Monday, May 21, 2007

i'm a human, afterall.

ah.

i always thought i wouldn't be faced with this problem. esp since we just started a few days. but it seems to prove me all so wrong. it's only been 2 weeks since u're gone and here am i, feeling the pinch.

I always believed myself to be strong, esp so after what has happened to me previously. But i guess, i'm just human, afterall. So away from me, you people who curse me; away from me you people who judge me. because i know "as long as i can sleep at night", i don't really care what you think of me.

yep. i am 21. I have grown up. much more than previously, i like everything about me, and even more. (ok. the only thing i don't, is the fact that i accepted this job) So I won't suppress myself under what ppl have been thinking about me this 21 years.

say hi to the new Laureen.

Pardon me. i've side tracked.

as i was saying, it is starting to hurt, esp so after it is more or less confirmed i'll be flying on the 18th. (hmmm.. is that someone's bday? =)) so i guess, its either a little test we have to survive, or just sth that keeps us both apart. but we'll deal with it, i guess.

so here's me: reading your blog, looking at your photos, smiling to myself: i'm glad u are having fun. But i guess, things will become a little tricky right now. and i guess we both have to deal with it.

"And i miss you babe."
oh you bet, darling, i miss you a whole great deal too. but i don't understand why you said that line after talking about having tonnes of flies everywhere.
wat. i remind you of flies is it?
oh no wait, don't answer. hahah


i've been praying for you.

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