2 fake stories. 2 different emotions.

Tutorials start this week and i just came back from class. alvin, angeline and i have got a super good MA tutor. Hopefully, i'll do well in MA! =)

today's human resource mgt class wasn't as boring as i thought it would be, altho i know my brain was sleeping a good 20 min while the lecturer was "singing her own lullaby". i read the readings this week, but damm! somebodywill always cut in before i can speak. looks like participation marks will have a lil prob this sem? maybe. but rarrrh. i read the damm readingS!!

i sat next to this really cool USC girl today. although i didn't really talk to her much until discussion, i enjoyed my conversation with her. don't know if it was her voice, accent, or her smile or all 3 combined, it felt very nice to talk to her. However, our conversation ended quite abrupt, but it was okay. i still felt happy after talking to her. During the course of our conversation, somehow, i felt that the way we talked was quite fake. seems ironic, i noe. but it was a nice but fake conversation. hmm..

immediately after our conversation got cut off, i was walking towards the staircase to go back to hall when i met this new girl from our block. i said hi. she just smiled and look away. and so i decided to be nice and ask her " where u going?" and her fren answered for her their destination and i was like "..oh." She didn't say anything.

In a desperate attempt to be nice or to get myself out of a weird situation, i called, "will u be back in hall for dinner? we can have dinner together!" i guess that it was nice that she stopped, turn around, gave me a sad face and said " erm.. no.. i don't think i'll be back for dinner." and turned ard, walked away. so i just said " its ok. another day lor."

then she told her fren(in front of me)" i have to go back to hall and put my staff down first." so i offered to help and then she had this paisehness expression which i don't know why. but u could feel that she wanted u to help her but for fomality sake (?) she decided to whine a bit. in the end she did and she said thanks and walk off.

well, i dun think i can fault her that much. but as i carried her finance textbook with 2 cables and whathaveu back to hall, i analysed my 2 situations. and i was wondring if this was a cross cultural thingy or was it the medcine i just took that cause me to entertain such useless thoughts.

2 fake stories. 2 different emotions.

...i dunno.hmm.

ok. time to sleep.