have i ever told anybody the extent of how much i love aunty ruth and my all-time-favourite brother, timothy goh shao wei?!

i love them to bits. as in.. bits. like.. bits.. u noe u noe???

i had a wonderful night last night!!!

hahaha.. went to sim lim and i finally got a mp3 player!! i'm officially a proud member of the iriver gang!! :D along side with ne and bin, of course. (quick. we need membership cards)anyways, its a beauty. uh ah.. *wavers finger in front of ur face* i ain't kidding. its DEEP RED; not just red colour, but DEEP RED. :D

thanks bro for sponsoring part of it!! *muacks muacks muacks*

after sim lim, we went to fish & co at bugis to eat dinner. it was laureen's long awaited treat to my 2 fav aunty and bro. (since after A levels can?)so anyways, before dinner was served, i opened aunty ruth's present to me.and this was what i got:

a latest arrival white and green adidas watch.!!!!

hahahaha... its a beauty tooooooooooooooooo... its like wOH. and its so pretty and sooooooo .. erm ... pretty.haha..

i love aunty rutH!!! :D

while we ate, we talked. hahaha.. we talked about Lord of the rings. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. oh well.. inside joke. no no!! oh waiT! its not a joke. its reality in the making. *gasp* aunty ruth wants to be the tree!!!

*laughing and clutching my stomach while rolling on the floor*

hmmm..we proceeded to fullerton later for a drink. haha.. aunty ruth's treat.beautiful, romantic ambience, with nuce cushy cushy sofas with beautiful bouncy soft white big pillows to hug. (get the picture?? get the picture??)while drinking and eating that champagne thingy thingy that bro reccomended, bro and aunty ruth were telling the ever so innocent me of what concotions i should avoid. bleah.

my conclusion: i think if it sounds like it leads to my death (like GRAVEYARD) i should avoid it at all cost.

ok, brother and aunty ruth PROMISED to bring me go and chiong. hahaahah.. yes, and we better do it before bro starts work on the 9th...and probably i'll have another educational lessons on drinks i should avoid..

sorry diana, couldn't help u make a lil more cash.. really sorry...

dinner tonight at 85 (not block 85- i learnt my language, diana) with jie meis to celebrate diana's birthday.

:D:D :D :D i love aunty ruth; i love bro tim.

i'm loved and so so so so so so so so so blessed. and i thank God for that.

*p.s/ THANKS YANI FOR THE LUNCH TREAT AT PASTAMANIA YDAY!!! :D

The words that enlighten the soul are more precious
than jewels.
- Hazrat Inayat Khan

how true. how very true.

ah. i'm achIng ALL over. we did the dance more than 7 times yday. all the stretching. oh man..

thank God there isn't any session today. tmr is the real thing though. hahaha.. but its cool and i enjoy myself, apart from the aches.

prob blog later la. chao sleepy.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, DIANA CHAN JIEMEI!!!

went for dance class yday.

ohhhhhhhhh boooooooooooooooy. muscles are aching like crap. haha..

becos becks and i didn't go for the first lesson on tues, we were behind everybody in terms of learning the moves for the song. and guess what. we learned the whole song in just 1 day.

the dance is really cool.. haha.. although we are not very good with the moves yet. today is the last day before a performance on sat. haha.. so fast right. i also dunno whats going on

all i noe is that there's this really really pretty girl there.. her name is lydia. and she's freaking freaking pretty. she was from SAjc.. currently, in Laselle. and she's freaking pretty. and when i say freakking. i mean freaking.haha.. oh maaaannnn.... and oh boy, she can move man.

the whole dance thing was really weird at first. becos not only do we know nobody, we dun noe the dance at all. and the blardy instructor was freaking fast and the 2 of us were like freaking staring at each other. but we managed to get it la in the end.

funny, but i can't wait for dance tonight.

i love to dance. :D

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllooooooooo everybody. :D

missed me yah?? i noe. its ok. hahahaa..

lots of things happened in church camp. but firstly, there weren't any cute guys there. sians. ok la prob 1 or 2.. but i wan't interested. not intereste enough to go bug aunty stef to help me make frens. so there. but aunty stef was pointing out to me who were pastor's sons and even recommended the photographer to me. like OH PLEASE!! he's 29!! save him for becky. come on!! hahaha.. erm oops.

anyways, the most merorable thing that happened during this whole long stretch of holiday:

yep. our first destination was port dickson.

(to cut the whole story short)

..yep.

so upon arrival, we rested awhile by playing happy family with our room mates, the Ying family kids, namely jaclyn, 14, and carolyn, 9.

and when all the parents decided to go explore the region and look for durian stalls, a fruit everybody has been craving for since dunno when (except certain ppl), the teens n the 2 lil ones (corn, me, angeline, lina, jo n carolyn) changed into our swimming costume (**ARENA**); and got all ready to go for a swim.

jaclyn CHOSE not to bring her swimming costume, and joanne,erm.. u noe, wasn't sth that she can choose. anyway, afraid that father would call me, i entrusted my phone with jaclyn.

while we were in the pool, i noticed jaclyn being very left out sitting at the pool side. forgetting that she had my phone, i asked the teens f we should include jac into the pool.. by pulling her in.. but i decided not to, becos i was afraid if she would to cry, i would haf died.

however, 45 sec later, diane swam up to me and said.. "laureen.. my mummy want to pull jaclyn down too.."

a turn of the head, and u see aunty chris, in the pool, creeping up to where jaclyn was sitting.. and in a blink of an eye.. aunty chris got hold of her legs. joanne, got the hint, and got up and over to the back of jaclyn and gave her a final push.

a push that sealed the fate of my phone- forever.

the loud "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAahhhhh..." was followed by a "LAUREEN! I GOT UR PHONE!"

yep. thats it. it was gone.

but what made me feel even more guilty was not just my phone gone, but hers as well... although we managed to save our SIM cards, we lost our phones.

oh well, at least we still have our sim cards.

hahaahahaah

but that poor girl.. transferred all her contacts from her sim card to her phone, just before the camp. so.. yea.. she lost all of her contacts..

gee.

*guilty*

alrite, that aside. i managed to get a new phone. the most basic samsung phone ever.. no radio, no camera. aiyah. getting my mp3 player le.. need radio for what.

hahahaah.. oh wellx.

oh btw, jaclyn went to get a swimming costume the next day.

**i wonder what jamie is doing in biz camp now.. just thinking of all the fun she's having...

haha.. just read mentos' blog. she sure sounds as if she's having so much fun.

happy for u mentos. :)

hmmm..

sunday was great. haha like realy great. kirby drove us (corn, kiat, dicky and me) to marina after church that day. everybody was so hyped up and all.. have i ever told anybody how great it is to haf a sister's boyfren who can drive? oh well.. its great. like REALLLY GREAT. haha. but hey kirby, i dun just like u becos u can drive ok. haha dun get the wrong idea.

anyways, before the match started and the BC ppl arrived, joyce led jane, jo e mo, joannie, corn and me into our very own Z-L-S-C-C cheer. yes. hilarious; embarassing and "super cute". haha.. eh. we have purple pom poms k. shiny some more.. dun play ah..

saw cherlyn (again! 3 times a week of 7 years), screaming away, and then we had everybody saying "u look very farmiliar.. who's daughter are u??" and then u haf ppl (esp corn) going "HUH.. but u were so small last time.." like whatever man corn. we all grow. -.-

so anyway, i managed to say hi to theodore without being scared. haha.. theodore is HUGE. so scary. and yes. i really was soooo scared. still is actually. THEODORE IS HUUUUUUUGE. oh and grace was in malaysia.. that woman.. urgh.

anyway, corn saw ppl she never liked in church. a particular girl who's name starts with V. corn and bex hate that whole gang to the core man. haha.. and she's not as pretty as i used to think she was. corn's prettier. a kazillion times man. (ok corn. stop smiling to urself)

so anyways, the match started n all... kirbs was good maaan. (hip lah) and so was my darling dicky. hahaha. bro was hip la.. but dunno how come kick the ball dunno go where. hahahaah but its ok, i still love him, and he's still the best becos he scored the only goal from our side! yay!! haha.. yea.. daryl was hip too. aiyah all hip la.

so.. the final score was 5-1. HAHAHAHA. 2 were own goals. hahaahahah.. so funny.BUT HEY. WE HAD SHINY POM POMS. THEY HAD NOTHING. and thats the bottom line. ahahahahaha.. joyce said üsually, if the cheerleading is great, the team usually dun play well. take the movie, BRING IT ON, for example..." we nearly died laughing.

anyway,FYI, everybody's favourite xiao ping ended up injuring somebody. lucky the injury is not serious.

act almost all of them had injuries. hmmm. hahahha..

went for dinner later on at changi village.. had $6 curry fish head. it was goooooood man. corn and i totally devoured it. hahahah.. yea. devoured.

went home feeling very smelly- from all the cheerleading. haha (experience came from our netball "MJC" formation. hahahaha) -and tired. =================================================
the next day, went for that medical check up at nus.

woke up feeling freaking bloated. prob becos of the curry i had the night before. so i tried to shit. but to no avail. felt very irritated. becos i know it'll cause me to be heavier.. (got weight taking later) but there was nothing i could do about it. urgh. have u ever had that feeling... pisses me off man
anyways, drank a cup of milk before leavinig the house. darn. i should haf drank my milk earlier. hahahahaah... i forgot milk helps me man. so anyway, halfway down the hill, stomach was soo painful. half of me was soo happy, 1/4 of me was in pain and the other quarter, was quite pissed (becos i din drink my milk earlier) so anyway, managed to tahan until mrt. hahahahaaha...

and as a result, was late in meeting jamie. hahaaha.. oops.

best part? fanny was there like REALLY early. but heyyY!! jamie and i reached at 9 sharp at clementi!! i was on tiMEEE!!! but felt really bad letting both of them wait for me..haha

the whole check up thing was just so funny. ahaahah.. esp the urine test part.

before taking our ht and wt (1st station):

fanny : oh no! i need to pee.

me: noo.. not now.. can save it for the urine test later.

-laugh-

fanny: oh no! but it'll add to my wt!

me: o ya. o crap.

so anyways, we took our ht and wt. and HEY EVERYBODY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD:
I GREW 0.5 CM

aiyah. means a lot ok. hahahah.. but hey guess wat also:

jo e mo is taller than me.

how diu lian

urgh.

nvm la. its ok. bleah.

anyway, back to the day, after the whole check up thing and helping jamie find some computer center thingy to collect her fren's lab report.. and perspiring like crazy, jamie and fanny made their way to orchard.. while i slept in the train to tanah merah.

went to the airport to teach vonney maths. i lost touch with maths man. can't even solve partial fractions. teach wat shit. HAHAHA.. vonney.. think u really should go find another teacher. really.. i can't do it lE!! quick go find one.. beg hailing or sth..

after that.. met jo the mo at the airport (father sent her there) then the 2 of us went to city hall to wait for corn. we had about an hour to kill, and i was super sleepy, and jo was hungry, so we walked to delifrance.. treated jo a choc crossoint and i treated myself a cappucino. haha.. then we went to meet corn..

had soup sppon for dinner. it was heavenly. the garlicky foccacia was yum yum, and the cheesy wedges.. mm mmm.. and the soup was like so good la. ahhhh.. freak. hungry.

then corn and i went on our mission: buy our swimming costume.

haha.. in the end we ended up in arena, buying 1 each. becos it was having a discount. hahaha. $49.55. cheap for ARENA swimming costume. hahaha..
went to coffee club for muddy mud pie at raffles city, then the 3 of us hurried to the train station. to go home for despo housewives.

father and mother picked us from simei. haha.. and we were just on time for despo housewives. BUT.. so sick lor.. it was a recap thingy. whatever.
went to bathe after corn came out of toilet. always haf to bateh last. i also dunno why prob becos she's not washing her hair. whatever. always use this reason to bathe first.

so anyway, after bathing, went to take out our clothes from the cupboard to decide what to wear. haha.. and i came across this CHIJ shirt. wahhhh laaaaoooo...

made me so piss.. paid $23 for a super super huge shirt. that wooommmaaaannn cheat my money.. idiots. got soo pissed over the shirt yday. suppperr pissed.

anyway, shall bring it along for my pyjamas. hahahaaa

ok la.. dunno type how many hours le.. very hungry. hhahaha... sians maaann.. tuition tonight with krystel.. and then i can go back home, and the temporary end of laureen making money for the next 6 days.

don't miss me guys. hahahaa.. but i'll miss u. :)


*seeking God is my first priority.
"Dear God, show me ur ways.."

hmmm,, i'm just typing this because i just feel like typing this but there is nothing in my mind to type, so i think i'll just type this sentence.

oh ok. i thought of sth to say.

diana has a pair of new specs and its freaking gucci... and she got the black one. and i see the green one and dammiT!! i'm in love with that green pairrrrrrrrrrrr.. urghh.. like literally in love with that green pair.. that it actually cross my mind too.... erm.. yea u noe.. but.. hey my purple specs cost $380!!! AHHHH.. and i paid it myself, so NO! i'll just stay faithful to my purple specs.

i love my purple specs..

prob after my purple specs, i'll get the green one...

bah. macham so much money.

hmm.. gonna meet pastor, bex, dix n mentos ltr.. gg to river life church. hmm. i dunno. guess its gonna be fun. i'm on the " can't wait to make new frens" mode.

hey my meiridian jie mei men.. sentosa, the monday after i quit work,18th july. i can't wait. and i'm so sorry i'm the cause of us not being able to go out. i am soooo freaking sorry!!!

goooooodness.

my may pay is so freaking little. $800 plus? damm.

UUURRRGGHHH. prob should haf gone to work on my bday. earn much more. *grumbles*

anyways, i wun be coming to work on monday. gg nus for checkup. for what i also dunno just sounds so dumb.

so work on tuesdayyy.. then not working on wed, thurs, fri, mon and tues. hahaahah yea church camp. i can't waaaaaaaaaaaaaait for it. i hope there are cute guys. haha like really. i'm not bluffing. hahaahaha.. oh and i hope there are NUS bizad ppl like me too. so i noe i'm not the only one not gg for the camp.

was reading the book jane gave me last year. haha.. one of the chapters was talking about "a heart that obeys" and interestingly enough, there was this sentence:

"if ur parents ask u to go for a church camp, go for it, even though sth great is happening in school then"

oh well, God speaking to me straight to my heart? i hope He is. and u ppl going, better let me enjoy myself there, because i'll be missing out on 2 camps. 2!! 2!! urgh. and u noe whats the best part. these 2 camps are the only camps that i want to go for!! how sickening can it get.

church camp: 15-20 june.
sheares hall camp: 14-17 june.
bizad camp: 20-23 june.

oh well, gg to a church camp is more rewarding than a NUS camp.
i'm sure it is.

show me the cute guys! c'mon! haahahahha....... alright wrong motive. i know.

bleah. time passing really slowly.

i can't wait to freaking quit.

but i freaking need money.

ah. freak.

shits. my dreams of bangkok have been recuring very often lately. ITS A SIGN!

corny moo!! july!! take leave!!!!!! plllllllllleaseeeeeeeeee...

The keys to your heart:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

The keys to your heart

i'm hinting to u.. i am i am i am!! are u getting the hint?? its right in front of ur eyes and ringing in ur ears... are u seeing it?? are u hearing it??!!!

*siGh*

hahaahahah.. i'm sooo happy!!

i met cherlyn for dinner yday!!!! she's very much the same!! just that she's more animated than me. (clara.. can u imagine someone more animated than me??) hahahaha..

haven't seen this childhood fren since pri 5? wow.. haha.. and we met on tues toO!! haha.. at aljunied mrt, before i went for work..

and we are gg to meet each other again this sun!! for that soccer match between zion and BC. oh gee.. i feel so exciteddddddddddddddddddddd!! i finally can meet up with all my childhood frens again!!

so we talked so much yday.. where this person went.. how they look now.. **hamster- looking** and how big they grew (as in, literally.) geeeeeeeee... and i get to see ALL of them this sunday!!

oh man!! never seen them since pri 5. hahaah.. and we are all gg uni now. sheesh. thats a freaking long time. still can remember who always wear what dress to sunday sch: for instance, grace loves to wear that blue floral dress.. and clarabelle with her pink plastic specs.. debbie and her shorts.. cherlyn and her 2 freaking long pleats, and laureen looking as toot as ever. theodore as dark as ever, charles the goofy looking one who likes to wear this dark blue shirt with umbrellas on them( and is some huge temasek idol now at TJ.. and there is a CHARLES fan club there. ) (he must be hot man.) hmm. then there's shane. hahaaaaaaa.. "2-3 times the size of his brother." quoted by my favourite fren who calls herself, tweety-lynn. hahahaha.. and last but not least.. there's sung anN!! apparently, he's in meridian. oh goodness. feel so dumb!! i always see him ard but i nv said hi to him because i din noe he was my church fren!! feel like sucha goondoo. oh well.. i'll say hi to him when i go back to meridian. i soooo will!!

we had so much fun reminiscing the past.. and just be amazed as to how time flies like nobody's business. and we are all having highlighted hair and we haf grown so much.

sigh. sunday sunday sunday!!!

*P.S/ if u dun get what i'm saying, it's ok. hahaahahahah.. i'm just too excited!!
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phwoar. i finally remembered i haf this irritating ad to blog about.
haf u heard that radio ad tageted to young pregnant mothers.. and then u haf a certain (pretty) spokesperson saying "... we understand how u feel.."
i really have nothing against our nominated MP. nothing at all. really. (ok ok maybe she's pretty.)

it irks me when she says "we understand how u feel" to these young female teenagers in a moment of folly or whatever u call it, do sth that they shouldn't. and now living in guilt and not knowing what to do... the amt of regret and fear is so much- not that i've experienced it- do u really think u know how they feel unless u were in their shoes before?

and to me, the tone used was not quite what i think it should be if u want ppl to call u and confide their problems with u.

oh well.. its my view anyway.

sheesh.

ah.

watched hitchhiker's yday. its a good show actually, minnie. hahahaha.. and marvin is just soooo adorable!! goodness!! hahaha.. he's so depressed.. hahaha.. i love his stomach.

anyways, had a great time with daryl last night. (li, not aw.) haha.. (except for the part where i had to wait for him.. do u noe how irritating it is to wait outside the cinema.. and seeing ppl just streaming in.. and u can't go in because mr li has not arrived? and the point about missing all the advertisments was depressing enough!! )

so anyway. yea. mr li arrived. at least i was able to watch some advertisments on the big screen.

**hey bin n ling .. u jay chou die-hard fanss.. that movie he's starring in looks good to watch. please dun forget me when u are gg to watch it. (i think its because of edison chen and shawn yue. NOT JAY CHOU.)

so anyway.. walked from orchard to erm.. city hall. goh home at 12 exactly. haha..

so anyways, everybody, i dunno why minnie says hitchhiker is a bad movie.. becos i think the movie is really funny. ok i admit i dun understand a part of it, but hey on the whole, i understood. and HEY.MARVIN IS JUST SO ADORABLE!!!hmm.. u can actually look cute when u are a mentally depressed robot.

this thought has been in my head for a very long period of time...

"sometimes, i wish i'll become an ipod.. i'll lose 'my sensitivity' in the long run"

a song represents how u feel; and this is how i feel:

Artist:
Natasha Bedingfield
Album:
Unwritten
Title: I Bruise Easily

Oh...yeah
My skin is like a map, where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I lay down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do your know ur leaving them all over this heart of mine too
If I never take this leap of faith I'll never know
So I'm learining to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

wow.. its been a long time since i blogged!! hahaahah..

many many things on my mind (as usual) but due to time constrain.. and my inability to form coherent sentences, i shall not blog much. prob another day..

tuition with krystel tonight (because we cancelled it on thurs)

feeling tired.

i really can't wait to quit.

i need sleep.. but i need $$

thanks vonney for gio top and gio voucher. hahahaha.. silly girl. really lor. :p

sigh. ot till 7 tonight. ciao.

tmr~

its confirmed:

my last day of work is on 15th July.

part of me can't wait for that day to come, and the other part of me knows i wun get a regular income. i got to save my money. i shall not be tempted by giordano sales anymore!!

ya.. rite.

urghhh..

i had nasi lemak for lunch just now, and i'm super sleepy now!! its half hour before work ends *HOORAY* but i haf tuition tonight. 1.5 hours talking crap with krystel. hahahaha. hope i'll live thru it.

oh and guess what all u ppl out there who hasn't seen laureen's nails recently (YES. i have nails already) they are so so soooooo long.. i'm gg to cut them. yes. i'm not kidding. they are veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeryyy long. hahaahaha...

oh man i'm really falling asleep.

and i've been munching on my xiao man tous. and i can feel my stomach just expanding... an inch by an inch..

freak out. i haf to run. if only i can get rid of that recalcitrant feeling towards running..

hey.. my counter has been jumping like crazy!! can u ppl tag on my taggy?? haha.. come on.. say hi. hahaha. :D

zen neon is super cool.

alrite.

lucky still haf time before my may pay comes.

just waiting for ppl to get it and review it first. haha..

hmmm..

*accomplishment of the day: i finally managed to read the newspaper today! in fact i read all the articles..

yep the huge accomplishment of laureen goh.

wOOhoO!! haha

and the change starts..

THE POWER OF LOVE IS SO GREAT.. THAT EVEN THE STRONGEST SUCCUMB TO IT.

i need to unwind. i need to unwind.

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children these days act so grown up. so irritating. esp those lil kids gg thru their teenage life; "trying to find their identity". crap la.

still dun understand why they love to act an age of which is like 5-6 years older. or izzit becos i'm acting way younger than what i should be? i dunno. i dun think so actually.

y do u want to grow up so fast? won't u feel that life feels as if its being shortened?

little kids hanging out in shoping malls with short mini skirts, skin tight tops, huge ear rings, and.. make up.

whatever la, kid. enjoy ur childhood. y u staring at ppl with such a freaking qian da face.. so irritating, i just feel like slapping ur face.

word of advice: dun act and try to look like as if u are 20 years old when u are like just.. (well, fill in the blanks urself- u noe very well, who u are.); if u want to live a longer life, act ur blardy age.
i tolerated u for very very long already. i'll probably slap ur face if i see you at it again.

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with that said, i feel so much better. its finally out.

hmm.. nus biz and law is moving to bkt timah. so much for thinking i already settled my lodging business.

so anybody wants to tell me when they officially moving out? urgh. so where am i gg to stay. urgh. i hope at least it has 1 sem in clementi area at least. then i can experience hall life there. i'm so looking fwd to making new frens. SO FORWWWAAARRRDDDD. i need more.. frens. haha.. i mean its nice to haf lots of frens.. :D

and so, i just read jing's blog. JING'S GG LAW!! oh great!! another lawyer fren. haha.. at least i noe i wun be gg bkt timah with no lawyer frens. i haf not just 1, but 2 lawyer frens. *beams*
ahh. whatever.

alrite.. at least i still haf jamie. haha... jamie's pretty!! hahahaaha... oh dear. hmm.
frens frens frens.. uni is starting... getting scared. i think i need more clothes "to stock up for uni".(grins at hailing)

bought another yellow gio top yday. haha $11.40 lor. goodness... hahaha... 40 % off. ahhhh... i need my pay. great. may ends tmr.

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thanks joanne for the bottle with green and yellow straws. u are so sweet. :D

thanks minnie for the greeen pencil box and my green "ipod" haahahah!! its in my wallet!!

thanks chong chong (again) for my swatch. ahhh.. i love my swatch. ahahah

thanks lina mentos for ur chocs again.. haha i finished all le, nv let anybody else eat. haha.. its the best 9 chocs i've ever eaten!!

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eh bro.. when i get my may pay........ ok?? hahahaha cannot wait lor.

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despo housewives. despo housewives. despo housewives. despo housewives. despo housewives.

bye!!

I LOVE MY SWATCH!!! thanks chong. *smiles* u r such a darling..

pretty pretty swatch.. :)


hmm.. only blogging now becos michelle asked me to close the database. she has to edit stuff on it so i'm like blogging now.. haha

watched madagasca yday!! its soooo funny. and becos of that had to post phone yvonne's tuition. yet again. sorry girl. make it up to u on wed. :D PAISEH AH

I WANT TO MOVE IT MOVE IT.. I WANT TO MOVE IT MOVE IT..

anyway, i love the stupid penguins! haha.. and erm.. alex, marty, gloria and melman; maurice and the dunno-what-bla-bla-king. (looks exactly as the one that caused us to scream in the zoo!!)

"smile and wave boys; look cute and cuddly."

hmm.. busy busy today. later~at home.

great job minnie!!

vjc band concert was great!! except minnie should have more solos. so i can shout more.

anyways. i finally understand the phrase "dun just hear the music; see the music."

pirates, snakes, elephants, house, war, traitor, lovers, horses..

powerful imaginatiomn?? hahaha i think so.

great job minnie!! btw, we saw u trip and nearly fall... kekekeke

goodness. i totally din blog at work today.

and my status on msn was: busy. haha... u can consider that i worked for every penny earned today. and my eyes are getting very painful becos of long hours on the comp. gee. i hope my degree doesn't get higher. haha.. i really can't afford to let it go higher.

ah. and so, although i haf many thoughts to blog about, i shall just leave it to another day. my eyes cannot take it le..

i can't wait for saturday!!

ah. meridian has made history.

:)

but in my honest opinion, victoria really deserved it la. they controlled the game really well.. haha.. but that goal from meridian was PHWOAR. pretty. very pretty... :D

and that penalty goal from victoria was quite disappointing actually.

it was deja vu after the final whistle was blown after extra time. penalty shoot outs. haha what we lost to yishun a year ago for 3rd place.

but hey. 7-6. we won.

MERIDIAN!! WOOHOO!!!

i feel so proud to be a meridian!!!! haha

hmmm.. was just thinking..

looking at my sec sch frens friendster a/c this afternoon.. with diana..

somehow all my classmates are posing in pictures with their boyfrens!! haha its super shocking to see how much they changed.. (ESP JUAN ZEE AND LING YING!!!) all so pretty now man. haha.. but i feel really happy for them.. having found their partner. HAHA..

but somehow there's that tinge of "sour-feeling" thats coming up. and dammit! i REFUSE to feel that way. so there! happiness is all i feel for my darling classmates.. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINAH DEAREST!!

i just had to blog this:

this goes out to all u ppl who thinks i'm such a slacker at work and i get paid w/o working. yes. dun smile smile. i noe what u are thinking.

I CLEARED EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE TO DO.

AND. I HAVE AN HOUR TO KILL BE FORE I KNOCK OFF SO I FOUND STH TO DO. ON MY OWN ACCORD.

u see.. i'm not a slacker after all.

michelle's gonna be so proud of me. :D

hmmm.. i dunno man. just dun feel very well these days.

started on sunday during the bowling thing.. (i'm getting better at bowling. haha.. corn and i manage to hit 72 pins down.. not bad la ok.. haha shut up. dun laugh.) anyways.. head was pain then.. then it continued on monday and then today.. oh dear.. i need prayers, guys..

had scary nightmares yday. 2 in fact. one after another. scared like crap. urgh. and my energy level iz 0 now.. all those dreaming.. i mean.. want to dream also dream of my prince la.. then my energy not wasted ma. ah. whatever.

yani came back from KL yday i think. she bought a lot of food stuff.. its in the pantry now la.. but its not open so i dun dare to go be the first one to take it. also, that woman dunno fly where.. after lunch, disappeared.. cannot go ask her kope one packet here.. haha.. oh well.. will just satisfy my constantly-itchy-mouth, with xiao man tous. its the only thing that is "mine".

hmm.. my mind is in a whirl. some part of me is looking fwd to uni life. and most part of me is not. i dunno why? new environment, maybe? i dunno. but the feeling is disgusting. natural ba.. i guess.. but y didn't i feel this way in JC.. hmm.. dunno maaann..

hmmm... MJ vs VJ in soccer tmR!! its the FINALS!! sheesh. when hai ling told me during lunch a few hours ago.. so excited la.. haha dunno whats my problem also. hahaah

oh wells.. its the 24th. bro will be back soon. :D hope he can make if for dinner tmr with aunty ruth...

"We
all honour heroes:

sometimes for their daring;

sometimes for their righteous;

and

sometimes for their goodness.

But at
one point in our lives,

we all
dream of being rescued."

-Desperate Housewives

sensitivity vs rationality

i need a balance.

was supposed to have a great night out. but God decided to let laureen's time of the month to come, and THUS, i have to stay at home... because the cramps was so unbearable. URGH!!!!

hmm nvm.. guess can blog a lil longer today.

went NUS with yanqi (chimpanzee/monkey) and ne yday. :) had great fun. made a new friend.. Jamie. haha i really had no idea she was from mj too.. like REALLY no idea. hahaahah.. but she knew who i was.. (the word is: WAS) " the bballer's girlfren" hahaha..

HMMM.. at least it wasn't some other title. "bballer's gf" still quite cool la. hahaha.. but i really wonder, we hardly talk in sch and everything. when i asked her how she came to know about it, she said " i saw the 2 of u in the bus.." HMM.. so what?? haahahaa.. gee. we dun do stuff in the bus, man. like hell, no. alrite nvm nvm..

for ur info, everybody, i'm over him.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i officially declare how much dislike i have for this certain person. HE thinks he's a pro. HE thinks he's like good looking. HE thinks he's clever??

but what HE really doesn't know is that HE has a pathetic, irritating attitude and HE just looks like a "durian seller" as quoted from ne. "the types who shows u the good durians but throw the rotten ones in the bag, instead." the more i think about it, the more i agree. BUT i think the durian sellers will be insulted if we associate them with HIM.

URGH!! HE doesn't know that (another) he had to stick with HIM because nobody else wanted to. HE doesn't know that (e other) he didn't like HIM very much as well, but he still tolerated HIM because he treated HIM as a friend. but what did HE call him?? HE called him stupid for not being able to answer certain concepts/questions whatever. and he doesn't even know... HE is just so disgustingly irritating, i seriously think HE doesn't derserve such a sweet ggirl as HIS girlfren.

best part was HE didn't score as well as him in A's. having a D in ur results is worse that having 2 C's combined.

lousy pathetic iritant show-off disgusting ungrateful durian-seller cheat.

LOSER.

ahhh.. pissed off.

I'M FREEEZIINGGGG...

its sooo cold. goodness.. fingernails all blue.

lucky wore jeans today. so not as cold. but i'm still cold.

getting hungry. crap. can hear my stomach grumbling. i hope fendi does not hear it. so paiseh.. hahaah

eating lunch at 1 today with hailing. grace, the other temp staff, left le, she's gg back china tmr.. hmmm.. just when hailing and i were getting along very well with her.. there'll be another girl coming in.. she's from china too.. hmm.

ahhhhhh.. i'm freezing.

hmm.. this week is a super short one for me man.. only work for 2.5 days.

haahahah.. andd i'm so colllddd..

i need to pee.

When fear and worry test ur faith

& anxious thoughts assail;

Remember God is in control.

And He will never fail.

hmm.. if u were wondering what i had last night for dinner, i had kenny rogers. haha..

i love having meals with my aunty. she just tells u stories that u end up laughing the whole meal. haha..

oh man.. i feel super fat now.. i hafta go run or sth.. but.. my mouth now super itchy la... oh dearrr... :(

nono must resist all temptations.. concentrate.. urgh. difficult.

there's a NUS tea thingy tmr.. gg with yan qi and ne..

haha.. ppl haven't make up their minds..

ah. our decisions are what we are.

oh mann. bored online.

gg to meet sui gou for dinner later!! hope corn comes along. i've been eating good food everyday since sat. i'm a fat pig.

sat: dinner- marche, pacific coffee

sun: lunch- crystal jade
dinner- cafe cartel

mon: lunch- KFC ( only ffordable thing in the zoo.)
dinner- crystal jade (xiao long bao)
* not forgetting 2 ice creams in a day.

tues: dinner- Don sushi.

wed: dinner- undecided but its a treat from sui gou!!!!

ooooo.. die die...

gee..

michelle, uncle benny, hui ling, wendy, eillen and fendi gave me a HUGE elmo and a garfield mouse pad. aiyo. so sweet can. so touched!

haha.. hmm.. the elmo is so hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. and then there's tweety who is huge tooooooooo. i wonder where i'm gg to sleep tonight.

hmm....

and the lions were ALL staring attttt...





and bin's treat to...



thanks bin :D

ooo.. i'm like so tired, i can't feel my legs anymore.

zoo was great fun today. thank God for the rain that stopped. daryl msged me that the weather forecast reported that there will be showers the whole day. but hey prayer changes everything. it only drizzled for like the first hour or so and then it stopped.Faith works. really. it works. Thank u Jesus. :D

oh anyway, let me tell u all sth: zoo charges a student price of $7 (1/2 of the adults' price) and the "age requirement" is 18 and below la!! FED UP LAAAAAAAAAAA..

becoz its so late already, zoo photos which isn't a lot (becos i look gross in it. haha) will be put up prob tmr or sth.. when ling ling sends it to me. haha

after the zoo, ling ling and i went orchard. haha.. ate xiao long baos, went giordano (spent $66.30) and walked the whole of orchard la! haha.. i really mean the whole of orchard. the thing we regret the most is not, not taking any neo prints, but taking far TOO MANY of them!! haha it was the cost of the neo prints that got both of us feeling very lousy after that. haha.. oh man. haha.. i shan't disclose. no way. i'll get scolding.

anyway, our neo prints are very pretty. ok la. not much of the first one. the first wan really waste money. dun talk about it. so pissed. but the rest are very pretty..

haha..

thank u wei ling for spending the ENTIRE day with me. u are just the sweetest, the best and everything else that is nice!! i love you!!

thank u bin and diana for being such great company at the zoO!! we had so much fun, and u bet, it was great fun!!! i love you guys!!

thank u ling, bin, yina, ne and huiting, for the converse voucher!! i'm gg to get my sneakers very soon!! (once i find a nice nice desigN!!!) thank u all so much!!

thank u diana for the 12 green bangles. i love them!! they are so style la, can.. hahaah thank u babe!!

thank u lina for the chocz!! u are such a darling!!

thank u yvonne, stephanie and that stupid chimpanzee aka yanqi, for ur friendster testimonial wishes. u guys are so sweet!!

thanks to all who haf msged me.. 42 in all. thank u all so much. :D

oh.. i feel loved. :D

and.. i'm 19.

ahhh.. hhaha..

had a great time yday.. 2nd bday party, together with philo. celebrated with the church people. haha..corn, kirbs, bex, daryl, dicky and of coz, minnie.

thanks kirby for rushing down.. i REALLY appreciate it..

thanks corn for paying the cab fare for philo and dicky. love you corny moo.

thanks for all of u present. and i hope u guys enjoyed marche dinner, and PCC. hahaahahah.. (a certain someone's club..) we should do this often. haha..

ahh.. and there was my (our) first bday cake during church today. :) oh man.

haha.. will post the photos up once becks sends me the photos. although i haf this really big pimple at my chin.. urrrggghhhh....

mm.. 1/2 an hour more..

19 still sounds ok. i think 20 sounds scary. haha..

hey philip!! u are 20!! haha..

hmmm... starting to miss bro already.

i'm gg to the zoo zoo zoo...
how abt u u u??
wun u come too too too??
i'm gg to the zoo zoo zoo..

ahhhhhh.. what a day.

today i was finally forced to go to the lib in the morning.

the lib is dark, dusty and only consisted of 3 shelves.

what i had to do?
stock taking.

i had to go thru every single book in those shelves. (so thank God there were only 3. any more, i would have died.) so dusty laa.. gross.all the books were about 10 years old or more. and the air con wasn't working. urgh. disgusting. and i had to sit on the floor to look at the books there were like really low. lucky wear pants today. and wei seong had to msg me some chinese sms to irritate me, early in the morning. got to use my brain cells la.

so anyway, managed to finish it before lunch. felt so dirty. eww.

when to eat at our $2 porridge place. they changed the uncle working there, yet again. this uncle is soo freaky. he calls me "kai xin guo". and then he gives that really chee ko peh smile, the types where ujust want to run off. and when he asks me anything else, i'll just point to the food and say.. "ër.. uncle.. wo yao na ge cai."

freaky freaky. gross and disgusting. eww.

prob haf to cross the road and eat the other side already.

after lunch, had to work at prema's desk. its so dark there. i seriously have no idea how she works there. i wun say anything else about her desk. (like for example, her comp has many pop-ups, infected by some spyware la.) oh. i didn't say anything, did i? micheele kept msn-ing me back to stop complaining. haaha.. can't help it. its just me to complain. okok!! i'll try to stop.
uncle pat is fixing prema's comp. she so has me to thank for. so that she can now anyhow surf the net again.

so ya. using michelle's comp now. i think michelle is so nice la. haha.. although i used to think she was so fierce and everything bad, but she treated me to crystal jade's sponge cake just now. haha.. not that i'm easily "bought"with a sponge cake, its just that she's treating me nice, to the extent i'm not afraid of her anymore.. haha.. okok. u can look at it both ways: good, coz i can start joking with her; and bad, start taking her for granted. but of coz, the super efficient worker- me - will not slack. ( becos i've been slacking already. haha)

aiyah whatever.

yay!! its friday. 8 min before i go home and come back on wednesday. and the next time i step into the office, i'll be a year older.

hmmm..

happy birthday adriañ
like as if u'll see it, but nvm. i dun care. ahhaha..

oo!! xiang jie should be in singapore soon! not that i miss him. eww. haha.

Presenting to u..

Laureen's 1st 19th Birthday party- celebrated with my love pentagon: jasmine, dinah, troy and celest. {courtesy of celest[ cos she's the only one with the camera. (love you babe! *muacks*)]}

and first.. me.

it was the first pic taken la ok.

okok next.. me and tweety.

(i love this pic.)

yay!! tweety!! haha..

last nite i slept with tweety on my left, and laur co on my right. but because tweety's head took up half of my pillow, made him sleep above my head. coz the pillow like very small la.. very uncomfortable. hahahah...

and next.. we have ah min, dinah and me..

and.. troy celest and ah min..

troy and me..

jasmine's mango pudding..

and a group photo.. (with tweety)

ahhh.. haha.. i had such a great time last night. :D

i met my darlings for dinner last night.. ahhh.. they are so sweet. i received my first birthday present last nite!! a hUGEEE tweety!!! hehe

maaaaann.. i love you guys. *smiles*

while the 4 of u had lil conversations and snapping tons of pics at TCC, there was a period of time where i looked at the 4 of u, kept quiet, and smiled.

without the 4 of u, life in Kc will not be fun..

the joy we shared duiring our lower sec days, especially; when we were in the same class (and having mr pang as our teacher. HAHA) and did all the stupid projects togeter, ranging from that rubbish chute- incinerator- dunno what project, our incomplete robotics competition to stupid CME projects, where i had to be that stupid fairy. ( i still have my wings and wand, troy.), it has all been a wonderful and memorable experience.

and when i got seperated from the 4 of u in sec 3, we were, nevertheless, still as close as before. it was our responsibilities as prefects that still kept us together. the constant complains about certain seniors; the disagreement of how they treated us (esp during sec 3: folding of that mass booklet thingies. arranging of chairs, and the constant complain that we were not taking initiative.); certain irritating juniors (URGH); the disappointment of one of us not being elected by the teachers to become x-co; the plannings of our prefects' camp; the sensitivity of each other when one is feeling down or having suffered the loss of a family member, we were together- "thru thick and thin".

and now, while we continue to share what else is going on in our lives- sth the world terms as "catching up with each other": the boys in our lives; the war heroine troy met who offered her " a kana that is individually wrapped" (forgot what its called la.haha); the work we are all involed in right now (i still can't believe ah min working in a polyclinic, and troy a GP teacher, marking essays..); the uni couses we are all going to and the dilemmas we face, it seems that nothing else has changed; we still love each other all the same.

"if you can't find dinah; never look back, look in front.

if you can't find celestine;never look front, look at the back.

if you can't find troy; don't need to look front or back, find her at the information counter."
-jasmine to laureen.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

i love u guys. i really do. thank u for being in my life.

thank u for remembering my birthday. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!!

this is the dunno how many times wishing u already. hahaha..

rubbish rubbish rubbish. laureen loves to talk rubbish.

just came back from lunch. i asked grace how to do lina's maths question, using a rectangular tofu and vegetable stalks to form the lines of the triangle.

yea.. lina.. i noe how do le.

haha..

yay!! i managed to bargain with michelle..- actualy with not much persuasion- i dun haf to go to the library to do stock taking until i finish all the january enrolment ones!! yay!! i still have the comp!! yay!!

but its geting super boring maan. but hey. i shall not complain.

hmmm... spent my whole morning, taht is, before lunch, looking at my friendster friends. hmm. sounds weird. but nvm. oh derrick looks weird. very weird. wats wrong with him. haha.

ooo.. i want to eat chocolate. :(

sians la. bro gg to NZ tmr.. wun be ard for my bday. :(

haha.. remembering my past birthdays ain't such a happy thought actually. all except last year's la.

ahhh.. whatever. talking rubbish again.

i have 10 ppl online and nobody is talking to me.

urgh.

and i still dunno anybody gg in NUS biz.

meeting love pentagon latER!! wooHOO!!!!

i like to blog.

becos i can say whatever i want and nobody interrupts me.

yay. wow.

bored. dunno why also.

was just thinking about my sms "conversation" with daryl yday. haha

he asked me what i was doing.. and i told him i was thinking. he asked me what i was thinking. i told him: life.

somehow, i think, when i start thinking.. i come out feeling very derpress. hahaa.. he says i think too much. perhaps.

does my logic of fairytales actually exist?

will my dashing young knight save me from the dark, eerie dungeon guarded by a ferocious fire-breathed dragon??

will i actually be saved??

or will i rot, wither n eventually die there..?

lonely- an emotion?

i dunno. i dun feel it anymore.

and its ok. because i dun care.

ahh. shit. i hate to think.

ahhh.. i finally finish filling those stupid forms.. haha.. i started at 9. and its 5 now?? hmmm..

siGH. dun feel very well today- physically and mentally.

had this really bad headache. not that bad until that extent.. but bad enough..

mentally because.. well.. yea. same reason.

i'm starting to wonder whther i was a good girlfren.. sometimes i was.. sometimes i probably was too selfish.. hmm.. i feel evil.:( oh well.. we are over anyway..

somebody stated about her long "walk" with her other half.. haha.. brought back many memories for me.. we had the longest walks.. the sweetest walks.. haha.. oh whatever la.

sometimes i wonder whether i'm ready to go into another relationship.. i want to be loved.. but i dun want to get hurt.. again. i can't take it.. i really can't.

lucky wei seong kor was online today. at least the headache wasn't there anymore after he had to go. at least he remembered my bday is in 1 week's time.

hmm.. ooo.. i went back and cut my hair on sat.. initially, i thought it was a disaster.. but it looked better the next day la. haha.. so i just look like some 12 year old girl if not for the hi-lites. haha.. gee.. i'm turning 19 and i look like 12. woohoo!!

i want to grow up man.. hah but looks like i just can't seem to leave the phrase "xiao mei mei".. seems to be sticking on to me.. oh well.. not my fault.

ahh.. i finally made my choice: NUS biz.

and then i realise sth.. i dunno anybody gg there at all!!! hahahaha.. oh dear.. anybody noeing anybody gg there....???

la la la .. 7 days to the zoo!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINA!!!

hmmmxx.. guess what?

I MANAGED TO FINISH ALL OF THOSE FORMSSSSSSSSSSSSS...

now the great task awaits me.. filing thousands of those in numerical order.

oh dear..

ooo.. i called aunty just noww.. yay!! i gg to cut hair again tmr. haha.. nonono.. its not because i'm that rich.. but simply because the ends of my hair are sticking out.. qiaoing like crazy... cannot take it. hafta go cut away..

snip snip..

hehe

so yea.. laureen is off to cut her hair again... so that she'll look perfect for her 19th birthday. (scarly come out disgusting.. *choy choy choy..)

11 days to go.

ooo.. and yes,, tmr is fat her's bday!! woohoo!! fat her is 50. haha.. wu shi da shou. this means there's gonna be good food for dinner tmr night!! yea.. but craps. i'm like on diet.. shits.

hmm

my sincere apologies to yina.. hey girl.. really sorry can't attend ur bbq.. if i could i would.. anyways, enjoy urself tmr ok?? haf the best bbq u ever had. reallly sooooorrrrrryyyyy..... :(

i noe its just so wrong to come and blog first thing in the morning. but hey.. i got the 'feel', you mei you.

anyways.. piang.. i really didn't expect malcolm to get 90. haha. he actualy guessed correctly how many gio stuff i have la. quite scary lor.. eh malcom.. u sure u not stalking me..?? hahaa..

hmm.. just finish my roti boy.. taste great. but i think i made the whole office smell like coffee.. but hey. its the fragrant smell of coffee~ haha.. mm mmmm..

just asked that old ah peh aka xiang jie to take my quiz. despite talking to him every mon-fri on msn.. complaining to him everything.. and telling him everything. he still scores 20.. like.. wa lao.what an idiot. but nvm la. since he is like ollllddd.. i shall just forgive him. forgetfulness comes with ageing.

ahhhhh... tmr is fat her's bday. haven't gotten anythinggggggg.. and there's mot her bday on sunday...

die. hahahah...

alrite. later.

=the definition of incoherent. =

my head is spinning. urgh..

so many forms la.. gg crazy. haha.. lucky got no deadline or watever manx. sure cmi wan. haha..

its pouring outside man.. sooo heavy la.. hailing is waiting for me to finish work so we can go shopping at tm. not like as if i got a lot of money to spare. really broke. and father's birthday is this sat..

haven't gotten him anything. and then there's mother's day. aiyah..

anyway..

think we getting wallet for father.and i have to pay for it cos corn paid mother's present and i haven't return her money.

yea. i'm very sleepy.

weather is soo nice.. o dear.

did soo many forms today.. i'm starting to blabber nonsense.

incoherent sentences.

random words.

bleah.

o. i bought $6.40 worth of xiao man tous again. i used it to bribe uncle benny. he's been eating all of it laaaaaaa.. fed up.

ahhh..

18 min moreeeeeeee..

oo.. 11 days to my birthday..

i'm getting older. but.. wiser.

shucccccccccccccckkkssss.. i moved my hand too slow.. uncle benny has seen my blooooooooog..

crap.....

cannot anyhow type things lee.. lets hope he didn't see the addie to my blog..

prob type rubbish later.

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Hey

Stay with me

As I'm getting naked

Stripped down to the bone

This is not a mistake

It's the dawn of a new day

Anything goes from now

This is the last of illusions

This is the final trace of innocence

If I'm caught in the middle

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The end of me

Yeah

sigh. another day at work. today ain't that exciting. haha.. because i am back to data entry. ahh.. sian.

daryl msged me this morning.. his fren broke his guitar.. oh dear.. i hope his heart ain't broken that badly.. shall go practise drawing guitars and give him one. hope it'll cheer him up..

yep..back to the episode of the uni-making-decision drama..

msged mr chen yday.. asked him for his views.. he told me he'll go with NUS. because its more established.. and the market hasn't çertify'much about SMU.. (sth to that effect la). then carried on to say that SMU have a lot of hype, but whether or not it has substance is another thing.. hmmm..

msged michelle yday too (minnie's sister- currently in NUS biz) yea.. gonna meet up after how many years for dinner. haha hopefully it would be clear to me after dinner that day.
haahaha.. hmm.. i started writing the pros and cons of each uni le.. somehow both haf equal number of pros and NUS has 1 con more than SMU. so whatever. haha.. must continue to think of more pros and cons..

hmmm.. bin just msged me.. her application to NUS is approved!! but she hasnt receive her mail yet and she's soooo worried... poor thing.. aiyoh.. i also feel so scared for her.. dunno why also. ahhaaha..

heeeeey. i created this new e-mail a/c.. hahaahaaa...

laureen@e-garfield.com

haahhahahhah.. alrite. just because i look like garfield now.. cmi.

oooooooo.. need to pee.

bubyee~

tuition with krystel tonight..

DON'T EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER READ UR EX BOYFRIEND'S FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIALS AFTER UR RELATIONSHIP ENDED.


urgh. :(

haha sooo cute!! edna..

taken off from ling's blog..

dun u think i looked like that when i was in primary school.. same hairstyle.. haahahaha..

just came back from giving mentos tuition.. i'm sleepy. shall talk tmr. nitey.

can't really blog much today.. haha.. siew kiong, my big boss, gave me some (actually a lot) typing to do. goodness. so much more fun than data enrolment. so today. laureen is busy. woooowww.. ahahaha..

hmm.. yesterday was great fun. it was the "pamper Laureen day".. a bit la. haha
yday woke up exactly at 8 45. the alram clock only rang once. haha.. so exciting la.. gg to hi lite my hair.. again. hmm.. so anyway.. went bugis and managed to reach there at 10 35. haha.. i would have been earlier if i did not need to draw money as well as to go toilet..

anyways.. aunty help me choose a olour to hi lite my hair for me.. just pointed to diff hair colours of models in this book that i nv realised existed in the shop before. think its new additions. anyway.

dunno what colour to choose also.. so i just told aunty "obvious, but so not so strong." since there weren't any colour when she did my hair previously.

becos i was wearing my specs.. i took them off.. i mean i dun want to dirty my $380 specs with hair dye..

so anyway.. the aunty help layer some parts at the top of my head.. dunno what la.. let her do whatever she wants. haha.. just dun snip off my hair that i painstakingly grew it. not that it is very long la. but u noe.. relatively long.. ahaha

then she started puting aluminium foils on my head. the usual procedure. not being able to see anything with my specs.. just closed my eyes...

after washing and blowing my hair dry.. i still had no idea how i looked. all i saw in the mirror was that my hair still looks black. (my degree is 1000 for each eye) so i started praying
"dear God, please dun let me waste my money.. let the colour be at least obvious; because i really dun see any colour when i'm without my specs.."

and thwn the aunty went to take the scissors to like trim dunno where.. and i used the chance to put on my specs.

to my horros of horros.. i saw garfield in the mirror.

probably it was the lighing. (i think it is) i was so shock, i let out this really huge gasp. hahaha.. the aunty laughed.

oh manx. haha,, God does answer prayers. hahahaha.. gg for lunch now. prob blog later.. if i cann... becos.. i'm sitting at yanni's table.. dangerous zone.. ( everybody is having lunch now..) hahaha...

oo!! i must say this!!

diana and bin got into NTU!! and hannee bannee got into NUS!! woOhoO!!!!!

so happy for them..

13 days to my birthday.

i dunno.

*shrugs*

i just read someone's bloggy.

somehow reading it, made me understand how she feels.. probably i feel the same way?

where is my prince charming???!!!

take so long. fed up. tired of waiting liao laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

*pouTS*

scold him when he finally comes.

lousy.

alrite. stop whining, laureen. he'll come one day.
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hmm.. gonna hi-lite my hair again tmr!! yay!! couldn't wait until my bdae. no patience. and i'm sick of my hair. getting thick. i dun like.

gonna meet clara and shu tmr too!! after my hair thingy. hopefully we can go to some high class place.. although my atm a/c is reaaaalllly running lowwww... :(

spent $62 at Giordano on Friday.. spent not much yday.. thankfully.. and $15 on a mango top. hmm.. wanted to buy that pair of giordano caprice (another one) but decided that mother will kill me.. so shall wait a few days.. hahaha

went to aunty ruth's concert on sat. haha.. kiat , philo and aunty rosie (philo's mummy) went too!! haha so funny. anyway.. goodness. the drummer is so totally extrally superbly dunno whatly cute laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! he's 21 lorrr... gosh.. ask aunty ruth to intro ah.. fed up. just say "this is laureen". wa lao. thats it la. then just smile at him.. too shy to ssay much. then aunty ruth scare him away to dunno where. wa lao. o nvm. he reminds me of my abel mei mei. haha same pattern wan. i miss talking to abel mei mei. :(

mmm.. forgot to blog about this the other day.. finally got the motivation to go running on wed?? ya.. gee. i've been feeling so fat since last sunday when our dearest sa-gou treated us seafood diiner at east coast. oh boi.. ate sooo much!! esp the o nee!! hahahah...

so anyway.. went running after work.. changed into comfy clothes.. and brought my pocket size radio thingies with my discman ear phones plug in.. wa lao. instead of concentrating on losing the fats while running. i spent like the whole run trying to find a radio channel where the reception is clear. and guess what. none of it was clear!! FED UP!! only the malay channel can be heard. (no offense to my malay frennies, but i really dun understand la..) in the end, i took off my ear phones, coz i was so pissed. i really need a mp3 playeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

oo.. its the first of May.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANG JIE!!!!!!!!! U OLD AH UNCLE!!!


and i haf yet to decide.. smu?? or nus?? sianx

i got into NUS!

bro's right. i should be thankful.

i am!! but then.. its difficult to make the decision.

but somehow i know.. when i make my decision.. it will be the right one, the path God has chosen for me to take.

because i was at this similar crossroad 2 years ago: SA or MJ.

and i did made the right choice.

:)

Dear God.. show me the path u want me to take. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

wow.. i dun believe this. hahah.. i got no time to blog today. perhaps its becos i was busy changing and calculating font colours. haha credit goes to wei ling ling for teaching me how to do it!!!
:D

hmmm... father called me while i was having lunch today with yani.. (at bedok. eating MUTTON SOUP).. he said.. there's this huge NUS envelope waiting for me at home to be open.. refuse to let anyone open it. i din get to open SMU and NTU letters. so nobody's gg to read my letter. *hmmvphZ*..

dillemma dilemma dillemmmaaaaaa.. hate being in dilemmas.

feel so.. indecisive.

ahh!! LONG WEEKEND!! o how i look fwd to such days. hahahaahahah..

meeting shu shu and clara on monday. we are so gonna chill and haf fun. catching up with my primary sch best frens. haha..

i still haf to org outings for mj nball slacker/cherrleaders (take it anyway u want it.) team.. i just miss joleen, elsa and erin.

i hafta org outing for dinie and diana too..

also.. outing with mentos (o man.. so long le.)

and outing with my meridian jie meis to KBOX.

outing with love pentagon peeps: troy, ah min, dinah n celest

outing with adrian and xiang jie, when xiang jie comes back from US. gg to treat them kway chap. hahaah.. AND IN RETURN IT WOULD BE NICE IF HE REMEMBERS TO GET ME A NICE BAG FROM WHERE HE IS RIGHT NOW.

a dinner treat for bro and aunty ruth as well..

i want to haf outings with my cousin pei, eunice and merissa too..

and my secondary sch classmates: myra, eunice, dawn and jan..

and my 10 years classmates: stef and ying..

so many outings, so lil time.

sianx.

(GIORDANO 30% OFF ALL BOTTOMS!! HURRy!!)

ah. its thursday. so fast man!!

hmm..

dun feel like typing much today although i really haf losta things to blog..

hmm.

well, firstly, i got into SMU. thank God. as how old corn puts it: " ur 3/4 voice also can make it." hahahaahah..

oh well.. thot was the essay that was given credit for. keke. (but hey. i edited like every chim word there and it sounds like me speaking. so ya. haha )

maaaaaan.. so now i'm back to my dilemma again. i'm quite for NUS already.. but everybody in NUS just wishes to transfer their credits to SMU!! and the distance factor is so tempting... alright. still have time to think. thank God.

mmmm.. chatting to ling, clara, yani now.. michelle, my boss, has also been talking to me on msn too. and i haf been talking to ryan too.

hmm..so.. this means they noe i'm slacking. ahha.. but they are not saying anything at all..
haha..

yea.. anyway ryan took half day. apparently, he's gg for some training thingy somewhere.. he's gg to change job le. i dun blame him. its so boring here la.. how can ppl take it working here for so long.. now i noe how corn feels.

corn: quit ur job.

aiyahhh.. sian.. i stil haf lots to do.. *wails* and i'm getting very restless.

o ya. before i forget.. everybody reading this entry:

PLEASE GO DOWN TO THE WALLET SHOP AND VOTE FOR DESIGN NO.17. IT IS OUR DARLING MING YI'S DESIGN. SO QUICK!!!

(ok ming ming.. i told everybody already.)

hmmm..

YAY!! bro finishes his exams todaeeeeeeeeee!! haha.. yay!!! can get my mp3 player leeeee! haha but thats not the only reason y i'm happy his exams are over laaa.. i not so bad lor..

talking abt mp3 players.. hailing told me during lunch just now that there is a black ipod mini?? gee. so cool la!! i want a black one!!!

and i think i should get mine first before becky gets hers...

*oops*

u din read that.

ahh. i finally managed to clear one of the huge stacks. i left like about 2 or 3 more stacks.. and a whole lot of names and classes to key into excel. haha. sheesh.

yup. experiencing lots of emotions lately. no idea why. hmmm.. hate this feeling.

just came back from lunch. yep. hailing's back at work! yay! haha.. poor girl is sick. hope she feels much better today. yea.

phwoar. yday tuition with krystel was kinda.. er.. lets just say i managed to survived it.

when we were in her room, she was complaining it was hot. and that she should have on her air con earlier. and i was thinking "ya. it would be nice if u prepared everything before i came."

anyway as minutes passed, the damn air con was still so hot and both of us started to perspire.

irritated, agitated and frustrated, krystel went to investigate the air con.

yep and so she did.

then she screamed.

hmm.. apparently, it was more of a curse than a scream. she started sayiing how stupid the maid was..

apparently, the maid pushed the window all the way behind the air con (the aircon was at rhe window there) then dunno wat thats why the "cold air cannot come out"

krystel was sooo pissed. and so was i; not only was it because i was hot and perspiring too (i just bathed), she couldn't concentrate on my maths.

after grumbling she asked if she could go take a 1 min break to drink water. and i was like "ya ok". the door opened 30 sec later.

as i had my back against the door, i turned ard, about to ask her to hurry up because we really haf not started on anything. but instead of seeing krystel and her glass of water, it was one of her brothers wearing nothing but a pair of black boxers with many small red hearts on it.

OH MANNNNNNN.

having grown up in a convent school, i seriously was (and still is) soooo embarassed la. dunno why also la. really, not say i was the one in the boxers. but sheesh, come on man. thats so sick.
he wanted to fix the damn air con then. and he told krystel to get him a screwdriver. (krystel came back already)

with her cup in her hands, she said "but i'm tuitioning!"

thank God. she knew she was having tuition.

so in the end her bro in the boxers said " ok lor, then u all can just live in this oven." and walked away.

THANK GOD!!

in the end, we opened the window and her room door, pushed the standing fan to the entrance of her room.

and we finally managed to do some work.

gosh.

we are going to have tuition on thursday again... oh man. please pray that her brothers wear more than just a pair of boxers..

what do u do when ur tuition kid doesn't complete ur homework? and msg u the day u are gg to have tuition with her?

oh man!!! i'm pissed.

sick.

poilitics. sick.

she's just a cleaning lady. she works 18 hours a day. she earn's less than $4 an hour.

she has 2 kids- 1 sec 3, the other p5, her husband doesn't earn much.

why can't u just let her off?

why are u fighting recycled paper and boxes with her?

just because she's on very good terms with someone u dun like?

hey uncle, i liked u. now i dun think so.

i rather believe her. than believe you.

and u were the one who was telling me that there's so much politics in this company. and how dumb u think it was. o. how ironic.

i'm disgusted. totally disgusted.

"We all have fears of various kinds- from worms to wars. Gideon's story teaches us that we can be confident of this: If Goad asks us to do sth, He'll give us the strength and power to do it."

today is such a hoooot day. gosh it has been like this for days already. argh. probably a good idea to go tan man. hahaah..

its a siGN!!!

..oh shut up.

alright. just had lunch.. yani treated me indian rojak and coffee. she's such a sweeeeeetie... :)

yup. bored again.

although got so much enrolment to do.

now got no inspiration to talk rubbish. prob later. :)

i love my brother: timothy goh shao wei :)

u are the best!! *YAY* thanks for lifting me out of the down-down mood.

i love you!! *smiles*

there are just some times u wish u nv existed.

as compared to my previous post, i noe its ironic.

but i just can't help it.

when u are down, u just feel down.

when u have somebody to love, u are blessed.

when u love somebody, u are blessed.

when u have somebody to listen to ur whining, u are blessed.

when u know that u will always receive a hug if u ask for one, u are blessed.

if u know that the sound of your name lights up someone's face, u are blessed.

if u know that u bring joy into someone's life, u are blessed.

IF U NEVER HAVE TO ENROL CHINA STUDENTS, U ARE SOOOOOO BLESSED.

but if u haf an income, u are blessed.
(laureen stop complaining.)

if u have a family that loves u very much, u are extremely blessed.

if u have a home to live in; a bed to sleep on; clothes to wear; food to eat; water to drink and to bathe; a bear (specifically laur-co) to hug, u are blessed.

if u have friends that u can count on, u are blessed.

if ryan doesn't come and u can sit on his table, u are blessed.

and esp if michelle doesn't come too, thats a bonus.

if u know that u dun walk this life alone, u are blessed.

The fact that Christ died for u; u are very blessed.

the fact that His "crown of thorns" was to cleanse ur corrupted mind; u are blessed.

the fact that His face was slapped and bruises all over, just to "save ur face"; u are blessed.

the fact that His grace scarred hands were pierced on to the cross so that u are able to stretch out ur hands to receive freely God's blessing; u are blessed.

the fact that He was pierced at His side.. and water n blood flowing out of His body, speaks clearly of repentence; u are so blessed.

the fact that His feet too, were pierced on the cross, allowed u to stand on ground of peace; yep, thats how blessed u are.

even if u dun believe in Him now, just know that u are very blessed.

Thank you Jesus.. for blessing me.

==laureen is just spending her morning, counting her blessings.==

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dun play play ah...

yea. i'm home. :) thank God.

interview was ok la. although i sounded funny, at least i managed to talk. talk crap la. i think i didn't make sense, but who cares. haha.. the most dun get in only wat. anyway, made up my mind. i rather go NUS. that is, if NUS accept me. hahahaha oh btw, serene cheong, KC fren, was in the same group as me.. father gave her a lift to bugis after the interview. haha.. OOO!!! Serene and i met Yeong Min too!! yay!! hahaha..

yay!! i got a call from ne yday!! she's shortlisted for the Law interview in NUS!! haha.. yay!! she's so excited, and i'm so happy for her.. haha... her interview and test is on next friday.. will be praying for her!!

yup. supposed to go out with bin today. made her go out with me today. but stupid laureen is still sick. argh. so i had to cancel it with binny bin bin. sorry bin.. :(

alrite. so i'm stuck at home. not feeling well.. again. thank God the headache didn't come during the interview. guess i'll go sleep some hours first...

ARGHHHHH.. sick sick sick sick.

tmr interview..

die die die...

*pray pray pray*

ah. lost 1/2 of my voice today. and i really stopped talking today. *stares at minnie*

woke up feeling very sick. wanted not to come today, but then i think of the money that would otherwise be earned, opportunity cost.. haha.. so i managed to pull myself out of bed. haha.. required a lot of energy.

haha.. anyways, hailing didn't come today.. so i had lunch with yani.. she's so sweet. haha.. although she's like 6 years older than me.. she felt like my age la. (as in 18.. not 8) so anyway.. went to sing post to eat. ate my yong tau fu.. again.haha

hmm.. ne also received her NTU letter liao!! ya.. but she got into accounting.. she says she wasn't syhortlisted for the law interview.. because they call all the ppl le.. :( so sad.. but then she said her 2nd choice in NUS is biz!! haha.. hope she gets biz too.. then atr least we can biz together. haha.. buit i think she rather her accountancy. haha.. earn more money, it seems.

hmm.. stef and i planned our "tuition reunion" today 2 weeks ago.. it was going to be held tonight.. BUT. smelly sam has to study for some dumb paper which she failed and stef has a stupid last minute meeting at 7pm.. so sad la. :( laureen has to cancel it. stupid. cannot make it la.. i miss stef, sam, jieyan and teach.. stef and sam esp... :(

hmmm diana just had her NTU interview a few hours ago. i really hope she manages to get a place there.. aiyah sure wan la. must haf faith. haha :)

yuP. my smu interview is on friday. and half my voice is like gone. i'm trying so hard to avoid all chilli stuff.. and i haf managed to. haha.. **i ate yong tau fu without chilli ok. and i'm not bluffing. i avoided all the fried stuff.. haha. prob God made those 2 asses not free, coz he noes i'm gg to lose my voice if i ate fish and co. haha.. so yea.. thanks God. haha

hmm. i wore my new GIORDANO shirt today.. then we not meeting. wa lao. could have actually save the shirt for another day la..

received an e-mail from ntu just now.. haha they invite me to their biz hi tea. so funny la. haha..
but i'm nv gg to travel to boon lay anymore. unless i can't get into NUS or SMU.. (dear God... please dun let me travel all the way there anymore.. i rather clementi.. )

and then time is passing really slowly today.

i've been coughing the whole darn day.. o man.. its all because of that darn ba hu i ate yday.. because it was staring at me.. :(

argh. yday when i was gg back, something scary happened. was walking to the train station when this big size man stopped me.. haiyo.. he's very very dirty looking.. there were tattos on his upper arm.. he was very very dirty lokking. and he started speaking, i couldn't help but notice the missing teeth in his mouth.. and those that remain.. were decaying..

he was talking to me in chinese, saying he lost his wallet.. and his grandmother is in critical condition in the hospital. she's diagnosed with diabetes and she had to have her leg amutated. reminds me of my own ah ma.

anyway. i didn't run away becoz i have no idea why. it hasn't hit me yet. i was so stunned.
anyway as i was still staring at him.. and about to do whatever it takes to get away from him, like giving him money, so i would be out of that situation.. thank GOD my colleague walked past. (the guy who i nv spoke to in my whole how-many-months-i've-been-working-here time.) he looked at me and i was staring at him, and he said "er.. aren't u late for class??"

i was quick man. "er.. ya!!"

and ran next to him. we started walking really fast and u can hear that poor dirty man screaming "xiao jie.. xiao jie.."

"walk faster.. walk faster..!!"

practically running la. wah lao.

anyway thank GOd for him. or i really wouldn't know what willl happen to me. i hope i dun see him anymore.but it struck me that there really are ppl who dun live lives like the way i do.

corn opened my letter today. it was from NTU. so.. ya. i'm accepted there. but then.. i actually dun want to go there. haha.. but at least i noe i can fall back on sth now.

Thank u, God. :)

not really in a bloggy mood today. duno why. i think its the throat. :(

and i haf to teach krystel today la!! please pray she doesn't irritate me by not doing my way. and being so darn freaking neat. :(

the week end's been great. reeeaaalllyyyy great. ok la prob not the whole week end but bits of it. aiyah what i talking.

met bin on friday after work.. hahaha. ran to the train station after work la. ya. RAN. coz bin waiting for me there.. hahaha.. (cell was cancelled.. coz a lot of ppl couldn't make it.) so anyway.. bin and i went to Orchard for the World Of Sports sale.. which is act not much la. dun talk about it. so pissed. all the stuff still so ex. :( anyway, felt i'll let myself down if i didn't get anything. so...laureen finally owns a NIKE sports bra. wahahaha.. i wanted that blue blue wan.. but dun haf la. sianx. so black lor.. haha. standard. anywayyy.. bin bought a pair of nike socks. hmm. haha
yup. bin gave me this xiao ding dang thingy. haha.. xiao ding dang was wearing george's clothes la.. (george as in panda bear george..) wahahahahaah.. i was laughing so hard.. its so darn cute.. she gave me lots of other jap food stuff too..

BIN. U ROCK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

yup. so we had like such a fun night.. and we decided to go travelling together.. haha.. i dun careeee.. i want to gooooooo.. prob we should go bali. haha laureen can go sun tan in her new nike sports bra!! yay!! ahh.. watever.

anyway. yea. thats friday. haha sat was an even greater day. :) not only it was because old corn has reached 22 years of age and still growing.. i met someone else. so for the record,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD CORN!!!
as sms-ed, may u always be yellow and ur leaves, ever green. love you manz!

woke up at 10:30. couldn't sleep more la. haha die ah. getting old. anyway.. got up.. walked ard the house.. haha.. then sat down do some of vonney's maths questions.. managed to solved them. yay!! then.. went to bathe and change.. left the house with the whole family.. was on the train when this woman walked up to me.. haha.. stood in front of me and grinned.

AMANDA LAM!!! hahaha.. my kindergarten classmate. so sweet lor.. she actually bothered to walk towards me and say hi. :) love you babe.

yup. so after sending jo to her ALW class at centre pointmother went to POSB.. and she asked me go walk ard myself first.. was in MANGO when i saw this really nice black bag with green trimmings.. it costs $49. i decided to get it for corn. haha.. but i wanted mother to see it first before i buy it. because old corn and my tastes is very different. and mother's taste is like corn's taste. which makes mother's taste and my taste different. but that doesn't mean i got bad taste, although they always say i got bad taste. which is not true because i think my teaste is ok la.. not that bad. understand?? haha

so anyway was checking out this GREEN MANGO SKIRT WHICH COST ONLY $25. and the PANTS WHICH COSTS $35... (which i tried later on and there weren't any of my size for BOTH THE SKIRT AND PANTS. so pissed) diana msged me!! she has an interview with NTU biz schooL!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY FOR HER!!!!! called her straight away..

DIANA.. JIA YOU!! :D

then.. went to posb to meet mother. and went to mango to look at the bag. yup. mother said the bag was nice, but she asked me if it was worth it. i just told her "well, the bag costs $49. corn can carry it; i can carry it; u can carry it. so $49 divide by 3.. yep mother. its worth it!" and i bought it. (corn loves the bag too, btw)

we went to robinsons again to look at bras. yep. again. haha.. so anyway, nvm. shan't talk about that part.

mother and i went to delifrance after that and she treated me to a fruit tartlet and an espresso. and mother was telling me what happened the day before at her boss' retirement party the day before. haha.. she's so proud of herself because the boss kept praising her. haha she's been working for him for more than 13 years, u see. haha.. mother's such a good secretary. what to do.. my mother ma.. hahaha..

then i went to pick jo from her class then meet mother at cold storage.

after which i left them at city hall mrt to meet chong...... :)

went to sakae, as usual, for dinner.. was explaining to me all the army stuff la.. then i just stare back at him.. in the end i got it ok.. he's in 1 of the 4 special units ah.. dunno wat la.. diffuse bomb wan la. haha..

anyway gave him the Picard walllet i bought. haha.. glad he likes it. really glad.
had a great night la. just realised his dimples are like so nice la. ddammit. haha.. aiyah whatever.
went home that day feeling very very happy. :)

met corn at pasir ris.. father drove us home. we cut the cake without any cameras to capture the moment. because the camera DIED. AGAIN. corn was so pissed.

poor corn.. told corn i'll draw a portrait of her. haha.. but nv la in the end. haha

anyways,sunday was quite a diff story. prob its the lack of sleep or sth.. felt very grumpy.. haha the only thing that mde me happy was who i was with the night before. hahaa.. it just brings back very very happy memories.. ya..

this part goes to Lina mentos:
hey girl.. sorry ah.. made u go back to the shop to do ur belt.. i noe like very bo sim la.. sorry la.. because i dun think i will be gg far east for like a long period of time.. sorry hor. anyway i still hope u like the belt.

hmmm.. pastor talked to me after mkc.. came out of the room crying. sian. i dun get it la. i seriously dun understand whats wrong with the whole world. y can't we just love each other. why should there be different view points over such matter? i dun understand why ppl have to make sth so easy seem so difficult. what? is it because i'm acting like an 8 yr old- of which i'm optimistic about life or whatever shit that the quiz results say.. i dun understand. y can't we all just agree.. i mean dun u love God? yes? then dun u know what u are doing is so shallow? dammit. adults are so dumb. so so so so dumb. talk talk talk thats all u noe how to do.

Tickle's Original Inkblot Test
Reveal Your Subconscious Mind
Laureen, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love

Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not. You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences. The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love — hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others. With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.

Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.



awwwwwwwwwwww.... hahahahaa.. longest i took so far.. 56 questions. reccomended by effandy. wahahaha.. yea.. now the 2 of us are like doing quizes.. hahahaha.. bonding man. finally bonding with colleagues. hahaha.. dun think will blog anymore. haha see ya next week!!