remember the words of those elderly ppl who once said A levels are done, uni will just be a breeze?

ha.

what liars.

goodness.. its only been the first few weeks of school and i'm already stressed up!! probably becos its hall.. really involved in hall: all the IBG events- including track, nball and cheerleading; a capella auditions; block comm stuff... that probably explains why i'm so tired these days. hardly get to go home to sleep on weekends. there's krystel and jo mo mo to teach.. and i still have to 'teach' yours truly also.

true, uni time table is really cool. haaha.. i have an average of 3 hours of school a day. thats really cool. haha.. and Friday's lect is webcast. even more cool. dun need to get up for lects on friday. which means i can be considered to haf a 4 day week. :)

oh well. i must say i miss my friends esp my jie meis.. haha.. (not becos ling asked me to dedicate it to them) as in all those gossips in the canteen during lunch, the constant complains and whining of certain teachers and PE, and of course waiting for each other to do our business finish in the toilet. those were the days. oh and i really miss diana n ling ling.. quite badly..

met many ppl that i know a few years back.. from kindergarten (yes, kindergarten.) to JC.. weird how they all turn out. all the slangs that were never there, just seem to look as if they were speaking in this way for their whole 19 years of life. bimbotic slangs. but hey, i remember how u spoke last time mans. me remembers. very clearly, in fact. Hmmm. change change change.. people do change.

hmm... uni is filed with people from everywhere.. esp ppl from the top JCs. somehow i just feel so intimidated by them, i feel i can't keep up with them. hmm.. shouldn't feel that way, i guess.. but when some guy- who is my good fren- asks u abt how u did for A's and u tell him in a voice that just shows how proud u are of ur achievements, because u know u worked so hard for such results and u certainly know that it was also a miracle despite the difficult emotional situation i was in, in that point in time.. he just looks blankly at u and say " huh? like that u so happy already ah?"

SaPP! ( a word i learnt from management class)

its not that i habour any hard feelings towards him (its really hard to, actually).. just that it hit me hard then and there, that i really need to work doubly, or 'triple-ly', hard to be on par with them.

face it. i'm not initially clever to begin with. i dun haf the genes of parents who are both doctors, or lawyers or one of each or whatever... gets so irritating soometimes when u talk to children of such genes.

but one thing i know and i claim,

if my God is for me, who can be against me?

yup, u r right.

NONE.

laureen, jia you!!