hmmm.. i dunno man. just dun feel very well these days.

started on sunday during the bowling thing.. (i'm getting better at bowling. haha.. corn and i manage to hit 72 pins down.. not bad la ok.. haha shut up. dun laugh.) anyways.. head was pain then.. then it continued on monday and then today.. oh dear.. i need prayers, guys..

had scary nightmares yday. 2 in fact. one after another. scared like crap. urgh. and my energy level iz 0 now.. all those dreaming.. i mean.. want to dream also dream of my prince la.. then my energy not wasted ma. ah. whatever.

yani came back from KL yday i think. she bought a lot of food stuff.. its in the pantry now la.. but its not open so i dun dare to go be the first one to take it. also, that woman dunno fly where.. after lunch, disappeared.. cannot go ask her kope one packet here.. haha.. oh well.. will just satisfy my constantly-itchy-mouth, with xiao man tous. its the only thing that is "mine".

hmm.. my mind is in a whirl. some part of me is looking fwd to uni life. and most part of me is not. i dunno why? new environment, maybe? i dunno. but the feeling is disgusting. natural ba.. i guess.. but y didn't i feel this way in JC.. hmm.. dunno maaann..

hmmm... MJ vs VJ in soccer tmR!! its the FINALS!! sheesh. when hai ling told me during lunch a few hours ago.. so excited la.. haha dunno whats my problem also. hahaah

oh wells.. its the 24th. bro will be back soon. :D hope he can make if for dinner tmr with aunty ruth...