You Are 8 Years Old

8 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

WAHAHAHAHAH

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

haha.. got this quiz from minnie's blog. i'm so into doing quizes now.. did a few more yday when i was supposed to be doing my work. hahahhahaha.. :p hope i dun get sack soon siahz..

kk laureen blogs later. now.. its time for luNCH!!!! porridge porridge porridge.. with luncheon meat and peanuts. wahaha...

The Confidence Test
Show The World What You're Really Made Of
Laureen, your confidence level is medium

As a result, you probably see yourself as a great, focused, or energized person at least half of the time. However on other days, stress and self-doubt might leave you feeling a bit low. So while you're generally a warm person who thinks highly of yourself and others, your behavior may change for the worse when you're having "one of those days." Luckily, people like you tend to bounce back pretty easily. Your social ability seems to be the trait that you most value in yourself of the five main traits that affect confidence. You also seem to appreciate this characteristic in others.

haha.. if i look like i'm bored. i'm actually not. i really have lots of lots of enrolment to do. the pile of forms now are like 4.5cm high. (yea. i measured it.)

guess no more blogging for the day.

anyway, we gg to celebrate corn's bdae tonight at thai express, siglap. haha.. i'm treating. i'm such a darling sister. wahahah.. diana said she's treating her family thai next week too.. haha so qiao.

kk.. NO MORE BLOGGING. (go check out bin's japan photos.. very pretty.. the flowers!! not bin!! hahahahahaah.. okok kidding bin, kidding.. )

hapPy biRthday CHONG~

What Does Your Style Say About You?
Laureen, your style says you're Preppy and Classic

Just because you're preppy doesn't mean pinks and greens are your favorites (though they just might be!). But your style does tell the world that you don't have to mess with fleeting fads and fly-by-night fashion. You usually go for what's classy, and you know that means you'll always look stylish no matter what's the trend of the day.You're the type of girl who's a true blue, and we bet you're the one friends go to when they need a good word of advice or a shoulder to cry on. And your style says the same thing — you're not about to follow the herd, you know just where you're headed. That never goes out of style. Now that's chic!

so happening. hahahaha.. i found that quiz quiz page i always did when i was bored in sec 3!!! haha.. it used to be www.emode.com. now dunno become what tickle website.. haha..

dammit!! why is lynn wearing jeans?! how come she's allowed and i am noT?!!!!! and she's the front desk person?!!!! oh gosh!! wear jeans with mickey mouse shirt also la!!

NOT FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

haiiiiiiiyo. the day is passing so slowly. but thank God.. its finally time to blog. wahaha

anyways, yesterday's tuition passed quite fast. although krystel (the kid) was like chao hyper. urgh. she kept on singing coral secondary school song.. OVER and OVER and OVER again. wah lao.. some more the song quite funny lor.. meaning got the words "coral reefs" and all.. haha.. oops. anyway KC school song is still the nicest, beats MJ. haha HANDS DOWN. alrite, anyway, that kid ah.. piang.. kept insisting to do her teachers way.

e.g. x + 5 = 7

so normally, we will bring the 5 over.. and it becomes..

x = 7 - 5 = 2.

but she kept insisting on putting on redundant numbers such as:

x + 5 = 7
x + 5 - 5 = 7 - 5
x = 2

i told her, "ya its correct; but the teacher is doing it this way because she wants u to understand that each side of an equation must balance. so now u know, u can just bring the 5 over like that.."

"but i want to do my teacher's way.. i cannot change la.. i like it this way"

"but u will be wasting time, paper, pen ink and er.. money (to buy the pen) also la!!"

"nvm.. its ok. i can afford."

wah slap her la.

thats not all la..

she accidentally drew a line on the new assesment book. (FAINT lines that are less than 1 cm) she FREAKS OUT. as in LITERALLY FREAK OUT, and use that correction tape of hers..
and she refuses to cancel the wrong answers, must use that correction tape. and then simply refuses to do the workings on the book. "i very fussy, hor? what to do?? i'm a neat freak." she told me with that cheeky grin..

gosh. and u know that laureen goh is far from neat.. wah.. cannot stand it.

then again, she's still cute, and i'm sure she'll do well in maths. i just haf to stop her from singing during tuition. arGH. should have charge higher than $120 la. dammit. haha

argh.. my throat hurts.. :( think i really falling sick le.. sians.

i'm gg far east later after work.. suppose to find a present for a certain someone. haha.. since diana has muay thai, asked elsa if she wanted to have dinner with me tonight.. but that girl ah.. gg bkk on friday.. and she hasn't packed her bag, and she's already gg out tmr..so she can't meet me.. sians.

so i've decided go myself. macham no friends. haha.. but its ok. go home after buying it, i'm very very tired. eyebags are super bad.

alrite, before i forget.. everybody esp those linked to me- or rather, i linked to- there's this sickening irritating person posing as me, using my nick. so please be careful ya.. dunno who ah.. ne said prob its my admirer.. hahaha.. that'ld be funny. coz i'll whack that person up and down, left and right.. dun see me no strength.. haha

aiyah.. very sleepy..

hmm.. just finish a packet of "hello Panda" strawberry biscuits. its good man.. all pandas are called GEORGIE. haha..

hmmm.. i'm still thinking when i should work here until.. its getting super boring. dun understand how come the ppl here caan survive working for years here..

aww man.. chao tired...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINA MENtoS dARliNg!! LOVe YA!!

sth i owe the a102 peeps.. hahaha.. for a very very long time..


the girls..


bin, ling and me..


the malay girls and mr chen..


adil, bin and ling..


hanee banee and me..


bin and ling..

and it is a brand new day to write another entry for my blog. haha

i clipped my hair today with a pink clip- just to match my pink skirt. hehe so sweet hor. haha

hmm.. talking to stef quek and diana now. gosh they are so funny. and well.. stef is just plain dumb. haha whats new.. :Þ

anywaes.. the funniest thing that i've seen today : 10 (in total) pudgy ninja turtles **raphael in specific** dancing simultaneously in their own circle. sooooo cuuttttteeee.. soooooo funnnyyyyy... i tried so hard not to laugh.. but i did la. then all the china students all stare at me. so paiseh. wah piang..

so anyway.. i'm bored again.. yea.. just came back not toolong ago from buying kinder bueno!! haha.. 7-11 sells it at $1.40 lor.. NTUC only $1. cheat ppl wan.. :( but nvm la.. taste great after eating it. haha all because of yvonne.. sianx.

not only did i buy kinder bueno and some hershey chocs (for krystel tonight) i also boughht 2 miniham and cheese bread for michelle, 1 time out choc for yani and 1 tom yam fried rice for xiao rong at this vegetarian place. haha

just said sth which i should have thought first before saying it.. feel really bad now. told her i didn't mean it negatively..just that i was excited.. she said its ok. i mean what else could she haf said. arGH. laureen goh. ur mouth is so big and brains so small.. arGH.

hmmm.. i talkked to stef quek the whole day la.. haha.. boy, she must be loving my copmpany. wahahaahaha..

anyway~ SMU called~! yup.. 22 April.. haha.. i think credit goes to tim for writing the lay out for me.. but i did away with all the chim words and put in words that i will use. which is erm.. a lot. haha..

another great news!!


I GOT MY PAY TOO!!!!


YAY!! GIORDANO.. here i come! !hahahaahahah...


for the first time, my pay can go to 4 digits. but haha.. not say by a lot. oh well. must save money.. haha...

father was talking about the charity shows yesterday night during dinner.. he told us that it is so wrong for these shows to use prizes to entice ppl to call.. he said "charity comes from the HEART" and with such activity, the meaning of CHARITY would be gone. it means that u expect sth back and charity means NOT to expect anything back. but then again... if u dun entice ppl to call.. would u be able to raise as much money?? of course not.In general, Man are selfish creatures. wait long long la.

selfish..

father told us yday that the money raised during the Tsunami last year by the REd cross, which amounted to over 2 billion dollars..were gone to building bungalows for the political members and whoever that is considered impt in Aceh.

corrupted, selfish, heartless idiots.

corn asked me if i donated to the tsunami ppl.. i couldn't really remember.. i'm sure i did monetary donations, then jo said "ur clothes!!" and ya! i donated my clothes- my shirts, shorts and esp numerous pairs of pyjamas la!! wah.. i donated all the pyjamas i could find( esp those i wore when i was much much smaller).. very hard to let go, ok. but i did la, in the end.

"YA. i gave my clothes!! my pyjamas ok!! all of which had sentimental value!!! money cannot buy such things ok. cost much more.."

then thats when corn said " ya. i bet those ppl living in those bungalows are using it as rags now"


ARGHHHHHHHH...

ahh.. there. there finally isn't any black hole up there. haha.. finally learned how to do this thing. all by myself ok. haha.. so proud of myself..

anyway.. its mondday.. again.. hmm.. so ryan's not here.. so i'm sitting on his table.. again.. *YAY* haha..

i tried posting my entry on friday. its not that i dun want to post.. its just that there's sth wrong with blogger. dumbass.. the entry i typed so long la.. typed twice some more.. wah piang.. then all gone.. pek chek.

anyway.. i'm not gg to type again. i can't be bothered.

yUP. i'm so bored. and i smell of smoke. so smelly laaaaaaaa... hailing and i went to eat lunch at our regular place.. and the temple nearby was burning stuff.. so ya. u guessed it.. we came back to the office smelling like we just smoked tens of packets of cigarettes. arGH.

so i went to the toilet just now. after washing my hands, i realised that there was the air freshener nearby.. haha.. dun think have to explain what i did la. but it did help ok.. a bit la.. i prob smell like some lemon toilet now.. ahhh.. whatever.

i went blog to blog on friday looking for my sec sch frens blogs.. found so many ppl la.. just that haven't linked them yet.. haha.. a bit lazy on that one.. anyways, i found this on clara's blog.. and i did the test twice. and i'm gg to do it AGAIN.. because the damn blogger got problem (as said before...)



Congratulations! you're Susan!
Who are you most like on Desperate Housewives??
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so anyway. i'm susan. haha.. yay!! i get the dishy plumber too!! haha.. he's so cute. but i think i'ld prefer chad michael murray. he's cuter.. *dreamy* but dammit. he's engaged. haha.. oh whatever..

hmmmmmmm.. haha.. we (corn, kirbs, bex, philo, dicky and me) watched miss congeniality after church yday.. it was so funny la.. haha.. esp the part at the airport where gracie hartt has decided to go back and she was still wearing the grandmother's clothes..haha.. philip kept asking why are her boops sagging. hahaha.. then sam and gracie started fighting.. haha.. i guess only ppl who watched it noe wht i'm talking la.. it was so funny. the not so funny part was when philo dropped the whole box of pop corn on the floor..** it was the i-thought-u-were-holding-it thing la.. anyway.. popcorn covering ur toes is not a very nice feeling.. they are sticky. :( gross. anyway.. we al were very sorry for the cleaners.. we tried scooping up some of the sticky pop corn.. so there were lesser on the floor.. haha.. anyway.. please remember.. pop corn on toes is not a very nice feeling.

sooo.. after the movie rushed down to the airport.. was 1 hour late for yvonne's tuition.. **paiseh ah girl.. sorry sorry**

haha.. reached home super shack.. i still am.. haha.. and i stink laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. aiyah. :(

becks gave me quite a scare just now. she really did. oh well. at least i talked to pastor already. so i wun die in that area. lets just hope daryl wun kill me... ahhh i'm just wondering out loud.

hmmm.. daniel is no longer working with me :( neither is diana. :( but at least there's still hai ling! :) we had aloe vera yoghurt after lunch today. rocks man... and i think i'm so dumb. should have grabbed that packet of twisties that was staring at me too. but i didn't. and now.. here i am.. craving for it.. desiring it.. dammit.

daniel just came by to sign his time sheet. crap lor. nv come find me. he said he didn't noe i was in the room alone again.(** i'm in the #01-03 room again because unle had fits this morning... so he had to be admitted to hospital.. por uncle :( )

hmm... and so.. the radio function in my handphone is gg crazy. changing channels like nobody's business.. and i'm not even touching the phone. siGH. is that like a good excuse to buy a mp3 player.?? and yes i haven't bought it yet. haha.. i missed the sale. so must wait for tim to finish exam coz he promise to bring me to the creative warehouse!! yay!! and he ends his paper on 28th april la. siGH. nvm.. shall be paitient with my hp... patience is a virtue. and i'm so virtuous. wat to do?? wahahahahaha...

hmm.. i need to pee man. argh\. but i can't. because i'm alone in the room. and i can't leave this room because the students can anyhow anyhow with the books... argh.. 18 min more before i leave anyway.. tahan la

yup. meeting joyce at the MRT station later.. she's gg to pass me lina mentos' drum sticks. haiyo.. haah.. then i haf to go mentos house to pass it to her.. she lucky to have me as her mentor man.. i'm such a sweet one. wahahahah.. :P

ya.. i'm wearing corn's really long skirt today. hmm.. yuP its time to shave the legs. sian. wahahahahaah..

i want twisties la!!! fed up. :(

HAPPY BIIRTHDAY STEF CHEW!! I LOVE YOU!!
like as if u'll read it.. but nvm. haha...

to a certain somebody that is very dear to me:

although every time i see u, there's this wide bright smile on ur face; as if everything's fine. But i know u are going thru a very difficult time. i'm probably one of the priviledge few who u share your thoughts with.

And "i just want to let you know that i'll be here for you- becos i'm ur sister."

"I'll Stand By You"

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
’cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along
’cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

my head hurts.. i think its the lack of sleep.

read someone's blog today.. while working. haha.. reading the entries evoked certain thoughts and feelings..

feelings i relate to.. thoughts that i can't comprehend but yet- somehow- agree.

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thought of the day (esp after reading the blog):

does love really "knows no boundaries"?

because if it does, it surely doesn't include if the love we have for that thing or that particular someone is permissable or not. and THAT, sucks.


URGH. can they please stop asking whther i have a boyfriend? dammit.

"to err is human; to forgive, divine."

its only human to do so. i understand.

but it didn't hit me as hard until i accidentally found out.

its unbelievable; its unthinkable.

"to forgive and to forget"

are we able to do so?

probably the forgive part.. but i dun think it will be easily forgotten..

God, have mercy..

yep. life still goes on.

anyways.. i didn't go to work yday. i really didn't had the mood to do much la.corn also took urgent time off. haha. URGENT.

anyway, yea. whenever i start thinking of jess.. i tell myself that she was suffering so much la.. then try not to think how she looked when i rushed off from work to see her for the last time. she's such a sweetie and a darling.. siGh. oh well.. iits ok.. i'm fine.. thanks to all who haf encouraged me.. esp diana, mentos and daryl.. :)

hmm.. just took coffee from the pantry. the cofee, although its nescafe.. it sucks la.. taste so gross. (3-in-1 btw)

hmm.. ryan nv come today. they say he MC.. so i msg michelle.. ask her why she nv come.. and michelle say today she take leave. so obvious la.. go and tc or ryan. piang.. haha.. and because i didn't come yday.. and she's not here today.. there's nobody to sign my time sheet. lets hope my pay wun come in so late again. just die la.

so anyways.. i got permission and i'm sitting at ryan's place.. yea. his place is so big. i like sitting here.. haha.. anyway.. it was hui ling's last day yday.. so sad lor.. she chouldn't see me for the last time. hehe. :p oh well.. i haven't really tok about my dept yet in "laureen's workplace and characters" series.. haha soon la..

yea.. just e-mailed corn.. she said its 15 days to her becoming 22. gee. so old lor.. corn says she's an "old corn" le.. hahahaaha.. so funny.. i was telling her i still remembered the kembangan days where we always stand in front of the tv and follow the woman doing aerobics. it was our activity in the late afternoon and early evening. haha.. ya.. then we'll grab a bowl of cereal and do 2 things at one time: eating the cereal.. and do aerobics. wahahaha..

siGh. so fast.. time flies like nobody's business. turning 19 in a month and 15 days time.. 19 man. i still remembered my 9th.. no actually not. i remembered my 10th birthday actually. haha.. i was wearing a purple dress at home. and my cake was black forest.. (** NOTE TO DARYL: BLACK FOREST. NOT BLUE BERRY.)

also remember the first day we had jess.. haha.. i had to go to sch coz i was in the morning session in KINDERLAND. ya.. K2. haah.. and corn.. that smelly corn.. who was pri 3 at that time.. was able to go and fetch jessie home. wah piang. everytime like that. corn gets to bring new things home.. and me? have to go to sch.

u say thats only 1 incident??

well.. there was the birth of jolene goh.

i was 8 years old. it was a tuesday. i just finished piano class.. father fetched me home. he said "ur mother is in hospital. baby coming out already" and i wanted to go to the hospital too. but noooo.. "u have sch tmr.. cannot.. jie jie in the afternoon sch (pri 5).. so she can go."

wa lao.

i nv get to bring new things (living) home. :(

IN LOVING MEMORY

-JESSIE-

4 AUG 1992

-

30 MAR 2005

JESS..

my darling..

my friend..

my listening ear..

my chilhood friend..

my dog.

i know u had to go..

i love u.. i miss u..

"Clinic only open at 6 pm. Mom will go with me later. Then proceed to Church. Groomer said to put her to sleep so that she need not to suffer all the pain. Normally their life span is only 11 - 12 years. Jessie is already almost 14 years. So don't be so emotion and silly over her loss. Let her sleep peacefully and we paid for disposal with the vet. Understand. I dont want you girlsd to behave so emotion and look silly ok... "- FATHER


I DUNNO WHAT TO THINK. DISTRAUGHT.

JESS is suffering..

suffering.. bleeding.. houseflies.. maggots..

my heart is breaking.

I DON'T WANT HER TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... but she's in pain.. she's suffering...

i dunno i dunno i dunno..

this is going to sound so" copy cat-tish".. but after much research.. there's only 2 that actually appeal to me..



lina's????


or...


daryl's???



** hope both of u dun mind.. but if u do, then tell me. haha makes my decision easier also.

i'm at work.. and work is boring...

ahh. uncle francis (my partner) never come todayyy.. so i'm alone at the #01-03 room-alone. yep. haha..

anyway, my previuos blog entry wasn't meant to get any sympathy or whatsoever. prob i seem to be a diff person to u on the outside. but on the inside-- there's nothing inside... aiyah its the "u won't understand what i'm gg thru" kind of thing.. (ya, i noe.. whatever) haha.. anyway, i think i'm slowly finding my confidence.. its just somewhere out there la. God will find it for me. haha.. *looks up* rite, God?

anyway, i must so blog this.. on sat met becks at kembangan.. before gg to church for our very first hip-hop dance lesson. haha.. yup, u heard it, rite. haha.. anyway.. we were at tiong bahru plaza before gg to church.. and i saw my spectacles at one of those shops la.. idiot. the frame costs only $60 la!! fed up... called mother rite away.. i was complaining like crazy.. then she said its my lens thats really ex., haha.. since my pair of eyes have both reached 1000 degrees each, i guess ya la. it should be ex. haha.. so i felt better after that.

anyway, hip hop class was sooooooo fun and so cooL!!! hahah.. we (bex, lina, joanne, me and dicky) started at 11 plus.. and we were still doing it before service started at 7 on Friday (* it was GOOD FRIDAY!!) anyway, all of us drank too much snappel.. we went crazy.and of coz, the craziest was lina. hahaha..

*5, 6, 7, 8!!* oh goodness.. the steps and the song has been in our heads ever since.. haha.. its so fun!!..

hmmm.. i want to learn how to play the guitar man. although my first attempt failed.. haha.. oh well.. just a thought.

and OHHHHH.. i've been hit by the mp3 craze. hmmmm.. blame daniel for that.. showing me his new mp3 player which he bought from tua-ku. hahah.. lina's ZEN is so cool laaaaaaaaaa.. is tap tap tap one.. haha... and looking at daryl's newly bought one yday confirmedmy need for one. haha.. i'm so getting one of those mp3 thingys.. just waiting for mother to pay me back my $380 then i can go get one.. so i'll probably look ard first.. hehe.. so exciting man!!wahahaha..

mother said she found me a tuition kid. great! more $.i need it. haha.. so funny we just couldn't decide how much to charge that sec 1 kid. haha.. i dunno.. see whether the kid's parent trust me. wahahah..

today is jo the mo's birthday. haven't gotten her anything yet. dieded. but i'm pulling her to giordano later tonight.. haha.. i dun care man. i've not gotten any giordano thingys for so long because i've been waiting for her bday. hahaah.. i'm so cheapo. oh whatever. i love jo the mo!! except when she doesn't do my work, or anyhow do, or can't be bothered.

hey guess what. i'm wearing my $3 John Little shirt today!! (and corn's pink skirt) WAHAHA.. yep. save money.. good for the soul... esp when the money saved can get u a mp3 player. :)

phoebe. lavina. claire. evangeline. ann. beatrice. olivia. violet.

just some names of fictous women who live in laureen's big brain (swimming ard..).

they all have one thing in common- confidence.

and thats why they remain in my head- as women i look up to.

recently, i figured out why i can't be that girl i always wanted to be. because i finally realised i lack self confidence.

i can't argue with ppl without standing firm on my point. just argue argue then forgetting what i stood for.

i can't put on perfomances in front of so many people as how i did and loved before.

for the life of me, i have forgotten how to speak chinese, and u can see my confidence in chinese plummet to 0.

being a JC student, i'm suppose to be knowledgable and intelligent (as these were one of the few characteristics i perceived in a JC student when i was a secondary sch student.) i somehow dun think i possess any of that- my results were somehow a miracle. (thank God.)

hmm... self confidence.. i seem to lost some (or most) of it which i previously owned. where did it run off to??

anybody seen laureen's "confidence" running around?? can u please tell it that she's looking desperately for it???

its either i'm desperate, or i'm tired.

------------------------- the space below is dedicated to tim --------------------------

thanx bro for helping me with my SMU application! *MUACKS* i love yOU!

oh my goodness.. u are the most chim person i ever met.( even words that are just 1 or 2 syllabus..) i'm so gg to put u under character reference in my future job applications next time.*in awe* oh man!! can you please write all my essays in future????? heheheee

siGH.. tired. wahahahhahaha...

i apply to NUS and NTU le. i feel so stupid. i just submtted the NUS form without writing any of those essays thingys.. coz i was so tired, i couldn't be bothered.. oh Gosh.. so dumb la... feel so scared now....

so stupiddddddddddddd.. aiyoh.

lucky NTU got no essays..

arGH. i noe i'm over him. i KNOW.

but i hate it when he talks to other girls to me or just mentioning that he is talking to other girls.

i hate it when he says things that make me angry but i know he's kidding. (like i'm short).

i hate it when i talk to him because i think i'm better off not talking to him.

then again.. i want to talk to him.

i'm just so frustrated!! arGHHHHH.... what do i want la.

laureen.. u are such a big fat idiot.

arGH!! i wantd to put this as my pic on my skin and take away the road road... but it turned out so small and pathetic!! arGH!! i failED!! well.. i guess i shall not put my efforts to waste. this was what i was doing he whole of last night. (and i still failed.)








sigh..

*disappointed*

ah.. 5. its blogging hour!!!

i wore my new pair of lens to work today. its an achievement. haha.. it is more comfortable than my previou one.. because that pair is so much smaller than this pair.. so can u imagine how much i've been suffering??? then again.. my eyes getting dry now i think.. and its getting painful.. nver bring the drop drop.. haha.. anyways.. i just came back from the toilet.. my eye bags are like so bad la.. crap.. its so so so bad.. so ugly.. i really need to put stuff on my face from now on man..

aiyah. today i wore yellow to work.. so bright hor. haha.. ok whatever.

let me finish my adventure on sat.

so.. th4 of us (bin, hui ting, ne and me) went marche to eat... eat er.. rosti, pizza, sting ray and calamari.. after eating these 4 dishes.. ne and i went to order the not-to-be-missed waffle (the one with the bananas and ice cream.... yum..) yea.. so ne and i 'sampled'the ice cream flavours.. haha (ya la!! i also didn't noe can sample.) then we chose our ice crea,m... some macadamia dulce..

anyway.. the guy that was serving us was quite cute la. haha.. ok no link.

he accidentaly burnt our waffle.. not-too-black-but-still-can-la types.. and he compensated us by putting SO MUCH chocolate sauce.. SO MUCH LORRRRR..... hahahahha.. until the old auntie next ti him ask him to stop. (i dun like old aunties anymore.)

we were entitled to 1 scoop of topping for our ice cream.. bu ne.. haha.. she just keep on putting scoop after scoop.. hahahahaha.. raisin la.. peanuts la.. LOTS of peanuts.. hahaha.. and the 2 of us were laughing so hard when we walked baack to the table. and we told bin and hui ting how we got so much chocolate sauce.

(ne said it was because i am charming and she is gorgeous) (can't deny facts..)

haha anyway.. we went walking ard at heeren feeling really full and about to puke becos of so much choc sauce. haha..

met troy at heeren.. troy is so pretty.. wo kan ta zhang da ok. haha.. i mean.. yah.. we have been classmates since sec 1. haha.. and that woman score straight A's la. piang. anyway.. we talked a bit bout celest's @#$% bf. and we were so enraged. haha..

met becky later on.. she was with her best fren- gao lao shi. hahahaha.. gao lao shi is really from china. she has the china accent and face. surprised i could understand her. hahaha..

anyway.. becks and i went walking ard.. our aim of the day was to buy tim's present.

in the end.. we (or rather, i) got tim a green sling bag (that is sooooo nice... i wanted it for myself. *sigh*) and a pair of ripcurl slippers..

becky paid 1/5 of the total amout OR she paid half of the slippers. hahaha.. whichever that sounds better.

anywayyyyyyy.. met corn for dinner at MOS at Taka.. and corn started telling us about what happened dureing church prac.. the inconsiderate person that got onto everybody's nerves. and RECENTLY, MINE.

that was the end of Saturday's adventure. reached home super shagged.

SUNDAY

ah.. put on my specs, and my GIordano outfit. haha.. i'm such a giordano girl. haha.. ok no link
anyway.. i thought i looked really good on sunday. haha anybody thought the same?? haha.. nvm i dun want to noe anyway.

went to church.. everybody said my specs was nice.. :) of course!! haha.. $380 k. dun play ah..
we had to act during MKC.. haha.. i was the cup bearer in the Joseph story.. haha.. it was fun la.. oh oh oh!! lina can scream man.. she's scary. haha

then after my part was over, left church with daryl.. we strted out 'journey to the west'to BOON LAY to NTU..

haha.. yea.. during the ride in the train, daryl told me about his linguistic disability. haha hear this man.. during sec sch, he answered a "wan cheng ju zi" like this:

what was given was:

hen jiu yi qian, (a long time ago..)

and he continued the sentennce with:

.. wo de gong gong zhong ping guo shu. (my grandfather planted an apple tree.)

i couldn't stop laughing..

darling mentos: i'm sure your chinese is better than his.. hahaha

ok we reached boon lay. its such a cscary place.. actually it looks like seng kang.. but it didn't matter. it still looked scary. i kept asking daryl whether he was kidnapping me.. yea.. i was scared.

anyway.. ntu was quite gross and disgusting. haha.. i dunno.. prob because the open house as compared to nus was really pathez. prob we were there too late?? dunno la.. anyway.. we gound our way by following the crowd.. haha..

yea. we met his frens there.. and then one of them gave me this funny look.. i was thinking.. whats wrong with me?? y keep on looking at me like that.. and i thought i looked so er whats that word.. "attitude' haha.. with my specs and all..

so i decided to walk off from him while he talks to his friends..

all the info of the business school and mass comm all i have already. so dumb i made a wasted trip here la.

yep so anyway.. after walking ard the sch.. met emily and her so tall bf.. haha.. and one part of the sch building is where one scene of the show ren wo ao you was filmed la.. aiyo.. i was so excited. haha.. but because my phone is so lousy.. cannot take picture la... haiya. sian la.

then we left NTU because they focus mainly on engineering stuff.. haha.. there wasn't any free things to kope.. so lousy.. except red bull.. which we didn't bother.. haha..

we went jurong point and walked ard. jurong point is HUGE. haha.. anyway fei yu qin was there signing autographs.. i called my third aunty.. ask her if she was there because he was her idol.. haha.. so gross..

we met shao chun and eugene there.. shao chun showed me his red bull drink and was so proud of it. haha..

we walked the whole of jurong point before we started on our "journey to the east" esp for meeeeeeeee... haha

thank God we managed to get a seat. haha.. he alighted at city hall to take the train to toa payoh.. while i slept in the train till pasir ris.. haha.. the duration of the train ride?? 1 hour 10 min. i survived.

haha.. okie. its 6 soon!! everyday i shall blog at 5. haha.. time flies faster this way. hahaha..

i'm gg home to catch some sleep and lose the eyebags!!!!

Ah. its going to be 5 soon.

just went to the toilet. hahaha.. over the weekend.. i and went to the open houses of NUS, which was held on Saturday and NTU, which was held on sunday.

SATURDAY

bin ne hui ting and me decided to meet at bedok at 8 30 in the morning. (Like so enthu like that rite..) anyway.. i left the house at 8:15. haha.. couldn't help it. anyway.. when i was in the bus, bin msged me telling me that she'll be late, so i was to take my time. so i took my time la. hahaha
i reached bedok at 8 40. ne had already reached. haha.. hui ting and bin were no where to be seen. anyway, the 2 of them came by 8 50. and we boarded the train and started our journey yo the west to clementi.

during our journey there, we were laughing like crazy. ok.. thats besides the point.

anyway, we reached NUS by that bus.. dunno what number la.. we just joined the longest queue at the interchange. haha.. then we didn't noe where to stop. haha.. so we decided to stop where everybody stopped. but because the bus was so packed.. the 4 of us were already standing at the door. haha.. so if anybody wanted to alight.. we had to alight first.. hahahaha.. anyway.. we didn't stop at the first stop(where quite a number of ppl stopped) because bin and i knew that was the wrong stop (we were there in NUS the previous yr) so we managed to find a sit. (so we were able to make the correct guess as to where to stop, by seeing how many ppl alighted at the bus stop) well anyway.. we stopped at the 3rd bus stop because almost everybody got down at the 2nd bus stop but it didn't seem right so we didn't alight.. so we decided to stop at the 3rd one.

and we did.

we went for all those talks la.. dunno go for what also. haha.. the first talk was at 10. it was regarding the office of admission. so dumb la.. haha it was about why nus is such a great place to study in. the 4 of us were like so not listening. the talk ended at 10 30. and the next talk was at 11.. which was on the Faculty of Arts and Social Science (FASS). so ne went to some engineering talk with her jr (some J2 from MJ).. and the 3 of us decided to go upstairs because daryl msged me that upstairs was more happening.

anyway.. i met celest and her *@#$% boyfriend at the talk.

so the 3 of us (bin, hui ting and me) went upstairs.. haha.. chey tot wat.. its all the booths of all the different faculties. anyway.. we started koping the free stuff. haha.. the bag and all..

then we walked towards the FASS booth.. and hui ting and bin went to ask some questions to some guy.. DID U NOE THAT NUS OFFERS MASS COMM TOO??? well.. i didn't. haahaha. that will be my second choice.. haha and then that guy went to pull some ang moh woman to tell us more about sociology.. haha.. thruout the whole conversation (or verbal information, rather) i found myself staring into her greenish-blue clear crystal eyes rather than listen to what she has to say. hahahaah.. apparently hui ting was also doing the same thing.. hahaha..

then it was time for the FASS talk.. so the 3 of us went down and sat for the talk again.. nothing much again la.. oso dunno what they talking.. double degree all.. piang.. who so crazy? probably have la.. i'm not surprised.

okie.. then the talk ended and we wandered to another hall.. it was where all ppl promoting their hostels.. then some "sheares hall" guy started talking to us.. haha.. he is the president of thay particular hall la.. then he boast a bit aboout their hall and all.. anywae.. i was quite interested.. so i left my name there.. haha although i rather the "raffles"hall because their colour was green and the green is so nice.. (shears hall colour is orange.)

we met benjy though.. and he asked me if we wanted to eat lunch together.. i told him i'll call him later.

and benjy still looks like a hiarless baby dinosaur.. soooooo cutEEEE!!!

well.. we met vanessa before the next talk, which was on business.. and we went upstairs again so she also can get the free bag. haha... she wanted to go to the law booth.. so i told her that my bro (tim) is somewhere ard.. then can get him to show us ard or sth.. so i called him and he told me he was in buona vista. *piang* bluff me lor.. the day before still say i can look for him.. haha
then we went down for the business talk.. and we saw the 205 ppl.. hailing's class.. and we saw kah jun too.. he ji siao me like crazy la.. fed up.. haha ask me why i not with diana.. and when i said diana is with her bf, he said, "nvm wan wat.. even if u stand in the middle of both of them, they still can look at each other's eyes." qian da lor that idiot.. anyway.. diana is not much taller than me la oK. arGH.

so anyway we went for the business talk.. and who sat in front of me?? it was celestine and her @#$% boyfriend. gross. i wanted so badly to kick the chair. but then again it prob make him abuse poor celest even more.. so i dare not.. and i sent a msg to dinah, jas and troy.. haha.. dinah called me straight away. so funny.

so yea.. that @#$% got away scott-free before i could even whack him up.. prob do it when i haf a mask over my face or sth.. so he can't identify who was the one who did it. haha...

the talk ended.. and i more or less decided to go to NUS Biz already..

during the biz talk.. we saw priscilla and sijie, qin yuan and samanthia, regina and amanda (and jerome- who was my net fren since we were both 13, who i nv saw before- was next to them and i didn't see him!!! dammit!!!)

yup. so anyway.. we went upstairs again.. to kope free stuff.. haha.. and up we went.. it took us about 15 min to reach the 2nd floor because there were so many ppl.. siao man. haha.. when we were on the second floor.. we saw the 308 ppl.. haha.. and some malay guys.. smiled and said hi..

*MUST SHOW OFF MY NEW SPECS MA..*

yup. and ne started koping so much free stuff.. hahahahaha.. it was so funny.. pen la.. post it la.. mentos la.. wierd looking pen also got la.. badge la.. hahaha.. then all dump in the bag. and the bag started to become really heavy. haha..

my initial plan was to put my stuff in tim's car.. *hehe* and take it from him the next day.. but he wasn't ard.. so........ i did such a mean thing.. haha..

since daryl had to go for music prac in the evening.. i made him carry my stuff to church.. haha.. am i evil or wat.. but he was so sweet because he agreed,.. well.. at least i offered anything that had an extra in the bag to him.. he dun want to take then i cannot help it ma.. hehe
haha.. so i went down first to meet him and pass the bag (filled with free stuff) to him.. i told the rest i'll come back later. there were so many ppl gg down the stairs.. to the extent of this whole crowd waiting to go sown the steps..

haha.. and somebody said,

"what queue is this for ah?? got free stuff ah??"

"no la.. its the stairs!!"

"what??!! we have to ueue for the stairs?!"

hahahahaha..

so anyway.. i met daryl at the sports car there.. haha.. and he didn't say anything about my specs la.. piang. chey. lousy.

taking a look at the 'queue'of the stairs.. i called one of them and told them i'll wait for them downstairs.. then we waited for benjy because we were so hungry.. but benjy was nowhere to be seen until much later.. haha.. i noticed him by his really red cap. sticks out man..
okie thennnnn.. we strted walking out.. withg the aim of gg to the FASS canteen.. because they say the best food is there. so we were walking half way.. when my phone rang and it was my beloved darling bro tim!

*cheers*

"hey.. where are u now?? i'm gg back to nus for u."

so sweet lor..

so anyway.. benjy decided to go back to his classmates because tim said his car can only squeeze 3 ppl.. and there were 5 of us.. hahaha (sorry benjY!!)

and we finally decided on asking tim to send us to cine instead of the FASS building. hahaha... because since we had a ride.. why not..

haha.. and since my darling bro said "where u want to go? i can send u anywhere u want.."

during the ride, ne asked tim and grace (this reallllllllyyy pretttttttyyyyy girl who was sitting in front- because tim was gg to church for the tuition thing and she was one of the teachers also..) about law stuff la..

i told ne that if she was to go to law she'll end up like tim speaking chim words. but apparently, nobody believed me la.. tim said "any 3 syllabus word is chim to them." oh well..

haha.. so anyway.. we reached near cine and began walking there.. huiting went to book some movie tix and we went to marche and eat lunch.... (beats any FASS canteen)

haha okie. its 5 50.. 10 min more..have things to file because i finish all my enrolment forms. will continue with my adventure tmr.. gg to meet bin and ling for dinner!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL (LI) !!!!

sarah: the laughter!! the boldness.. the creativeness, the artsyfartsy-ness.. haha.. i miss you!!

sari: the big eyes.. the dramatic expressions.. the slanG!! the cutsy-ness.. so unforgettable..

jah: the only one shorter than mE!! :P the model look alike.. pretty girl.

sya: poised.. PW (sucks), leadership,, literature.. sweet laughter..sya. :)

nga chi: politeness. politeness.. and more politeness.. chinese expert.. politeness...

i'll deal with guys another day- plenty of time..

owwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. my head is hurtingggg.. really badly... dunno why...

prob its the boring work.. or perhaps, nobody's interested to msg me online. but maybe the answer lies with my new pretty expensie specs.

i dunno.

my new specs.. oh boy.. its a beauty. its purple and blue mixed.. haha.. but yina saw me yday and she said "$380?! look like $50!!!"

that woman very qian da la.. piang.. its like 8 pieces of $50 note can....

argh.. been reading ppl's bloggies.. i'm so bored la.. piang. i found sijie's blog. haha.. si jie is my neighbour. he looks like a big brown bear.

haiyaaa.. yday go home at 5.. todat go home at 7.. and its 5 now. and i have 2 more hours to go.. this is so tortourousssssss.. o my goodness.. i feel like screaming.

diana just came in the room.. after bitching abt wat mandy(some woman from her dept) ordered her to refill some air con thing, which diana is not gg to do.. she said she was gg home.. arGH. i'm so jealous.

did i mention that doranne got sacked.. haha... its so funny.. she only worked for 1.5 weeks la. according to tana (the sweet and friendly cleaner), they employed some other "plump"girl to take over dor's job. prob because the woman is so slack in her work..

haha.. i was gg down the escalator and walking towards the whatever-you-call-it thing to go through.. i saw hai ling.

"hey!! what u doing in aljunid man.. at this hour of the day??"
"hey!! i work here.. at CPA House."

diao.

"i work on the 6th floor!"

diao some more.

haha anyway.. we had and will have lunch together from today onwards. haha.. since she goes for lunch by herself as well. hahaha

we are such poor things... have to eat lunch by ourselves before ppl find us.

and.. the clock shows 5:18pm.

arGH.

i finished one whole box of poky just now.. i think need to buy more man. haha.. i'm really gg to be fat again.. sian la.. i need to run. but i'm so tired.

anywayyyy.. since i've got so much time and i'm supposed to be working.. lets continue part 2 of the place where i work..

(remember "part 1: the reception area"? this is "part 2: CPE dept")

as mentioned earlier in an entry which is quite long ago.. i discussed the characters that owned the reception area. so u enter at the entrance, and u walk straight to counter no: 4, turn riught and walk straight. in about 5 steps.. u rhave reached the CPE dept.

yea. i still haven't found out what CPE actually stands for.nvm la.. thats not impt.

so.. in this dept.. there are 5 ppl.

Paul Tan: the head of the area. he's the one who asked my sister's primary school fren's boy friend if they could find anybody to walk. *tada* i appeard. anyway.. he reminds me of jimmy from pinocchio (although nobody can ever beat nuha in this category) and he's actually very nice. he commented on my specs like an hour ago.. he said i look really good in them. HAHA. oh. but his laughter is quite.. erm.. nvm.

some guy: i never knew his name. he looks 40 plus.. married i think. and i also think he's very interested in muey thai.(some boxing boxing thing that diana picked up). he never talks to me la. anyway, do i look like i give a crap about him? no.
lets move on..

Wendy: she's so sweettt!!! i love her!!! she's like this really fun person to be ard with.. she's so friendly to me and always talks to me. she's not fat but she's not skinny either. aiyah. she's just so cute.

esther: her eyes are so nice!! her pupils are like so black and so big.. so it makes her look really sweet.. her voice is so demure also.. i think on par with dione ba. haha.. very very sweet
last but not least...

judy: *SCREAMS* i think she's sooooooooooooooooooo hot and sooooooooooooooooooo prettY!!!! oh my goodness.. she looks like those oriental beauties.. she looks like zhang zi yi.. just that got some parts different la.. dunno how to see also la.. but she's really pretty.. REALLLLLLYYYYYYYY hot!! oh gosh.. it was her bday on the 8th. (same as bro tim) so i wished her happy birthday.. then she smiled at me an i nearly died i tell you... right there in front of her.

haha.. she's really pretty.. *siGH*

yep so thats just the CPE dept. i seriously have no idea how to explain the way they sit.. but the 5 of them work in a corner la.

so opposite the 5 ppl, there's this room..

in this small room.. there's 5 computers.

3 of which belongs to effandy

effandy: this malay guy who i think is very funny. he tries to talk to me whenever he feels there's sth to talk about. he's really funny and he reminds me of wadi (03s209) haha.. not like i noe wadi personally.. but nvm. thats besides the point. anyway.. he's like the only malay guy ard. and he's the tech expert here la.. if ur comp or anything got proble.. u scream for effandy. haha.. effandy has 3 comps to himself because 1 is for his personal use(thats the flat screen one..) and the other 2 is for some camera video thingy... which is used to take the attendance of the students.

i tell you.. its so high tech even i can't believe that there's actually such crap.

so anyway,.. those faces of which the "camera cannot capture"will have to go to this room and sign on this paper thingy, indicating what time u sign in and sign out.and because its so dumb to stand in front of the camera for a long period of time.. everybody rather sign the paper.
and because i sit opposite effandy (temporarily- which means i'm using one of the comps) i get to see all the different type of faces china have produced.

goodness.

the students are so weird looking.. the classic example: the "chicken".

i termed him as the "chicken"because, gosh, u must really take a look at his hair. He has long hair which is of the length below his shoulders, of which is rebonded. and dunno what he does.. he pushes his fringe, of which is long too, to the back. creating this 'pong'look at rhe top of his head. he is so chicken looking. gosh.

because effandy is in india now.. many ppl take turns to use his computers... there was this once judy was sitting there (effandy's table is opp me; so i face him and he face me) and the chicken guy came to sign.(isn't it a wonder.. with hair like that the camera cannot recognise him..) she jumped when she saw him. and when he left.. she and i started laughing.. she told me in her sweet voice, "wo yi wei shi nu sheng!" (i thought it was a girl)

*minus points for speaking chinese*

then there's this china couple. hahahaha.. they both have the same afro hairstyle. that is so funny.. i always want to burst out laughing whenever they sign their names..
in short, i see weird china ppl everyday. not only do i see them, i HEAR them.. and thats bad enough.

and then there are those cheaters.. who came in very late or didn't go for class also.. and they secretly try to squeeze their names in between the lines of the paper. and the best part is they think i'm not looking. and there's also those who sign for their frens.. whatever man. got caught already still doing the same mistake.. siao wan.

the last computer is used for monitoring the LCD screen outside, above the security guard table. where students note the venue of their class thru this 3 screens. quite cool also la.. actually..
anyway.. effandy's coming back on the 17th.so happening man.. go india. oh btw.. i found his blog.. haha.. ok thats besides the point.

arGHHHh.. and the time is 6:39!! after writing so long.. piang...

its been like so long since i last blogged.

mainly because of 2 reasons:
1. not a very good idea to blog since michelle can see what i'm doing. not very convenient to start blog-complaining.
2. the keyboard at home is crazy. using it can be very pek chek.

arGH. its 4plus now.. i'm supposed to work till 6 everyday from now on.. buut because mother called me just now.. she told me my new specs and contacts are readYYY!!! *REjOICE* so i begged michelle to let me off at 5 today coz uncle closes his shop at 6. so i have to work till 7 tmr. well.. act i rather this way because i can then go to cell straight.. rather than wondering in bedok doing nothing.

the best part of the conversation was when mother told me how much each item cost.

my brand new contacts of which are the perfect size of my eyeball: $450
my 2 toned specs: $380

ahhhhh.. so ex. can faint...

my atm a/c still left 3 digit.. haha.. mother ask me to pay for my specs today and she'll mail the contacts cheque to uncle later.

haiyohhhhh.. my eye sight really cost a lot of money..

oooo.. the ppl behind just sing birthday song.. haha.. its eileen's birthday!!! (YAY!! got cake to eat..)

hmmm...i'm like sneakily blogging by writing on 'notepad'and then copy paste on blogger.. sneaky sneaky.. too much influence from diana.. hahaha... *oops*

hehe.. i just talked to him online on monday while i was at work. haha.. i said ï miss you' all of a sudden..didnnt noe what came over me.. but well.. it is the truth.. haha.. he didn't reply me for quite some time. so i tried covering my ass and joke about it..i said it ás a fren'but that was like so fake. anyway.. he replied me like 15 min later. he laughed and said ïts been so long.. how come u still miss me?" and i said ï dunno.. u are just very special to me." his reply was "really?? u noe sth? i never took out our neo from my wallet.. its still there.." and all i can manage was "äwwwwwwwww..."

its ok that we ain't together anymore, i guess.. what matters is that he still remembers me.. and i'm so happy i was floating on monday.

alrite.. i left 1/2 hour more to blog nonsense..

mmmm.. i just ate eileen's cake.. its good man.. i still dun understand why bro tim doesn't eat cakes.. i think he's so weird. haha.. but i still love him. i mean how can i not love someone who promised to take me out drinking on my bday this year??? hahahahaa.. this reminds me of the first time i drank..

*the dreamy music daniel ong always plays*

last year's class chalet. the ppl old enough to buy such alcoholic drinks.. yina and me.. so we went into 7-11 and just stared at all the bottles. so many colours, so many flavours, so many bottles; all of different size and tastes. (trying to rhyme)

in the end, we pulled derrick in.. who with such a "know-it-all" face reccomended a few.. and left.

so the both of us were stranded there.. in front of the big fridge. haha.. we deciided to go for some transparent bottle.. the label reads "vodka sth sth.."

"eh yina.. it says here 55% alcohol leh.. is it very strong??"

"er.. i dunno.. aiyah whatever.. iots the cheapest anyway."

so we took out 2 bottles and went to the cashier.. where this lady stared at us.. for quite some time.

"äre u 18? i mean i can sell it to u even if u 2 are not 18 la.. but u all must be careful... "
(the auntie is so anyhow.)

"auntie.. dun worry la.. we are 18!! we show u our ic" we were so proud of buying our first 2 bottles of vodka.

when we stepped out of the 7-11.. we showed derrick what we bought.

i said "it reads 55 % alcohol.. is it very strong??"

derrick's eyes open so big.. it felt like it was bigger than mine.

"55%?! siao ah!! where let me see??"

and he took the bottle..

.. and he started laughing.

"55% ur head la!! its 5.5%!! can't u see the dot in between?? wear specs still like that"

and everybody laughed so hard. it was so paisehhhhhhhhh..... hahaha...

i brought home the empty bottle that night and left it on one of the display shelves in my room.
these stupid things happen. but its just so memorable. haha..

actually.. i quite love my class..

diana: i just love yoU!!

bin: i love you toooo.. u are so dumb (not the -ve way. i just couldn't find the right word.) and so funny. i like to be ard u.. haha

ling: i love you alsooooo.. i like to listen to all ur stories. haha.. and i really really like ur smile and ur bo chup attitude!!! and the colour pens.. and just beeing so much whiter than me.. haha

yina: i also love you!!! all the gossip.. haha and the love.. and the unforgettable stomach.. hahaha..

hanee: u are just the prettiest and tallest malay girl i've ever seen.. and u are like so nice to be with when we start to bitch about other ppl.. "i have a fren call haneee.. her bf name is bennee........"

manna: manamanamanamana.. u are just so sweet and so huggable.. and so nice and i just love everything about YOUUUUUU... esp untying ur shoe lace.

okay. i'll cont with the rest of the class tmr.. BECAUSE ITS 5 ALREADY!!!

SPECS!! here i cOMEEEEEE!!!

*disappears*

diana darling.. here's 2 verses for u:

Isaiah 55:8-9

8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD .
9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Jeremiah 29:11

11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

i probably would nv noe how u feel.

but i just want to let u noe.. i'm always here for u.

i love you.

not too long ago.. i figured that my uniform days are over.

it was the end of it when i signed that piece of paper which indicated that i have taken my results slip.

yep. i screamed when i saw it.

seriously.. its miraculous.

i still remember when i took my GP that day.

i thought i screwed it. i answered the question wrongly. i remembered i was near to tears when i got off the bus to walk up the 'hill'

it was then that the trafic light turned red.

it was then that i lifted my head.

it was then that i saw this orange van of which "RELAX" was written on the van.

i was so sure it came from God.

without Him.. thre's no way i'll ever get tru his stage with such results esp B3 for GP (ref to 20 feb 2004 entry.)

thank u all for ur prayers.

prayers changes everything.

God is good.

hey diana.. thanx for the encouragement.

and btw, u always manage to do a good job consoling me whenever i start complaining.

its great to have u as a classmate since sec 3 as well as a çolleague of a diff dept" who does other sneaky stuff at work just like me.

(ok laugh sneakily now.. ready.. 1..2..3! hehehehehehehe)

love you babe.

(do some work..)

hmmm.. he msged me yday.. he said his IPPT is today..

and that he was having fever yday.. but still managed to passed that obstacle course thing..

...my heart ached.

o.. i finally managed to put on my fav dress- the dress i wore on our first date- to work today.

FRIDAY.

ahh... dun wan.. dun want..

Firstly, congratulations to all 5 of u who did well. I'm really happy for all of you. J think carefully what u want to do bfore u do the JAE yah..

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Sigh. Just that when u thought u are all grown up: more matured in the way u view things, u are being pulled down into this immature argument that, in one way it seems that, it all started because of u.

I never believed in standing up for what I thought was right before. Not only until recently, when I decided to discover the true me. No longer did I want to remain in my own shell.. that is, caring what other ppl think of what I did.

I just wanted to be that girl- the girl I read in storybooks; the girl I always watched in television; the girl i always admired; the girl who stood for what she believed in.

But its difficult to do so after this incident happened. For once I stood firm on my decision on what I thought was right to do.

I wanted to save a friendship that I knew it would last forever- not between me. But between 2 lil sisters of mine.

It was because of just 1 sentence said- 3 words, rather- that caused this whole saga to start.

All I wanted to do is to end it immediately, because what was being said by 1 of them, A, about the other, B, wouldn't be nice if the latter heard about it. Being in that position before, I knew that such circumstances would destroy the friendship they both shared since young.

And so, once I heard it from the 3rd person, I felt that it was only right if I helped A (the one who told C ( the 3rd person) about B) clear the air, and what she meant was an obvious joke.

I explained it to B with care and concern about what A had said about it and even helped save her skin by explaining the reasons on why she probably said such a sentence.

All I wanted to do is just to be a big sister; to help mediate the storm that was imminent, inevitable, if B heard about it thru somebody else.

I managed to calm B down.

But I failed to do so with A.

And she's so pissed with C now for telling it to me. It may also be that she's pissed with me for telling it to B.

I feel so bad. it seems that I managed to really save the friendship between A and B. as well as B and C. but I did not see the strong wind that capsize the ship of which A and C are in.

C said he doesn't blame me and was fine with it. But oh, please!! He was just being scolded by a lil girl with all the vulgarities u can ever imagine. Perhaps he saw it as a childish act; perhaps I should too. But its difficult to think so now because it all started with me.

I msged A to apologized to her for not considering her feelings as much as B. I sent her 12 smses to explain why I did it. Only to receive what I believe, was quite a rude response this morning.

What hurts me most is not the fact that she failed to see my point; but, to see a friendship between A and C destroyed.. all because I thought I did the right thing.

Did I do the right thing? Should I even tell ppl that I dare to believe in what I stood for?

After this incident. probably not..

I think I'm in an identity crisis... At the age of 19.
I'm hopeless.

oh man.. so boringgggggggggg....

its 1 40 le.. daniel, merissa, yvonne, grace and cheryl should be getting results soon.. so scared for them. hope they will be able to get the results that they want..

just had lunch.. and todayyyyy.. *doranne joined uS!!! YAY!! haha.. managed to get the job here.. although there weren't any interviews or whatsoever. haha. thanks to diana.. doranne has now a new job!! and its with uS!! YAY!!

doranne is so pretty.. haha and she's so skinny. buut nobody can beat ikan bilis jasmine chan ee teng.

nope.

nobody at all.


*doranne was our sec 3 and sec 4 classmate. and was my sitting partner in sec 3.. the girl's table is unbelievable.. never keeps her books after the lesson is over. i''m still wondering how she manage to study with such a terrible table. she's so much more worse than me. haha..

i dunnooooooooo.. wy is it lik thisssssssss??

u treat that person nicely, bcause everyone treats him like shit. and u just want to be nice to him, because u dun want ppl to treat u the way they treat him.

and in the end.. he *GULP*... likes you. (EEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!)

SERIOUSLY!!!!

why am i attracting the wrong group of ppl?!

funny.. but freaky.

it dosn't pay to be nice sometimes.

ohhhh... i'm so confused.

THEY HAVE NOT GIVEN ME MY JANUARY PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aiyohhhh.. tired.

i ran an errand today.. felt like a knight on a quest.

mission: photo frame of the A1 size paper. (about 100cm by 70cm)

work place ----------> IKEA -------------> suntec carrefour ----------------->suntec jigsaw world -------------> IKEA ---------------> work place.

*bought it at IKEA.

IT WAS HUGE.

sun was so hot. BUT.. gg on a quest is so fun. i wouldn't mind doing it again!!!

** i'm OT-ing these 2 weeks!! so cool lor.. get money.

*** PAY COMES TMRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

**** do u noe what i'm talking abouT??

its ok if u dun.

i dun either.

oh boy.. i'm tired.

alrite. i have decided to write longer.

fig out that i have not talk about the characters at work!! how can rite.. well.. here goes..

Aljunid Road. CPA house. next to JUNCtIoN FOOD PLACE (e kopitiam).

#01-03. thats somewhere where i live during the day. (except weekends, public hols and eves of very impt hols)

the dept i am in is called the course and admin dept. (sth like that la.)

many characters working there.

we shall start with the reception area.

this is where students enrol for classes, pay $, and get any of their queries regarding the courses, lecturers, books, vouchers.. whatever answered. it is also the place where you find urself when u push open the door.

take a number at the machine placed at the left of the door and have a seat on the big red/maroon chairs in front of you; till ur number and the counter number that will attend to you flashes on the board on the wall. the tables are placed in a L-shape fashion.

(jus next to the door.)

counter no.1: nobody there. its like a storage table. its is behind the machine that u press for the number.

counter no.2: dione. the sweetest and the most demure girl 'owns' this counter. she treats me really nice and i like her a lot. has been working here about 9 months if i'm not wrong. loves hong kong. (can be seen from the wallpaper of her comp) and is also one of the first ppl to talk to me.


counter no.3: eileen. head of the 'reception' dept(sub-dept of the course and admin dept.). also very sweet. just rebonded hair. also one of the first few to talk to me. (she asked me for my name first.) an ex-saint. lives in jurong. cheena. however, i can't really bond with her.

in between counter 3 and 4 is the photocopy machine. (i'm an expert at it already. 1-2sided, 2-2 sided, 2-1 sided, punch holes, staple, collate...)

this is where the tables change directcion.( faces the entrance)

counter no.4: jun hua. china. came in 1 week after me. welfare officer. round specs. she tried to click with everybody except me. only time we talked was in the staff lounge. think its because of the language barrier tt is causing me not to talk to her.

counter no.5: lynn. an ah lian. hardly smiles. but recently, she looks friendlier. nv spoke to her, till today. actually, i think she is quite nice.

thas the first dept. i shall continue with the rest of the other dept anther day. (too many le.)

alrite. jo wants the comp.

wahaha.

argh.

i'm so sleepy. i'm at work.

bored. everybody went for lunch. and i'm sneakily blogging...

and i hafta watch my back because of the transparent window behind me.....

yep. its valentine's day today.. and i spent it with.. DIANA. hahaha..

i got pretty girl as my date ok. jealous notttt.... ahahahha

anyway.. went out after work today..

went far east walk walk... there's this really stupid shop on the 2nd level.. e name of the stupid shop is AO SORA aka LA FON.

tha dumb shop sells mostly watches as well as pretty necklaces. of which there are NO price tag on them. the new arrivals are hung on some flimsy boards, supported by 2 stupid thumbtacks, and a piece of small paper is stuck there which reads,
USUAL PRICE:23.90
NOW: 15.90

there was no dividers or lines that indicated which pretty necklaces were sold at that price.

NONE.

anyway, these SECOND SHIPMENT OF SOME NEW ARRIVAL WHICH ARRIVED THIS MORNING is being placed OUTSIDE of the shop.

because it was pretty.. diana took it from the pathetic thumbtacks. and placed it back after having a good look at it. but because of the pathetic thumbtacks. the pretty necklace dropped to the floor. so she picked it up and place it back there and we walked into the shop.

this woman. DUNNO APPEAR FROM WHERE, took the necklace and said," excuse me, i think just now u drop the necklace.. the crystal came out."

without waiting for diana to respond, she took it to the salesgirl and complain la.

SERIOUSLY, what is her problem?! she so does not work there!

anywae, the sales girl told diana that it was some stupid policy that if its broken, its sold.

then she said.. "because i dun haf a replacement crystal, i'll sell it to u at 20% off.. that will be $15"

sigh.

"$15?! i though i saw it as $15+ before discount." diana said when we wre gg up the escalator.

so we went back, not feeling very happy with the price diana had to pay.

ARgh. i feel so sick re-enacting the whole scene in my mind again.

anyway, we argued with that girl of who has started to los her patience with us.

i argued why should diana had to pay if its kept OUTSIDE the dumb shop, and anybody could have dropped it. (probably that woman who disappeared after telling diana)

and diana argued for the price, that it should be 20% off $15.90.

but that girl gave all sorts of excuses that $15.90 necklaces is only a selected few.

BUT ITS NOT STATED ON THE BOARD!!

that girl finally resorted to "i'm just doing my job."

boy. we were so pissed.

and obviously, diana's even more pissed...........

*ahEM*

Dear Passerby and -peace- (of whom is not totally at peace )

firstly, i was commenting it on MY blog.

secondly, i accept ur beautiful remarks, of which i will not argue with u because TO EACH HIS OWN, ain't it?

thirdly, to change my blog 3 times in a near month, and to finally feel satisfied with my blog. i think it's still pretty no matter what IDIOTIC crap words that ur fingers are typing on MY tag board.

fourthly, i know the answer as to who will walk this endless road with me.

its JESUS and i'm not alone. and i never will be. (thanx for reassuring me on this point, btw)

fifth, if you can't stand my blog, u really dun need to view it. nobody asked you to. so if u feel disgusted and u want to puke... i'm so sorry.. thats not my problem.

oh and lastly, no matter what an irritant you are, JESUS still loves you.

*smile*
have a great day ahead of you.

and a gentle reminder:

THIS IS LAUREEN'S BLOG. NOT YOURS.

wow.. i think my blog is so pretty!!!!

i washed uncountabe number diferent types of plates and bowls, chopsticks, spoons, forks, pots...during reunion dinner and at kenneth and joyce's house
first time in my whole life.. so many at one shot.. felt like i'm being trained for my ambition: housewife.

and the result of such hard work is the cost of my pair of beautiful( excludiing the small ugly fingernails.) smooth hands...

ITS SO ROUGH NOW!! ARGH...
the skin of my hands all shedding away...so dry and so gross..

feel like some reptile.

i'm starting to think of a different ambition.
housewif-ing is not my thing.

ahh.. i've been eating far TOO many pineapple tarts.. waahaha

siGhz. duun feel really happy happy this CNY... prob because of the appearance of some particular personon the first day at 2nd uncle's house that totally reminded me of a certain someone.

seriously.. i'm so lousy. i noe i just haf to move on but why the heck do i still keep looking back.. what is wronf with MEEEE!!!

arGH.. i hate myself.

no moood la.

siGH. to change a blog skin takes up so much time and patience.

and i'm gg to change my skin again..soon. becoz cannot see photos wan.. so lousy.

then again.. i seriously haf no idea how come my photos cannot be seen.
pisses me off.. yet again.

HELP..

hmm.. for everybody's beautiful information.. my atm account left 2 digits again!!!!!!!!!! argh.. i tell u.. most of it is transport.. somebody should really start complaining about transport fares..

anyway.. chinese new year is coming!! yay.. hehe i'm in a desperate need of money. sigh..

ok anywae. all u ppl reading this post.. please add me into ur msn accounts..: chio_lah@hotmail.com

thanks..

darn.. there's this lizard on the ceiling.. gross...

stupid blogskins.

really pissing me off...

bugis street is so happening!!!!

gosh. i'm tired.

hmmmmm....

the comp screen is so huge.. i feel so small in front of the new comp.. haha.. its like the hugest screen i've seen. ok la. probably exaggerating.. wth.

yay!! january is over!!! finallY!! new pay coming in!! i hope my account can finally reach the 4 digit mark.. i left only 100+ in my account. haha i haven't even bought my CNY dress yet!! argh.

went jurong on sat. haha it was cousin benny's 21st birthday!! haha.. some dinner buffet.. and i was so freaking full..

benny kept calling me 'shorts'. so whatever.. when we took a picture together.. he purposely stand behind me just to emphasise how short i am. what an idiot. best part is my face become so big in the pic.. henry is such a lousy photographer!! (sssshhhhh... dun tell him..) argh. aiyah whatever la.

he kept calling me that thru out that evening.. until i got so frustrated, i told him, "hey pants. u're not very long either!"

but it didn't stop the calling of 'shorts'. guess i have a new nick name now huh.

sheesh.

i met him ydae.. yahhhhhhhhhh.. still thinkis he looks cute even without hair. hehe.. but anyway.. can't expect things to go back to the way things were.. so i guess.. we'll just leave it as that.. *siGH*

V day is coming.. mentos reminded me about it in her letter yday.. some how.. memories of my happiest day just filled my entire brain...

mount faber
cable car
sunset
sakae
wormy
...

it will be a year since the day we got together on that particular special day. but somehow.. replication of that perfect day will never come again with him..

oh well.

*duptz* *duptz* * duptz* *duptz*

*ding* *ding* *ding* *ding *

*duptz* *duptz* *duptz* *duptz*

*ding* *ding* *ding* *ding*

oh no.. i'm catching the disco techno song from corn and kirby. this is bad..

haha perhaps thats how we all felt just this morning at midnight to 6 in the morning when we finally reached home. haha

we spent our beautiful night at the airport. (the airport is getting really boring)

the oldest amongst us bought uno cards. it came with a free beach ball.. which philip blew it after minnie tried to insert some of his own burps into it.. but the ball didn't inflate... so gross. haha

anywae.. we played uno of different styles.. seven-0 uno.. progressive uno.. of which u must say with a british accent "jumped-in!" (otherwise known to us singaporeans.. "INTERCEPT!!") anywae.. refer to philip if u can't say the accent correctly.. nobody does it better than him. wahahaha...

then we headed for coffee bean at 2 plus am to drink coffee and to play silent heart attacks.. haha.. and bluff and dai dee using uno cards... it was hilarious. i kept on losing. except twice. no wonder i dun like to gamble. (WAHAHAHA)

yup.. corn and i reached home at 6 plus. boy.. were we tired.. we smelled like smelly steamboats. haha..

this afternoon went shopping with mother!! i got like new jeans man!! wooHOO!! haha best part is that mother paid for it! thats so great! haha... can buy more jeans with my own money. wahahaha

okie.. gg harbour front with becks tmr to do more shopping. haha.. i haven't found my CNY dress yet.. and my charles and keith birchs.. *arGH*.. can't wait for tmr..

*YawN*

oh bTW!! i owe one whole fun-filled day to mentos. haha please dun rip me off on that day, darling.. haha...

mmm... i have so much things in my head i want to say.. and i dun noe where to start.. so i think and think and then all of a sudden my mind goes blank..

darn. what did i say i want to blog again??

forgetful le.. tsk tsk.. old le.. haha

Oh YAH..

cornerstone last nite was so great.. although i didn't get to see all my kc frens from that church, the msg was so powerful.. 'another time, another place'..

the speaker.. whatever his name was.. 'brought' us to a journey in heaven.. somehow, just listening about how heaven sounds like and the events that will take place with his super loud voice (the kind where u can forget about even trying to close ur eyes to try to sleep), it just cut so deep man.. the thought of what God's gg to say to me about what i have done in this life i led.. scares the shit out of me. haha..

oh God.. have mercy..

anywaes it help me realised how impt my relationship with God is.

my atm account has finally leave the 1 digit number. haha.. i can finally go shopping.. although i still owe treats to ppl.. lucky i cleared some already. i dun think i'm giving anyone else treats besides elsa and adrian.. becoz before u noe it.. my pay is all GONE! and its only like pay for 8 days.

ooo.. i bought a pair of ear rings. yea.. they look cool on me. its time to change the nerdy look. oh man. haha i must learn how to look my age.

hmmm.. there's someone in my life that i really wish to talk to.. but i just dun noe how to start.. this person is so dear to me but its just so difficult for me to start talking to. i'm also afraid that if i talk 'too much', this person ain't gg to talk to me anymore. and this friendship is more than what a normal friendship is. its not a love kind of relationship but more of a type of a family type of thing.

and because its getting difficult to talk to this person. i somehow feel that we're slowly drifting apart.. and it really hurts because this is someone i really look up to. perhaps my expectation of being transparent with each other is too high.. sometimes i wonder when i tell my feelings and whats gg on in my life to this particular person.. am i getting irritating? too self-centered? to the extent that i dun feel like talking to him anymore...

perhaps i'm just way too sensitive.

alrite.. got to go bathe and get ready to go out.. its bowling time with my cell group!!

selamat hari raya haji!! hmm.. does that sound rite? do u selamat that? haha

selamat hari raya.. de ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne... (dunno the words.. haniS!! teach me how to sing the selamat sonG!!!!) hehe..

ah. another day of making money has passed. :) did i tell u? i no longer eat lunch alonE!!!!

*cheers*

haha.. jumped at the chance when i heard siew kiong (my manager) talking to that training director about the need to hire temp stuff. haha *screams*

welcome on board diana and my cous daniel!!

happy stuff aside..

poor daryl's in hospital.. doctor suspected and confirmed 2 slipped discs.. i only noe its sth to do with the back. other than that i have no idea wats it about. and i assume and concluded that it hurts like crap because poor daryl looked so pathetic on the bed.. although he was smiling and laughing with me.

daryl: hey bro.. hope u get well soon.. will be praying for u.. coz i wanna see u during olympics on tv shooting arrows...

oh gosh. finally finish another day of work. hours passes so slowly esp after lunch. and u're just so tired u want to close ur eyes for that few seconds... and then u jerk up straight awae because ur head felt like it fell of ur neck.

anywae. 'love pentagon' met up ydae!! haha (sound like some love cult or sth. how did we ever get tt name again??? ) anywae i miss all of u!! so much man.. glad we met up ydae and shared watever's happening in our lives..

anywae.. jasmine chan ee ting is now known to be as skinny ikan bilis. she's so freaking skinny.. the sight of her makes u feel so super fat.

troy chionh jin imm is also an ikan bilis. but her condition is much more stable than skinny ikan bilis. haha. in fact troy looks really good. haha pretty ger eh.. haha

dinah chan siew kheng.. so feminine now lor!! last time go out with us wear shorts and slippers. haiyo. and ydae? jeans and HEELS!!!! (she sae becoz her flats broke)

celestine wong xiu ting.. the hair last time used to be the shottest.. now the hair grow so long. haiyo. haha. thank God i still have celest.. becos e other 3 giants really very.. giant.. and they look.. 18. while the 2 of us still look like 14 year olds.. cannot make it. haha celestinEEEEE we need huge makeover!!! haahhahaa...

anywaes.. took quite a lot of photos ydae.. at the fountain. haha.. once i figure out how to transfer the pics in to the comp and then to load onto my blog. wahaha.. may prob take like a few decades before i actually noe how to do that.

and OH YA.. stupid computer refuses to let me start the msn.. so guys.. really wun see me online at all... haha.. not my fault..*stared innocently at u*... computer fault.

hmm.. i think my blog's boring. haha i must go learn how to put photo photo manx..

oo!! have u seen geri's blog?? i think geri's so prettY!!!!!!!

hehe i haven't talked about my new skin yet..

i was supposed to watch the movie with him.. although he said no, he agreed because he knew cinderella was my favourite princess. haha but what happen in the end? stupid movie opened in cinemas during prelim time.. *grumbles* and we broke after that. haha

anywae.. i watched it with jo the mo at home. it was such a sweet movie.. haha.. and my favourite scene is obviously the part seen above.. haha can u imagine my reaction when i saw this blog??

hehehe.... and chad michael murray is so cutE!!!!!!!

church was great this morning. i listened to sermon. wahaha.. anywae.

philip, bex, jean, kiat, peng chuan, tim and me went for lunch at pastamania bugis todae for lunch~ yup.. spicy chicken rocks man. haha...

came home feeling really tired. (i suspect its because of the lens. the price of vanity. wahaha)

and i got to talk to chong who went in 3 days ago.. he said it was haven there.. chi bao bao zhu hao hao. haha but its only the 3rd day la.. as he says. wahaha.

oh well.. seems like almost all my guy frens all have gone to do national duties..

called benjy on the day of meridian's camp fire. haha.. tot he would be gg there to support... and our conversation sounded like this...

"hi benjy!!"
"hi!!"

"ae.. did u recieve the msg from leonard? are u gg to college tonite.."
" oh the msg about REGULUS leading?? so cool rite?? haha but no i'm not gg!! i'm in camp!! how to go??"

"OH YAR hor... u went in yesterdae..oops. *laugh* sorry.."
"ya!! and i just shaved my head!!"

"gee. really???!!!! so how do u look???"
"erm.. not bad lah actually..*laughs*"

"WAHAHAHA.. hairless baby dinosaur!!"
"...thanks. but i'm looking at myself in the mirror now.. not bad la.. and oooo... i realised sth..."

"what???"
"i'm actually balding."

"WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHaha...shuddup la!!!"
"okok!! fall in already!! gtg!see ya!! tell me who wins campfire!! bye!!"

----end of phonecall (before i said bye.)------

in the end, REGULUS, under the leadership of the "oh-so-cute" OHL, yvonne goh yu xian, manage to emerge 3rd. =]

good job yvonne!! although u r really acting cute very well.. wahahaha... study hard now ah. hope ur voice is back. i'm proud of u!! in fact all the ex OGLs and our OHL leonard is super proud of u.=]

its great to blog from home. =]

i'm getting more matured as each day passes. i'm stronger now. thanks to the continuous encouragement from the relevant ppl. i wouldn't noe what to do without all of you. thank you so much.

we have come upon an agreement about our relationship: to see how after he finishes his NS. so we shall all just wait and see..

went out with my beloved regulus 2 last year 30th Dec. (yuto's voice is still so high...) anyway, it was great seeing all of them again.. kids all grow up le.. =]

thank God i didn't wear my new OP shirt.. because BEnjy was wearing the brown version..

today was MY 1st 3 months OG outing! haha.. although the attendance was as usual, pathetic. haha.. it was still great fun. as how adrian puts it, "the 3 of us represents 5 ppl each!(after chiew lin went home)" and then continued with "anywae, our og just makes up of us.." i didn't really agree with him on that point.. but it seems to be true.... haha

ANYWAY, adrian lost like wat.. 10 kg. haha.. he really looks good now. apparently, somebody is the top scorer in the hwa chong- st andrews final basketball match(17 pts).. hip la. haha didn't noe this kind of face also can make it. wahaha...

that idert made xiang jie, chiew lin and me wait for so long. esp me. i reached at 6. the rest 6:30. and that IDERT? 7:30. but i forgave him after he treated me to chocolate milkshake at coffee club, which tasted quite gross.. but nvm.. its a treat.. shouldn't say it tasted gross..

found out that he actually works near me!! how cool.. haha but while i sit on front of a computer at the Singapore Accountancy Academy, he sits down and staple papers for some hamper company... wahaha..

Thank God i didn't wear my black polo ralph shirt, because xiang jie wore the exact same shirt.

word of advice: its good to think twice what u wear when u go out.

i'm bacK~ haha using the airport comp again.. =p

bali's a great place, culture and all.. haha. didn't manage to tan myself and become as black as diana.. but we jet-ski-ed!! it was super fun!! but ex too la.. 250 000 Rp for half an hour. ( about s$50)

argh. having stomach ache now..

hey.. haha i'm in the airport. how cool's that. haha.. anywae, not much time before we board the plane to bali. tc guys. till i find the next available com (with an internet)

*SCREAMS* A'S ARE OVER!!!