps, u're in my life for more than a few reasons. i believe you make me understand what they are going through.
i don't believe in a perfect role model. because.. nobody's perfect.
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church camp was awesome. esp what God said to me, which i hold so dearly in my heart.
O, how great is our God. =)
more soon, i guess; after i end on the 13th July.
"you're a bold and confident person."
thank you God.
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sigh.. 187 days till i see you again. =( this is seriously tortourous. serrrriously, how do those people do it? urggh. =(
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Monday, June 11, 2007
the joy of the Lord is my strength
i think i asked for too much.
covering 2 people's work is crazy.
but since he has no faith in me, i'll show him.
because i have Him.
covering 2 people's work is crazy.
but since he has no faith in me, i'll show him.
because i have Him.
Friday, June 08, 2007
a month + work
its been a month.
i wonder if you noticed. i miss you so very much. =/ especially after hearing your voice just now.
the pinch is getting more painful.
i miss you.
come back home, quick. =(
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company outing tomorrow. i'm in charged if it. anything goes wrong, i'll be the first to die.but nah, i have faith all will be well. =) and God will sent the rain clouds far away.
did i mention i changed to the admin dept already? oh. and did i mention i am now going to cover 2 people's work? gee.. it would really be easier if
1. my boss stops smoking (or at least stop talking to me after his smoke breaks immediately)
2. he stops putting that chinese song on repeat mode. (GAWD!!! and its chinese!!)
3. get the single A battery to cover the other person's work.
haha.. oh well, i'll never stop complaining, huh.
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gosh, i know i've said it, but i'll say it again:
i miss you so much.
i wonder if you noticed. i miss you so very much. =/ especially after hearing your voice just now.
the pinch is getting more painful.
i miss you.
come back home, quick. =(
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company outing tomorrow. i'm in charged if it. anything goes wrong, i'll be the first to die.but nah, i have faith all will be well. =) and God will sent the rain clouds far away.
did i mention i changed to the admin dept already? oh. and did i mention i am now going to cover 2 people's work? gee.. it would really be easier if
1. my boss stops smoking (or at least stop talking to me after his smoke breaks immediately)
2. he stops putting that chinese song on repeat mode. (GAWD!!! and its chinese!!)
3. get the single A battery to cover the other person's work.
haha.. oh well, i'll never stop complaining, huh.
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gosh, i know i've said it, but i'll say it again:
i miss you so much.
Monday, June 04, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
sian
wah lao. =/
my request for a transfer was denied due to "no space left" in the marketing dept. so i was asked to hang on and just tahan there. =/=/=/
but i was offered a data entry job at the IT side. like.. seriously. sheesh. i'm even considering it. the head of hr is really nice la. and we a;; agree she's quite hot. haha
but like as if my stupid boss knew i was intending to go, he put me in charge of the company's outing the following week. well, i guess, thats the only thing that is keeping me on to this job. will check with the HR dept after the outing then..
been super stressed lately. apart from that stupid outing, there's the camp booklet and my exchange matters to deal with. sigh. throw in pmsing as well, and there u have it: messed up mind.
haha.
ok. i still have day 4 and day 5 pics to load. soon, i guess.
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hey hey you you! =)
hmmm... think i got jo's influence.
my request for a transfer was denied due to "no space left" in the marketing dept. so i was asked to hang on and just tahan there. =/=/=/
but i was offered a data entry job at the IT side. like.. seriously. sheesh. i'm even considering it. the head of hr is really nice la. and we a;; agree she's quite hot. haha
but like as if my stupid boss knew i was intending to go, he put me in charge of the company's outing the following week. well, i guess, thats the only thing that is keeping me on to this job. will check with the HR dept after the outing then..
been super stressed lately. apart from that stupid outing, there's the camp booklet and my exchange matters to deal with. sigh. throw in pmsing as well, and there u have it: messed up mind.
haha.
ok. i still have day 4 and day 5 pics to load. soon, i guess.
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hey hey you you! =)
hmmm... think i got jo's influence.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
savvy?
jack sparrow. i love you.
*grin
but i believe i'll love you even more if not for the damn sound systemn.
damn pissed.
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oh i hate my job. i am going to quit.
*grin
but i believe i'll love you even more if not for the damn sound systemn.
damn pissed.
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oh i hate my job. i am going to quit.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
my toe nail
the toe nail on my middle toe of my left foot dropped out.
ok fine, i plucked it out. heh.
and i managed to keeep it in one piece.. till i got a phone call from the US.
=)
and then guess wat. i couldn't remember where i left my toe nail.
urgh. so sad. i can't keep it. so much for it having it in one piece.
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positive thoughts, dear! =)
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if there's one man to really faint over, its Captain Jack Sparrow.
*screams
ok fine, i plucked it out. heh.
and i managed to keeep it in one piece.. till i got a phone call from the US.
=)
and then guess wat. i couldn't remember where i left my toe nail.
urgh. so sad. i can't keep it. so much for it having it in one piece.
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positive thoughts, dear! =)
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if there's one man to really faint over, its Captain Jack Sparrow.
*screams
Monday, May 21, 2007
i'm a human, afterall.
ah.
i always thought i wouldn't be faced with this problem. esp since we just started a few days. but it seems to prove me all so wrong. it's only been 2 weeks since u're gone and here am i, feeling the pinch.
I always believed myself to be strong, esp so after what has happened to me previously. But i guess, i'm just human, afterall. So away from me, you people who curse me; away from me you people who judge me. because i know "as long as i can sleep at night", i don't really care what you think of me.
yep. i am 21. I have grown up. much more than previously, i like everything about me, and even more. (ok. the only thing i don't, is the fact that i accepted this job) So I won't suppress myself under what ppl have been thinking about me this 21 years.
say hi to the new Laureen.
Pardon me. i've side tracked.
as i was saying, it is starting to hurt, esp so after it is more or less confirmed i'll be flying on the 18th. (hmmm.. is that someone's bday? =)) so i guess, its either a little test we have to survive, or just sth that keeps us both apart. but we'll deal with it, i guess.
so here's me: reading your blog, looking at your photos, smiling to myself: i'm glad u are having fun. But i guess, things will become a little tricky right now. and i guess we both have to deal with it.
i've been praying for you.
i always thought i wouldn't be faced with this problem. esp since we just started a few days. but it seems to prove me all so wrong. it's only been 2 weeks since u're gone and here am i, feeling the pinch.
I always believed myself to be strong, esp so after what has happened to me previously. But i guess, i'm just human, afterall. So away from me, you people who curse me; away from me you people who judge me. because i know "as long as i can sleep at night", i don't really care what you think of me.
yep. i am 21. I have grown up. much more than previously, i like everything about me, and even more. (ok. the only thing i don't, is the fact that i accepted this job) So I won't suppress myself under what ppl have been thinking about me this 21 years.
say hi to the new Laureen.
Pardon me. i've side tracked.
as i was saying, it is starting to hurt, esp so after it is more or less confirmed i'll be flying on the 18th. (hmmm.. is that someone's bday? =)) so i guess, its either a little test we have to survive, or just sth that keeps us both apart. but we'll deal with it, i guess.
so here's me: reading your blog, looking at your photos, smiling to myself: i'm glad u are having fun. But i guess, things will become a little tricky right now. and i guess we both have to deal with it.
"And i miss you babe."
oh you bet, darling, i miss you a whole great deal too. but i don't understand why you said that line after talking about having tonnes of flies everywhere.
wat. i remind you of flies is it?
oh no wait, don't answer. hahah
i've been praying for you.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Day 3: Special Angels
thanks joyce, siew wen, winnie, lian, shix, partner brain, ron and yuan yuan for a wonderful night. your company and roses (and a kiss) made the night oh-so-special. oh geeeeee... i love you guys. =)
shix!! 1 month later! =D
*thinks: where's that banana dance video.... hehehehehe
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
day 2: Angels of my life
day 2 was lesser photos i guess, but not at the cake. haha.. spent eons taking photos with the cake! with the numerous cousins and families. it took eternity and silly daniel who was sitting at the stairs was laughing hysterically. =/ because he knows how sore my mouth muscles was from smiling.but especially on this day, i'll just have to acknowledge how much i love my cousin daniel. i love my cous so muuuuuuchhhhh. he knew i hated his ugly long caveman hair of which i complain every 2 minutes when i see him, he shaved it all off for me- just for my birthday party, so i wun look at photos in future and tell him "dude ah! you really look like cave man la!"
daniel darling, this post is for you. =)
*disclaimer: not all angels are presented in this post. (i'm just too lazy. oops)
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Angels of my life: Day 1 (Friends)
wow. =) that was fun.
haha.. 2 great parties in 2 days.. i'm so blessed. firstly, let me thank all who came, all who wanted to come, but couldn't make it, those who came and spent money on me and esp those who didn't come but still spend money on me. hahahaa.. =D
so the theme of the night was angels. basically to thank all you guys there who have been a guiding influence in my life. =D so lets just let the pics do the talking. enjoy. =)
day 2 soon. =)
haha.. 2 great parties in 2 days.. i'm so blessed. firstly, let me thank all who came, all who wanted to come, but couldn't make it, those who came and spent money on me and esp those who didn't come but still spend money on me. hahahaa.. =D
so the theme of the night was angels. basically to thank all you guys there who have been a guiding influence in my life. =D so lets just let the pics do the talking. enjoy. =)
day 2 soon. =)
