ahhh.. haha.. i had such a great time last night. :D

i met my darlings for dinner last night.. ahhh.. they are so sweet. i received my first birthday present last nite!! a hUGEEE tweety!!! hehe

maaaaann.. i love you guys. *smiles*

while the 4 of u had lil conversations and snapping tons of pics at TCC, there was a period of time where i looked at the 4 of u, kept quiet, and smiled.

without the 4 of u, life in Kc will not be fun..

the joy we shared duiring our lower sec days, especially; when we were in the same class (and having mr pang as our teacher. HAHA) and did all the stupid projects togeter, ranging from that rubbish chute- incinerator- dunno what project, our incomplete robotics competition to stupid CME projects, where i had to be that stupid fairy. ( i still have my wings and wand, troy.), it has all been a wonderful and memorable experience.

and when i got seperated from the 4 of u in sec 3, we were, nevertheless, still as close as before. it was our responsibilities as prefects that still kept us together. the constant complains about certain seniors; the disagreement of how they treated us (esp during sec 3: folding of that mass booklet thingies. arranging of chairs, and the constant complain that we were not taking initiative.); certain irritating juniors (URGH); the disappointment of one of us not being elected by the teachers to become x-co; the plannings of our prefects' camp; the sensitivity of each other when one is feeling down or having suffered the loss of a family member, we were together- "thru thick and thin".

and now, while we continue to share what else is going on in our lives- sth the world terms as "catching up with each other": the boys in our lives; the war heroine troy met who offered her " a kana that is individually wrapped" (forgot what its called la.haha); the work we are all involed in right now (i still can't believe ah min working in a polyclinic, and troy a GP teacher, marking essays..); the uni couses we are all going to and the dilemmas we face, it seems that nothing else has changed; we still love each other all the same.

"if you can't find dinah; never look back, look in front.

if you can't find celestine;never look front, look at the back.

if you can't find troy; don't need to look front or back, find her at the information counter."
-jasmine to laureen.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

i love u guys. i really do. thank u for being in my life.

thank u for remembering my birthday. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!!

this is the dunno how many times wishing u already. hahaha..

rubbish rubbish rubbish. laureen loves to talk rubbish.

just came back from lunch. i asked grace how to do lina's maths question, using a rectangular tofu and vegetable stalks to form the lines of the triangle.

yea.. lina.. i noe how do le.

haha..

yay!! i managed to bargain with michelle..- actualy with not much persuasion- i dun haf to go to the library to do stock taking until i finish all the january enrolment ones!! yay!! i still have the comp!! yay!!

but its geting super boring maan. but hey. i shall not complain.

hmmm... spent my whole morning, taht is, before lunch, looking at my friendster friends. hmm. sounds weird. but nvm. oh derrick looks weird. very weird. wats wrong with him. haha.

ooo.. i want to eat chocolate. :(

sians la. bro gg to NZ tmr.. wun be ard for my bday. :(

haha.. remembering my past birthdays ain't such a happy thought actually. all except last year's la.

ahhh.. whatever. talking rubbish again.

i have 10 ppl online and nobody is talking to me.

urgh.

and i still dunno anybody gg in NUS biz.

meeting love pentagon latER!! wooHOO!!!!

i like to blog.

becos i can say whatever i want and nobody interrupts me.

yay. wow.

bored. dunno why also.

was just thinking about my sms "conversation" with daryl yday. haha

he asked me what i was doing.. and i told him i was thinking. he asked me what i was thinking. i told him: life.

somehow, i think, when i start thinking.. i come out feeling very derpress. hahaa.. he says i think too much. perhaps.

does my logic of fairytales actually exist?

will my dashing young knight save me from the dark, eerie dungeon guarded by a ferocious fire-breathed dragon??

will i actually be saved??

or will i rot, wither n eventually die there..?

lonely- an emotion?

i dunno. i dun feel it anymore.

and its ok. because i dun care.

ahh. shit. i hate to think.

ahhh.. i finally finish filling those stupid forms.. haha.. i started at 9. and its 5 now?? hmmm..

siGH. dun feel very well today- physically and mentally.

had this really bad headache. not that bad until that extent.. but bad enough..

mentally because.. well.. yea. same reason.

i'm starting to wonder whther i was a good girlfren.. sometimes i was.. sometimes i probably was too selfish.. hmm.. i feel evil.:( oh well.. we are over anyway..

somebody stated about her long "walk" with her other half.. haha.. brought back many memories for me.. we had the longest walks.. the sweetest walks.. haha.. oh whatever la.

sometimes i wonder whether i'm ready to go into another relationship.. i want to be loved.. but i dun want to get hurt.. again. i can't take it.. i really can't.

lucky wei seong kor was online today. at least the headache wasn't there anymore after he had to go. at least he remembered my bday is in 1 week's time.

hmm.. ooo.. i went back and cut my hair on sat.. initially, i thought it was a disaster.. but it looked better the next day la. haha.. so i just look like some 12 year old girl if not for the hi-lites. haha.. gee.. i'm turning 19 and i look like 12. woohoo!!

i want to grow up man.. hah but looks like i just can't seem to leave the phrase "xiao mei mei".. seems to be sticking on to me.. oh well.. not my fault.

ahh.. i finally made my choice: NUS biz.

and then i realise sth.. i dunno anybody gg there at all!!! hahahaha.. oh dear.. anybody noeing anybody gg there....???

la la la .. 7 days to the zoo!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINA!!!

hmmmxx.. guess what?

I MANAGED TO FINISH ALL OF THOSE FORMSSSSSSSSSSSSS...

now the great task awaits me.. filing thousands of those in numerical order.

oh dear..

ooo.. i called aunty just noww.. yay!! i gg to cut hair again tmr. haha.. nonono.. its not because i'm that rich.. but simply because the ends of my hair are sticking out.. qiaoing like crazy... cannot take it. hafta go cut away..

snip snip..

hehe

so yea.. laureen is off to cut her hair again... so that she'll look perfect for her 19th birthday. (scarly come out disgusting.. *choy choy choy..)

11 days to go.

ooo.. and yes,, tmr is fat her's bday!! woohoo!! fat her is 50. haha.. wu shi da shou. this means there's gonna be good food for dinner tmr night!! yea.. but craps. i'm like on diet.. shits.

hmm

my sincere apologies to yina.. hey girl.. really sorry can't attend ur bbq.. if i could i would.. anyways, enjoy urself tmr ok?? haf the best bbq u ever had. reallly sooooorrrrrryyyyy..... :(

i noe its just so wrong to come and blog first thing in the morning. but hey.. i got the 'feel', you mei you.

anyways.. piang.. i really didn't expect malcolm to get 90. haha. he actualy guessed correctly how many gio stuff i have la. quite scary lor.. eh malcom.. u sure u not stalking me..?? hahaa..

hmm.. just finish my roti boy.. taste great. but i think i made the whole office smell like coffee.. but hey. its the fragrant smell of coffee~ haha.. mm mmmm..

just asked that old ah peh aka xiang jie to take my quiz. despite talking to him every mon-fri on msn.. complaining to him everything.. and telling him everything. he still scores 20.. like.. wa lao.what an idiot. but nvm la. since he is like ollllddd.. i shall just forgive him. forgetfulness comes with ageing.

ahhhhh... tmr is fat her's bday. haven't gotten anythinggggggg.. and there's mot her bday on sunday...

die. hahahah...

alrite. later.

=the definition of incoherent. =

my head is spinning. urgh..

so many forms la.. gg crazy. haha.. lucky got no deadline or watever manx. sure cmi wan. haha..

its pouring outside man.. sooo heavy la.. hailing is waiting for me to finish work so we can go shopping at tm. not like as if i got a lot of money to spare. really broke. and father's birthday is this sat..

haven't gotten him anything. and then there's mother's day. aiyah..

anyway..

think we getting wallet for father.and i have to pay for it cos corn paid mother's present and i haven't return her money.

yea. i'm very sleepy.

weather is soo nice.. o dear.

did soo many forms today.. i'm starting to blabber nonsense.

incoherent sentences.

random words.

bleah.

o. i bought $6.40 worth of xiao man tous again. i used it to bribe uncle benny. he's been eating all of it laaaaaaa.. fed up.

ahhh..

18 min moreeeeeeee..

oo.. 11 days to my birthday..

i'm getting older. but.. wiser.

shucccccccccccccckkkssss.. i moved my hand too slow.. uncle benny has seen my blooooooooog..

crap.....

cannot anyhow type things lee.. lets hope he didn't see the addie to my blog..

prob type rubbish later.

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End of me- Marion Raven

Hey

Stay with me

As I'm getting naked

Stripped down to the bone

This is not a mistake

It's the dawn of a new day

Anything goes from now

This is the last of illusions

This is the final trace of innocence

If I'm caught in the middle

I know it will be

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This is the final trace of innocence

If I'm caught in the middle

I know it will be

The end of me

Yeah

sigh. another day at work. today ain't that exciting. haha.. because i am back to data entry. ahh.. sian.

daryl msged me this morning.. his fren broke his guitar.. oh dear.. i hope his heart ain't broken that badly.. shall go practise drawing guitars and give him one. hope it'll cheer him up..

yep..back to the episode of the uni-making-decision drama..

msged mr chen yday.. asked him for his views.. he told me he'll go with NUS. because its more established.. and the market hasn't çertify'much about SMU.. (sth to that effect la). then carried on to say that SMU have a lot of hype, but whether or not it has substance is another thing.. hmmm..

msged michelle yday too (minnie's sister- currently in NUS biz) yea.. gonna meet up after how many years for dinner. haha hopefully it would be clear to me after dinner that day.
haahaha.. hmm.. i started writing the pros and cons of each uni le.. somehow both haf equal number of pros and NUS has 1 con more than SMU. so whatever. haha.. must continue to think of more pros and cons..

hmmm.. bin just msged me.. her application to NUS is approved!! but she hasnt receive her mail yet and she's soooo worried... poor thing.. aiyoh.. i also feel so scared for her.. dunno why also. ahhaaha..

heeeeey. i created this new e-mail a/c.. hahaahaaa...

laureen@e-garfield.com

haahhahahhah.. alrite. just because i look like garfield now.. cmi.

oooooooo.. need to pee.

bubyee~

tuition with krystel tonight..

DON'T EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER READ UR EX BOYFRIEND'S FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIALS AFTER UR RELATIONSHIP ENDED.


urgh. :(

haha sooo cute!! edna..

taken off from ling's blog..

dun u think i looked like that when i was in primary school.. same hairstyle.. haahahaha..

just came back from giving mentos tuition.. i'm sleepy. shall talk tmr. nitey.

can't really blog much today.. haha.. siew kiong, my big boss, gave me some (actually a lot) typing to do. goodness. so much more fun than data enrolment. so today. laureen is busy. woooowww.. ahahaha..

hmm.. yesterday was great fun. it was the "pamper Laureen day".. a bit la. haha
yday woke up exactly at 8 45. the alram clock only rang once. haha.. so exciting la.. gg to hi lite my hair.. again. hmm.. so anyway.. went bugis and managed to reach there at 10 35. haha.. i would have been earlier if i did not need to draw money as well as to go toilet..

anyways.. aunty help me choose a olour to hi lite my hair for me.. just pointed to diff hair colours of models in this book that i nv realised existed in the shop before. think its new additions. anyway.

dunno what colour to choose also.. so i just told aunty "obvious, but so not so strong." since there weren't any colour when she did my hair previously.

becos i was wearing my specs.. i took them off.. i mean i dun want to dirty my $380 specs with hair dye..

so anyway.. the aunty help layer some parts at the top of my head.. dunno what la.. let her do whatever she wants. haha.. just dun snip off my hair that i painstakingly grew it. not that it is very long la. but u noe.. relatively long.. ahaha

then she started puting aluminium foils on my head. the usual procedure. not being able to see anything with my specs.. just closed my eyes...

after washing and blowing my hair dry.. i still had no idea how i looked. all i saw in the mirror was that my hair still looks black. (my degree is 1000 for each eye) so i started praying
"dear God, please dun let me waste my money.. let the colour be at least obvious; because i really dun see any colour when i'm without my specs.."

and thwn the aunty went to take the scissors to like trim dunno where.. and i used the chance to put on my specs.

to my horros of horros.. i saw garfield in the mirror.

probably it was the lighing. (i think it is) i was so shock, i let out this really huge gasp. hahaha.. the aunty laughed.

oh manx. haha,, God does answer prayers. hahahaha.. gg for lunch now. prob blog later.. if i cann... becos.. i'm sitting at yanni's table.. dangerous zone.. ( everybody is having lunch now..) hahaha...

oo!! i must say this!!

diana and bin got into NTU!! and hannee bannee got into NUS!! woOhoO!!!!!

so happy for them..

13 days to my birthday.

i dunno.

*shrugs*

i just read someone's bloggy.

somehow reading it, made me understand how she feels.. probably i feel the same way?

where is my prince charming???!!!

take so long. fed up. tired of waiting liao laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

*pouTS*

scold him when he finally comes.

lousy.

alrite. stop whining, laureen. he'll come one day.
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hmm.. gonna hi-lite my hair again tmr!! yay!! couldn't wait until my bdae. no patience. and i'm sick of my hair. getting thick. i dun like.

gonna meet clara and shu tmr too!! after my hair thingy. hopefully we can go to some high class place.. although my atm a/c is reaaaalllly running lowwww... :(

spent $62 at Giordano on Friday.. spent not much yday.. thankfully.. and $15 on a mango top. hmm.. wanted to buy that pair of giordano caprice (another one) but decided that mother will kill me.. so shall wait a few days.. hahaha

went to aunty ruth's concert on sat. haha.. kiat , philo and aunty rosie (philo's mummy) went too!! haha so funny. anyway.. goodness. the drummer is so totally extrally superbly dunno whatly cute laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! he's 21 lorrr... gosh.. ask aunty ruth to intro ah.. fed up. just say "this is laureen". wa lao. thats it la. then just smile at him.. too shy to ssay much. then aunty ruth scare him away to dunno where. wa lao. o nvm. he reminds me of my abel mei mei. haha same pattern wan. i miss talking to abel mei mei. :(

mmm.. forgot to blog about this the other day.. finally got the motivation to go running on wed?? ya.. gee. i've been feeling so fat since last sunday when our dearest sa-gou treated us seafood diiner at east coast. oh boi.. ate sooo much!! esp the o nee!! hahahah...

so anyway.. went running after work.. changed into comfy clothes.. and brought my pocket size radio thingies with my discman ear phones plug in.. wa lao. instead of concentrating on losing the fats while running. i spent like the whole run trying to find a radio channel where the reception is clear. and guess what. none of it was clear!! FED UP!! only the malay channel can be heard. (no offense to my malay frennies, but i really dun understand la..) in the end, i took off my ear phones, coz i was so pissed. i really need a mp3 playeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

oo.. its the first of May.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANG JIE!!!!!!!!! U OLD AH UNCLE!!!


and i haf yet to decide.. smu?? or nus?? sianx

i got into NUS!

bro's right. i should be thankful.

i am!! but then.. its difficult to make the decision.

but somehow i know.. when i make my decision.. it will be the right one, the path God has chosen for me to take.

because i was at this similar crossroad 2 years ago: SA or MJ.

and i did made the right choice.

:)

Dear God.. show me the path u want me to take. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

wow.. i dun believe this. hahah.. i got no time to blog today. perhaps its becos i was busy changing and calculating font colours. haha credit goes to wei ling ling for teaching me how to do it!!!
:D

hmmm... father called me while i was having lunch today with yani.. (at bedok. eating MUTTON SOUP).. he said.. there's this huge NUS envelope waiting for me at home to be open.. refuse to let anyone open it. i din get to open SMU and NTU letters. so nobody's gg to read my letter. *hmmvphZ*..

dillemma dilemma dillemmmaaaaaa.. hate being in dilemmas.

feel so.. indecisive.

ahh!! LONG WEEKEND!! o how i look fwd to such days. hahahaahahah..

meeting shu shu and clara on monday. we are so gonna chill and haf fun. catching up with my primary sch best frens. haha..

i still haf to org outings for mj nball slacker/cherrleaders (take it anyway u want it.) team.. i just miss joleen, elsa and erin.

i hafta org outing for dinie and diana too..

also.. outing with mentos (o man.. so long le.)

and outing with my meridian jie meis to KBOX.

outing with love pentagon peeps: troy, ah min, dinah n celest

outing with adrian and xiang jie, when xiang jie comes back from US. gg to treat them kway chap. hahaah.. AND IN RETURN IT WOULD BE NICE IF HE REMEMBERS TO GET ME A NICE BAG FROM WHERE HE IS RIGHT NOW.

a dinner treat for bro and aunty ruth as well..

i want to haf outings with my cousin pei, eunice and merissa too..

and my secondary sch classmates: myra, eunice, dawn and jan..

and my 10 years classmates: stef and ying..

so many outings, so lil time.

sianx.

(GIORDANO 30% OFF ALL BOTTOMS!! HURRy!!)

ah. its thursday. so fast man!!

hmm..

dun feel like typing much today although i really haf losta things to blog..

hmm.

well, firstly, i got into SMU. thank God. as how old corn puts it: " ur 3/4 voice also can make it." hahahaahah..

oh well.. thot was the essay that was given credit for. keke. (but hey. i edited like every chim word there and it sounds like me speaking. so ya. haha )

maaaaaan.. so now i'm back to my dilemma again. i'm quite for NUS already.. but everybody in NUS just wishes to transfer their credits to SMU!! and the distance factor is so tempting... alright. still have time to think. thank God.

mmmm.. chatting to ling, clara, yani now.. michelle, my boss, has also been talking to me on msn too. and i haf been talking to ryan too.

hmm..so.. this means they noe i'm slacking. ahha.. but they are not saying anything at all..
haha..

yea.. anyway ryan took half day. apparently, he's gg for some training thingy somewhere.. he's gg to change job le. i dun blame him. its so boring here la.. how can ppl take it working here for so long.. now i noe how corn feels.

corn: quit ur job.

aiyahhh.. sian.. i stil haf lots to do.. *wails* and i'm getting very restless.

o ya. before i forget.. everybody reading this entry:

PLEASE GO DOWN TO THE WALLET SHOP AND VOTE FOR DESIGN NO.17. IT IS OUR DARLING MING YI'S DESIGN. SO QUICK!!!

(ok ming ming.. i told everybody already.)

hmmm..

YAY!! bro finishes his exams todaeeeeeeeeee!! haha.. yay!!! can get my mp3 player leeeee! haha but thats not the only reason y i'm happy his exams are over laaa.. i not so bad lor..

talking abt mp3 players.. hailing told me during lunch just now that there is a black ipod mini?? gee. so cool la!! i want a black one!!!

and i think i should get mine first before becky gets hers...

*oops*

u din read that.

ahh. i finally managed to clear one of the huge stacks. i left like about 2 or 3 more stacks.. and a whole lot of names and classes to key into excel. haha. sheesh.

yup. experiencing lots of emotions lately. no idea why. hmmm.. hate this feeling.

just came back from lunch. yep. hailing's back at work! yay! haha.. poor girl is sick. hope she feels much better today. yea.

phwoar. yday tuition with krystel was kinda.. er.. lets just say i managed to survived it.

when we were in her room, she was complaining it was hot. and that she should have on her air con earlier. and i was thinking "ya. it would be nice if u prepared everything before i came."

anyway as minutes passed, the damn air con was still so hot and both of us started to perspire.

irritated, agitated and frustrated, krystel went to investigate the air con.

yep and so she did.

then she screamed.

hmm.. apparently, it was more of a curse than a scream. she started sayiing how stupid the maid was..

apparently, the maid pushed the window all the way behind the air con (the aircon was at rhe window there) then dunno wat thats why the "cold air cannot come out"

krystel was sooo pissed. and so was i; not only was it because i was hot and perspiring too (i just bathed), she couldn't concentrate on my maths.

after grumbling she asked if she could go take a 1 min break to drink water. and i was like "ya ok". the door opened 30 sec later.

as i had my back against the door, i turned ard, about to ask her to hurry up because we really haf not started on anything. but instead of seeing krystel and her glass of water, it was one of her brothers wearing nothing but a pair of black boxers with many small red hearts on it.

OH MANNNNNNN.

having grown up in a convent school, i seriously was (and still is) soooo embarassed la. dunno why also la. really, not say i was the one in the boxers. but sheesh, come on man. thats so sick.
he wanted to fix the damn air con then. and he told krystel to get him a screwdriver. (krystel came back already)

with her cup in her hands, she said "but i'm tuitioning!"

thank God. she knew she was having tuition.

so in the end her bro in the boxers said " ok lor, then u all can just live in this oven." and walked away.

THANK GOD!!

in the end, we opened the window and her room door, pushed the standing fan to the entrance of her room.

and we finally managed to do some work.

gosh.

we are going to have tuition on thursday again... oh man. please pray that her brothers wear more than just a pair of boxers..

what do u do when ur tuition kid doesn't complete ur homework? and msg u the day u are gg to have tuition with her?

oh man!!! i'm pissed.

sick.

poilitics. sick.

she's just a cleaning lady. she works 18 hours a day. she earn's less than $4 an hour.

she has 2 kids- 1 sec 3, the other p5, her husband doesn't earn much.

why can't u just let her off?

why are u fighting recycled paper and boxes with her?

just because she's on very good terms with someone u dun like?

hey uncle, i liked u. now i dun think so.

i rather believe her. than believe you.

and u were the one who was telling me that there's so much politics in this company. and how dumb u think it was. o. how ironic.

i'm disgusted. totally disgusted.

"We all have fears of various kinds- from worms to wars. Gideon's story teaches us that we can be confident of this: If Goad asks us to do sth, He'll give us the strength and power to do it."

today is such a hoooot day. gosh it has been like this for days already. argh. probably a good idea to go tan man. hahaah..

its a siGN!!!

..oh shut up.

alright. just had lunch.. yani treated me indian rojak and coffee. she's such a sweeeeeetie... :)

yup. bored again.

although got so much enrolment to do.

now got no inspiration to talk rubbish. prob later. :)

i love my brother: timothy goh shao wei :)

u are the best!! *YAY* thanks for lifting me out of the down-down mood.

i love you!! *smiles*

there are just some times u wish u nv existed.

as compared to my previous post, i noe its ironic.

but i just can't help it.

when u are down, u just feel down.

when u have somebody to love, u are blessed.

when u love somebody, u are blessed.

when u have somebody to listen to ur whining, u are blessed.

when u know that u will always receive a hug if u ask for one, u are blessed.

if u know that the sound of your name lights up someone's face, u are blessed.

if u know that u bring joy into someone's life, u are blessed.

IF U NEVER HAVE TO ENROL CHINA STUDENTS, U ARE SOOOOOO BLESSED.

but if u haf an income, u are blessed.
(laureen stop complaining.)

if u have a family that loves u very much, u are extremely blessed.

if u have a home to live in; a bed to sleep on; clothes to wear; food to eat; water to drink and to bathe; a bear (specifically laur-co) to hug, u are blessed.

if u have friends that u can count on, u are blessed.

if ryan doesn't come and u can sit on his table, u are blessed.

and esp if michelle doesn't come too, thats a bonus.

if u know that u dun walk this life alone, u are blessed.

The fact that Christ died for u; u are very blessed.

the fact that His "crown of thorns" was to cleanse ur corrupted mind; u are blessed.

the fact that His face was slapped and bruises all over, just to "save ur face"; u are blessed.

the fact that His grace scarred hands were pierced on to the cross so that u are able to stretch out ur hands to receive freely God's blessing; u are blessed.

the fact that He was pierced at His side.. and water n blood flowing out of His body, speaks clearly of repentence; u are so blessed.

the fact that His feet too, were pierced on the cross, allowed u to stand on ground of peace; yep, thats how blessed u are.

even if u dun believe in Him now, just know that u are very blessed.

Thank you Jesus.. for blessing me.

==laureen is just spending her morning, counting her blessings.==

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yea. i'm home. :) thank God.

interview was ok la. although i sounded funny, at least i managed to talk. talk crap la. i think i didn't make sense, but who cares. haha.. the most dun get in only wat. anyway, made up my mind. i rather go NUS. that is, if NUS accept me. hahahaha oh btw, serene cheong, KC fren, was in the same group as me.. father gave her a lift to bugis after the interview. haha.. OOO!!! Serene and i met Yeong Min too!! yay!! hahaha..

yay!! i got a call from ne yday!! she's shortlisted for the Law interview in NUS!! haha.. yay!! she's so excited, and i'm so happy for her.. haha... her interview and test is on next friday.. will be praying for her!!

yup. supposed to go out with bin today. made her go out with me today. but stupid laureen is still sick. argh. so i had to cancel it with binny bin bin. sorry bin.. :(

alrite. so i'm stuck at home. not feeling well.. again. thank God the headache didn't come during the interview. guess i'll go sleep some hours first...

ARGHHHHH.. sick sick sick sick.

tmr interview..

die die die...

*pray pray pray*

ah. lost 1/2 of my voice today. and i really stopped talking today. *stares at minnie*

woke up feeling very sick. wanted not to come today, but then i think of the money that would otherwise be earned, opportunity cost.. haha.. so i managed to pull myself out of bed. haha.. required a lot of energy.

haha.. anyways, hailing didn't come today.. so i had lunch with yani.. she's so sweet. haha.. although she's like 6 years older than me.. she felt like my age la. (as in 18.. not 8) so anyway.. went to sing post to eat. ate my yong tau fu.. again.haha

hmm.. ne also received her NTU letter liao!! ya.. but she got into accounting.. she says she wasn't syhortlisted for the law interview.. because they call all the ppl le.. :( so sad.. but then she said her 2nd choice in NUS is biz!! haha.. hope she gets biz too.. then atr least we can biz together. haha.. buit i think she rather her accountancy. haha.. earn more money, it seems.

hmm.. stef and i planned our "tuition reunion" today 2 weeks ago.. it was going to be held tonight.. BUT. smelly sam has to study for some dumb paper which she failed and stef has a stupid last minute meeting at 7pm.. so sad la. :( laureen has to cancel it. stupid. cannot make it la.. i miss stef, sam, jieyan and teach.. stef and sam esp... :(

hmmm diana just had her NTU interview a few hours ago. i really hope she manages to get a place there.. aiyah sure wan la. must haf faith. haha :)

yuP. my smu interview is on friday. and half my voice is like gone. i'm trying so hard to avoid all chilli stuff.. and i haf managed to. haha.. **i ate yong tau fu without chilli ok. and i'm not bluffing. i avoided all the fried stuff.. haha. prob God made those 2 asses not free, coz he noes i'm gg to lose my voice if i ate fish and co. haha.. so yea.. thanks God. haha

hmm. i wore my new GIORDANO shirt today.. then we not meeting. wa lao. could have actually save the shirt for another day la..

received an e-mail from ntu just now.. haha they invite me to their biz hi tea. so funny la. haha..
but i'm nv gg to travel to boon lay anymore. unless i can't get into NUS or SMU.. (dear God... please dun let me travel all the way there anymore.. i rather clementi.. )

and then time is passing really slowly today.

i've been coughing the whole darn day.. o man.. its all because of that darn ba hu i ate yday.. because it was staring at me.. :(

argh. yday when i was gg back, something scary happened. was walking to the train station when this big size man stopped me.. haiyo.. he's very very dirty looking.. there were tattos on his upper arm.. he was very very dirty lokking. and he started speaking, i couldn't help but notice the missing teeth in his mouth.. and those that remain.. were decaying..

he was talking to me in chinese, saying he lost his wallet.. and his grandmother is in critical condition in the hospital. she's diagnosed with diabetes and she had to have her leg amutated. reminds me of my own ah ma.

anyway. i didn't run away becoz i have no idea why. it hasn't hit me yet. i was so stunned.
anyway as i was still staring at him.. and about to do whatever it takes to get away from him, like giving him money, so i would be out of that situation.. thank GOD my colleague walked past. (the guy who i nv spoke to in my whole how-many-months-i've-been-working-here time.) he looked at me and i was staring at him, and he said "er.. aren't u late for class??"

i was quick man. "er.. ya!!"

and ran next to him. we started walking really fast and u can hear that poor dirty man screaming "xiao jie.. xiao jie.."

"walk faster.. walk faster..!!"

practically running la. wah lao.

anyway thank GOd for him. or i really wouldn't know what willl happen to me. i hope i dun see him anymore.but it struck me that there really are ppl who dun live lives like the way i do.

corn opened my letter today. it was from NTU. so.. ya. i'm accepted there. but then.. i actually dun want to go there. haha.. but at least i noe i can fall back on sth now.

Thank u, God. :)

not really in a bloggy mood today. duno why. i think its the throat. :(

and i haf to teach krystel today la!! please pray she doesn't irritate me by not doing my way. and being so darn freaking neat. :(

the week end's been great. reeeaaalllyyyy great. ok la prob not the whole week end but bits of it. aiyah what i talking.

met bin on friday after work.. hahaha. ran to the train station after work la. ya. RAN. coz bin waiting for me there.. hahaha.. (cell was cancelled.. coz a lot of ppl couldn't make it.) so anyway.. bin and i went to Orchard for the World Of Sports sale.. which is act not much la. dun talk about it. so pissed. all the stuff still so ex. :( anyway, felt i'll let myself down if i didn't get anything. so...laureen finally owns a NIKE sports bra. wahahaha.. i wanted that blue blue wan.. but dun haf la. sianx. so black lor.. haha. standard. anywayyy.. bin bought a pair of nike socks. hmm. haha
yup. bin gave me this xiao ding dang thingy. haha.. xiao ding dang was wearing george's clothes la.. (george as in panda bear george..) wahahahahaah.. i was laughing so hard.. its so darn cute.. she gave me lots of other jap food stuff too..

BIN. U ROCK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

yup. so we had like such a fun night.. and we decided to go travelling together.. haha.. i dun careeee.. i want to gooooooo.. prob we should go bali. haha laureen can go sun tan in her new nike sports bra!! yay!! ahh.. watever.

anyway. yea. thats friday. haha sat was an even greater day. :) not only it was because old corn has reached 22 years of age and still growing.. i met someone else. so for the record,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD CORN!!!
as sms-ed, may u always be yellow and ur leaves, ever green. love you manz!

woke up at 10:30. couldn't sleep more la. haha die ah. getting old. anyway.. got up.. walked ard the house.. haha.. then sat down do some of vonney's maths questions.. managed to solved them. yay!! then.. went to bathe and change.. left the house with the whole family.. was on the train when this woman walked up to me.. haha.. stood in front of me and grinned.

AMANDA LAM!!! hahaha.. my kindergarten classmate. so sweet lor.. she actually bothered to walk towards me and say hi. :) love you babe.

yup. so after sending jo to her ALW class at centre pointmother went to POSB.. and she asked me go walk ard myself first.. was in MANGO when i saw this really nice black bag with green trimmings.. it costs $49. i decided to get it for corn. haha.. but i wanted mother to see it first before i buy it. because old corn and my tastes is very different. and mother's taste is like corn's taste. which makes mother's taste and my taste different. but that doesn't mean i got bad taste, although they always say i got bad taste. which is not true because i think my teaste is ok la.. not that bad. understand?? haha

so anyway was checking out this GREEN MANGO SKIRT WHICH COST ONLY $25. and the PANTS WHICH COSTS $35... (which i tried later on and there weren't any of my size for BOTH THE SKIRT AND PANTS. so pissed) diana msged me!! she has an interview with NTU biz schooL!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY FOR HER!!!!! called her straight away..

DIANA.. JIA YOU!! :D

then.. went to posb to meet mother. and went to mango to look at the bag. yup. mother said the bag was nice, but she asked me if it was worth it. i just told her "well, the bag costs $49. corn can carry it; i can carry it; u can carry it. so $49 divide by 3.. yep mother. its worth it!" and i bought it. (corn loves the bag too, btw)

we went to robinsons again to look at bras. yep. again. haha.. so anyway, nvm. shan't talk about that part.

mother and i went to delifrance after that and she treated me to a fruit tartlet and an espresso. and mother was telling me what happened the day before at her boss' retirement party the day before. haha.. she's so proud of herself because the boss kept praising her. haha she's been working for him for more than 13 years, u see. haha.. mother's such a good secretary. what to do.. my mother ma.. hahaha..

then i went to pick jo from her class then meet mother at cold storage.

after which i left them at city hall mrt to meet chong...... :)

went to sakae, as usual, for dinner.. was explaining to me all the army stuff la.. then i just stare back at him.. in the end i got it ok.. he's in 1 of the 4 special units ah.. dunno wat la.. diffuse bomb wan la. haha..

anyway gave him the Picard walllet i bought. haha.. glad he likes it. really glad.
had a great night la. just realised his dimples are like so nice la. ddammit. haha.. aiyah whatever.
went home that day feeling very very happy. :)

met corn at pasir ris.. father drove us home. we cut the cake without any cameras to capture the moment. because the camera DIED. AGAIN. corn was so pissed.

poor corn.. told corn i'll draw a portrait of her. haha.. but nv la in the end. haha

anyways,sunday was quite a diff story. prob its the lack of sleep or sth.. felt very grumpy.. haha the only thing that mde me happy was who i was with the night before. hahaa.. it just brings back very very happy memories.. ya..

this part goes to Lina mentos:
hey girl.. sorry ah.. made u go back to the shop to do ur belt.. i noe like very bo sim la.. sorry la.. because i dun think i will be gg far east for like a long period of time.. sorry hor. anyway i still hope u like the belt.

hmmm.. pastor talked to me after mkc.. came out of the room crying. sian. i dun get it la. i seriously dun understand whats wrong with the whole world. y can't we just love each other. why should there be different view points over such matter? i dun understand why ppl have to make sth so easy seem so difficult. what? is it because i'm acting like an 8 yr old- of which i'm optimistic about life or whatever shit that the quiz results say.. i dun understand. y can't we all just agree.. i mean dun u love God? yes? then dun u know what u are doing is so shallow? dammit. adults are so dumb. so so so so dumb. talk talk talk thats all u noe how to do.

Tickle's Original Inkblot Test
Reveal Your Subconscious Mind
Laureen, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love

Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not. You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences. The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love — hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others. With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.

Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.



awwwwwwwwwwww.... hahahahaa.. longest i took so far.. 56 questions. reccomended by effandy. wahahaha.. yea.. now the 2 of us are like doing quizes.. hahahaha.. bonding man. finally bonding with colleagues. hahaha.. dun think will blog anymore. haha see ya next week!!

You Are 8 Years Old

8 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

WAHAHAHAHAH

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

haha.. got this quiz from minnie's blog. i'm so into doing quizes now.. did a few more yday when i was supposed to be doing my work. hahahhahaha.. :p hope i dun get sack soon siahz..

kk laureen blogs later. now.. its time for luNCH!!!! porridge porridge porridge.. with luncheon meat and peanuts. wahaha...

The Confidence Test
Show The World What You're Really Made Of
Laureen, your confidence level is medium

As a result, you probably see yourself as a great, focused, or energized person at least half of the time. However on other days, stress and self-doubt might leave you feeling a bit low. So while you're generally a warm person who thinks highly of yourself and others, your behavior may change for the worse when you're having "one of those days." Luckily, people like you tend to bounce back pretty easily. Your social ability seems to be the trait that you most value in yourself of the five main traits that affect confidence. You also seem to appreciate this characteristic in others.

haha.. if i look like i'm bored. i'm actually not. i really have lots of lots of enrolment to do. the pile of forms now are like 4.5cm high. (yea. i measured it.)

guess no more blogging for the day.

anyway, we gg to celebrate corn's bdae tonight at thai express, siglap. haha.. i'm treating. i'm such a darling sister. wahahah.. diana said she's treating her family thai next week too.. haha so qiao.

kk.. NO MORE BLOGGING. (go check out bin's japan photos.. very pretty.. the flowers!! not bin!! hahahahahaah.. okok kidding bin, kidding.. )

hapPy biRthday CHONG~

What Does Your Style Say About You?
Laureen, your style says you're Preppy and Classic

Just because you're preppy doesn't mean pinks and greens are your favorites (though they just might be!). But your style does tell the world that you don't have to mess with fleeting fads and fly-by-night fashion. You usually go for what's classy, and you know that means you'll always look stylish no matter what's the trend of the day.You're the type of girl who's a true blue, and we bet you're the one friends go to when they need a good word of advice or a shoulder to cry on. And your style says the same thing — you're not about to follow the herd, you know just where you're headed. That never goes out of style. Now that's chic!

so happening. hahahaha.. i found that quiz quiz page i always did when i was bored in sec 3!!! haha.. it used to be www.emode.com. now dunno become what tickle website.. haha..

dammit!! why is lynn wearing jeans?! how come she's allowed and i am noT?!!!!! and she's the front desk person?!!!! oh gosh!! wear jeans with mickey mouse shirt also la!!

NOT FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

haiiiiiiiyo. the day is passing so slowly. but thank God.. its finally time to blog. wahaha

anyways, yesterday's tuition passed quite fast. although krystel (the kid) was like chao hyper. urgh. she kept on singing coral secondary school song.. OVER and OVER and OVER again. wah lao.. some more the song quite funny lor.. meaning got the words "coral reefs" and all.. haha.. oops. anyway KC school song is still the nicest, beats MJ. haha HANDS DOWN. alrite, anyway, that kid ah.. piang.. kept insisting to do her teachers way.

e.g. x + 5 = 7

so normally, we will bring the 5 over.. and it becomes..

x = 7 - 5 = 2.

but she kept insisting on putting on redundant numbers such as:

x + 5 = 7
x + 5 - 5 = 7 - 5
x = 2

i told her, "ya its correct; but the teacher is doing it this way because she wants u to understand that each side of an equation must balance. so now u know, u can just bring the 5 over like that.."

"but i want to do my teacher's way.. i cannot change la.. i like it this way"

"but u will be wasting time, paper, pen ink and er.. money (to buy the pen) also la!!"

"nvm.. its ok. i can afford."

wah slap her la.

thats not all la..

she accidentally drew a line on the new assesment book. (FAINT lines that are less than 1 cm) she FREAKS OUT. as in LITERALLY FREAK OUT, and use that correction tape of hers..
and she refuses to cancel the wrong answers, must use that correction tape. and then simply refuses to do the workings on the book. "i very fussy, hor? what to do?? i'm a neat freak." she told me with that cheeky grin..

gosh. and u know that laureen goh is far from neat.. wah.. cannot stand it.

then again, she's still cute, and i'm sure she'll do well in maths. i just haf to stop her from singing during tuition. arGH. should have charge higher than $120 la. dammit. haha

argh.. my throat hurts.. :( think i really falling sick le.. sians.

i'm gg far east later after work.. suppose to find a present for a certain someone. haha.. since diana has muay thai, asked elsa if she wanted to have dinner with me tonight.. but that girl ah.. gg bkk on friday.. and she hasn't packed her bag, and she's already gg out tmr..so she can't meet me.. sians.

so i've decided go myself. macham no friends. haha.. but its ok. go home after buying it, i'm very very tired. eyebags are super bad.

alrite, before i forget.. everybody esp those linked to me- or rather, i linked to- there's this sickening irritating person posing as me, using my nick. so please be careful ya.. dunno who ah.. ne said prob its my admirer.. hahaha.. that'ld be funny. coz i'll whack that person up and down, left and right.. dun see me no strength.. haha

aiyah.. very sleepy..

hmm.. just finish a packet of "hello Panda" strawberry biscuits. its good man.. all pandas are called GEORGIE. haha..

hmmm.. i'm still thinking when i should work here until.. its getting super boring. dun understand how come the ppl here caan survive working for years here..

aww man.. chao tired...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINA MENtoS dARliNg!! LOVe YA!!

sth i owe the a102 peeps.. hahaha.. for a very very long time..


the girls..


bin, ling and me..


the malay girls and mr chen..


adil, bin and ling..


hanee banee and me..


bin and ling..

and it is a brand new day to write another entry for my blog. haha

i clipped my hair today with a pink clip- just to match my pink skirt. hehe so sweet hor. haha

hmm.. talking to stef quek and diana now. gosh they are so funny. and well.. stef is just plain dumb. haha whats new.. :Þ

anywaes.. the funniest thing that i've seen today : 10 (in total) pudgy ninja turtles **raphael in specific** dancing simultaneously in their own circle. sooooo cuuttttteeee.. soooooo funnnyyyyy... i tried so hard not to laugh.. but i did la. then all the china students all stare at me. so paiseh. wah piang..

so anyway.. i'm bored again.. yea.. just came back not toolong ago from buying kinder bueno!! haha.. 7-11 sells it at $1.40 lor.. NTUC only $1. cheat ppl wan.. :( but nvm la.. taste great after eating it. haha all because of yvonne.. sianx.

not only did i buy kinder bueno and some hershey chocs (for krystel tonight) i also boughht 2 miniham and cheese bread for michelle, 1 time out choc for yani and 1 tom yam fried rice for xiao rong at this vegetarian place. haha

just said sth which i should have thought first before saying it.. feel really bad now. told her i didn't mean it negatively..just that i was excited.. she said its ok. i mean what else could she haf said. arGH. laureen goh. ur mouth is so big and brains so small.. arGH.

hmmm.. i talkked to stef quek the whole day la.. haha.. boy, she must be loving my copmpany. wahahaahaha..

anyway~ SMU called~! yup.. 22 April.. haha.. i think credit goes to tim for writing the lay out for me.. but i did away with all the chim words and put in words that i will use. which is erm.. a lot. haha..

another great news!!


I GOT MY PAY TOO!!!!


YAY!! GIORDANO.. here i come! !hahahaahahah...


for the first time, my pay can go to 4 digits. but haha.. not say by a lot. oh well. must save money.. haha...

father was talking about the charity shows yesterday night during dinner.. he told us that it is so wrong for these shows to use prizes to entice ppl to call.. he said "charity comes from the HEART" and with such activity, the meaning of CHARITY would be gone. it means that u expect sth back and charity means NOT to expect anything back. but then again... if u dun entice ppl to call.. would u be able to raise as much money?? of course not.In general, Man are selfish creatures. wait long long la.

selfish..

father told us yday that the money raised during the Tsunami last year by the REd cross, which amounted to over 2 billion dollars..were gone to building bungalows for the political members and whoever that is considered impt in Aceh.

corrupted, selfish, heartless idiots.

corn asked me if i donated to the tsunami ppl.. i couldn't really remember.. i'm sure i did monetary donations, then jo said "ur clothes!!" and ya! i donated my clothes- my shirts, shorts and esp numerous pairs of pyjamas la!! wah.. i donated all the pyjamas i could find( esp those i wore when i was much much smaller).. very hard to let go, ok. but i did la, in the end.

"YA. i gave my clothes!! my pyjamas ok!! all of which had sentimental value!!! money cannot buy such things ok. cost much more.."

then thats when corn said " ya. i bet those ppl living in those bungalows are using it as rags now"


ARGHHHHHHHH...

ahh.. there. there finally isn't any black hole up there. haha.. finally learned how to do this thing. all by myself ok. haha.. so proud of myself..

anyway.. its mondday.. again.. hmm.. so ryan's not here.. so i'm sitting on his table.. again.. *YAY* haha..

i tried posting my entry on friday. its not that i dun want to post.. its just that there's sth wrong with blogger. dumbass.. the entry i typed so long la.. typed twice some more.. wah piang.. then all gone.. pek chek.

anyway.. i'm not gg to type again. i can't be bothered.

yUP. i'm so bored. and i smell of smoke. so smelly laaaaaaaa... hailing and i went to eat lunch at our regular place.. and the temple nearby was burning stuff.. so ya. u guessed it.. we came back to the office smelling like we just smoked tens of packets of cigarettes. arGH.

so i went to the toilet just now. after washing my hands, i realised that there was the air freshener nearby.. haha.. dun think have to explain what i did la. but it did help ok.. a bit la.. i prob smell like some lemon toilet now.. ahhh.. whatever.

i went blog to blog on friday looking for my sec sch frens blogs.. found so many ppl la.. just that haven't linked them yet.. haha.. a bit lazy on that one.. anyways, i found this on clara's blog.. and i did the test twice. and i'm gg to do it AGAIN.. because the damn blogger got problem (as said before...)



Congratulations! you're Susan!
Who are you most like on Desperate Housewives??
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so anyway. i'm susan. haha.. yay!! i get the dishy plumber too!! haha.. he's so cute. but i think i'ld prefer chad michael murray. he's cuter.. *dreamy* but dammit. he's engaged. haha.. oh whatever..

hmmmmmmm.. haha.. we (corn, kirbs, bex, philo, dicky and me) watched miss congeniality after church yday.. it was so funny la.. haha.. esp the part at the airport where gracie hartt has decided to go back and she was still wearing the grandmother's clothes..haha.. philip kept asking why are her boops sagging. hahaha.. then sam and gracie started fighting.. haha.. i guess only ppl who watched it noe wht i'm talking la.. it was so funny. the not so funny part was when philo dropped the whole box of pop corn on the floor..** it was the i-thought-u-were-holding-it thing la.. anyway.. popcorn covering ur toes is not a very nice feeling.. they are sticky. :( gross. anyway.. we al were very sorry for the cleaners.. we tried scooping up some of the sticky pop corn.. so there were lesser on the floor.. haha.. anyway.. please remember.. pop corn on toes is not a very nice feeling.

sooo.. after the movie rushed down to the airport.. was 1 hour late for yvonne's tuition.. **paiseh ah girl.. sorry sorry**

haha.. reached home super shack.. i still am.. haha.. and i stink laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. aiyah. :(

becks gave me quite a scare just now. she really did. oh well. at least i talked to pastor already. so i wun die in that area. lets just hope daryl wun kill me... ahhh i'm just wondering out loud.

hmmm.. daniel is no longer working with me :( neither is diana. :( but at least there's still hai ling! :) we had aloe vera yoghurt after lunch today. rocks man... and i think i'm so dumb. should have grabbed that packet of twisties that was staring at me too. but i didn't. and now.. here i am.. craving for it.. desiring it.. dammit.

daniel just came by to sign his time sheet. crap lor. nv come find me. he said he didn't noe i was in the room alone again.(** i'm in the #01-03 room again because unle had fits this morning... so he had to be admitted to hospital.. por uncle :( )

hmm... and so.. the radio function in my handphone is gg crazy. changing channels like nobody's business.. and i'm not even touching the phone. siGH. is that like a good excuse to buy a mp3 player.?? and yes i haven't bought it yet. haha.. i missed the sale. so must wait for tim to finish exam coz he promise to bring me to the creative warehouse!! yay!! and he ends his paper on 28th april la. siGH. nvm.. shall be paitient with my hp... patience is a virtue. and i'm so virtuous. wat to do?? wahahahahaha...

hmm.. i need to pee man. argh\. but i can't. because i'm alone in the room. and i can't leave this room because the students can anyhow anyhow with the books... argh.. 18 min more before i leave anyway.. tahan la

yup. meeting joyce at the MRT station later.. she's gg to pass me lina mentos' drum sticks. haiyo.. haah.. then i haf to go mentos house to pass it to her.. she lucky to have me as her mentor man.. i'm such a sweet one. wahahahah.. :P

ya.. i'm wearing corn's really long skirt today. hmm.. yuP its time to shave the legs. sian. wahahahahaah..

i want twisties la!!! fed up. :(

HAPPY BIIRTHDAY STEF CHEW!! I LOVE YOU!!
like as if u'll read it.. but nvm. haha...

to a certain somebody that is very dear to me:

although every time i see u, there's this wide bright smile on ur face; as if everything's fine. But i know u are going thru a very difficult time. i'm probably one of the priviledge few who u share your thoughts with.

And "i just want to let you know that i'll be here for you- becos i'm ur sister."

"I'll Stand By You"

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
’cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along
’cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

my head hurts.. i think its the lack of sleep.

read someone's blog today.. while working. haha.. reading the entries evoked certain thoughts and feelings..

feelings i relate to.. thoughts that i can't comprehend but yet- somehow- agree.

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thought of the day (esp after reading the blog):

does love really "knows no boundaries"?

because if it does, it surely doesn't include if the love we have for that thing or that particular someone is permissable or not. and THAT, sucks.


URGH. can they please stop asking whther i have a boyfriend? dammit.

"to err is human; to forgive, divine."

its only human to do so. i understand.

but it didn't hit me as hard until i accidentally found out.

its unbelievable; its unthinkable.

"to forgive and to forget"

are we able to do so?

probably the forgive part.. but i dun think it will be easily forgotten..

God, have mercy..

yep. life still goes on.

anyways.. i didn't go to work yday. i really didn't had the mood to do much la.corn also took urgent time off. haha. URGENT.

anyway, yea. whenever i start thinking of jess.. i tell myself that she was suffering so much la.. then try not to think how she looked when i rushed off from work to see her for the last time. she's such a sweetie and a darling.. siGh. oh well.. iits ok.. i'm fine.. thanks to all who haf encouraged me.. esp diana, mentos and daryl.. :)

hmm.. just took coffee from the pantry. the cofee, although its nescafe.. it sucks la.. taste so gross. (3-in-1 btw)

hmm.. ryan nv come today. they say he MC.. so i msg michelle.. ask her why she nv come.. and michelle say today she take leave. so obvious la.. go and tc or ryan. piang.. haha.. and because i didn't come yday.. and she's not here today.. there's nobody to sign my time sheet. lets hope my pay wun come in so late again. just die la.

so anyways.. i got permission and i'm sitting at ryan's place.. yea. his place is so big. i like sitting here.. haha.. anyway.. it was hui ling's last day yday.. so sad lor.. she chouldn't see me for the last time. hehe. :p oh well.. i haven't really tok about my dept yet in "laureen's workplace and characters" series.. haha soon la..

yea.. just e-mailed corn.. she said its 15 days to her becoming 22. gee. so old lor.. corn says she's an "old corn" le.. hahahaaha.. so funny.. i was telling her i still remembered the kembangan days where we always stand in front of the tv and follow the woman doing aerobics. it was our activity in the late afternoon and early evening. haha.. ya.. then we'll grab a bowl of cereal and do 2 things at one time: eating the cereal.. and do aerobics. wahahaha..

siGh. so fast.. time flies like nobody's business. turning 19 in a month and 15 days time.. 19 man. i still remembered my 9th.. no actually not. i remembered my 10th birthday actually. haha.. i was wearing a purple dress at home. and my cake was black forest.. (** NOTE TO DARYL: BLACK FOREST. NOT BLUE BERRY.)

also remember the first day we had jess.. haha.. i had to go to sch coz i was in the morning session in KINDERLAND. ya.. K2. haah.. and corn.. that smelly corn.. who was pri 3 at that time.. was able to go and fetch jessie home. wah piang. everytime like that. corn gets to bring new things home.. and me? have to go to sch.

u say thats only 1 incident??

well.. there was the birth of jolene goh.

i was 8 years old. it was a tuesday. i just finished piano class.. father fetched me home. he said "ur mother is in hospital. baby coming out already" and i wanted to go to the hospital too. but noooo.. "u have sch tmr.. cannot.. jie jie in the afternoon sch (pri 5).. so she can go."

wa lao.

i nv get to bring new things (living) home. :(

IN LOVING MEMORY

-JESSIE-

4 AUG 1992

-

30 MAR 2005

JESS..

my darling..

my friend..

my listening ear..

my chilhood friend..

my dog.

i know u had to go..

i love u.. i miss u..

"Clinic only open at 6 pm. Mom will go with me later. Then proceed to Church. Groomer said to put her to sleep so that she need not to suffer all the pain. Normally their life span is only 11 - 12 years. Jessie is already almost 14 years. So don't be so emotion and silly over her loss. Let her sleep peacefully and we paid for disposal with the vet. Understand. I dont want you girlsd to behave so emotion and look silly ok... "- FATHER


I DUNNO WHAT TO THINK. DISTRAUGHT.

JESS is suffering..

suffering.. bleeding.. houseflies.. maggots..

my heart is breaking.

I DON'T WANT HER TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... but she's in pain.. she's suffering...

i dunno i dunno i dunno..

this is going to sound so" copy cat-tish".. but after much research.. there's only 2 that actually appeal to me..



lina's????


or...


daryl's???



** hope both of u dun mind.. but if u do, then tell me. haha makes my decision easier also.

i'm at work.. and work is boring...

ahh. uncle francis (my partner) never come todayyy.. so i'm alone at the #01-03 room-alone. yep. haha..

anyway, my previuos blog entry wasn't meant to get any sympathy or whatsoever. prob i seem to be a diff person to u on the outside. but on the inside-- there's nothing inside... aiyah its the "u won't understand what i'm gg thru" kind of thing.. (ya, i noe.. whatever) haha.. anyway, i think i'm slowly finding my confidence.. its just somewhere out there la. God will find it for me. haha.. *looks up* rite, God?

anyway, i must so blog this.. on sat met becks at kembangan.. before gg to church for our very first hip-hop dance lesson. haha.. yup, u heard it, rite. haha.. anyway.. we were at tiong bahru plaza before gg to church.. and i saw my spectacles at one of those shops la.. idiot. the frame costs only $60 la!! fed up... called mother rite away.. i was complaining like crazy.. then she said its my lens thats really ex., haha.. since my pair of eyes have both reached 1000 degrees each, i guess ya la. it should be ex. haha.. so i felt better after that.

anyway, hip hop class was sooooooo fun and so cooL!!! hahah.. we (bex, lina, joanne, me and dicky) started at 11 plus.. and we were still doing it before service started at 7 on Friday (* it was GOOD FRIDAY!!) anyway, all of us drank too much snappel.. we went crazy.and of coz, the craziest was lina. hahaha..

*5, 6, 7, 8!!* oh goodness.. the steps and the song has been in our heads ever since.. haha.. its so fun!!..

hmmm.. i want to learn how to play the guitar man. although my first attempt failed.. haha.. oh well.. just a thought.

and OHHHHH.. i've been hit by the mp3 craze. hmmmm.. blame daniel for that.. showing me his new mp3 player which he bought from tua-ku. hahah.. lina's ZEN is so cool laaaaaaaaaa.. is tap tap tap one.. haha... and looking at daryl's newly bought one yday confirmedmy need for one. haha.. i'm so getting one of those mp3 thingys.. just waiting for mother to pay me back my $380 then i can go get one.. so i'll probably look ard first.. hehe.. so exciting man!!wahahaha..

mother said she found me a tuition kid. great! more $.i need it. haha.. so funny we just couldn't decide how much to charge that sec 1 kid. haha.. i dunno.. see whether the kid's parent trust me. wahahah..

today is jo the mo's birthday. haven't gotten her anything yet. dieded. but i'm pulling her to giordano later tonight.. haha.. i dun care man. i've not gotten any giordano thingys for so long because i've been waiting for her bday. hahaah.. i'm so cheapo. oh whatever. i love jo the mo!! except when she doesn't do my work, or anyhow do, or can't be bothered.

hey guess what. i'm wearing my $3 John Little shirt today!! (and corn's pink skirt) WAHAHA.. yep. save money.. good for the soul... esp when the money saved can get u a mp3 player. :)

phoebe. lavina. claire. evangeline. ann. beatrice. olivia. violet.

just some names of fictous women who live in laureen's big brain (swimming ard..).

they all have one thing in common- confidence.

and thats why they remain in my head- as women i look up to.

recently, i figured out why i can't be that girl i always wanted to be. because i finally realised i lack self confidence.

i can't argue with ppl without standing firm on my point. just argue argue then forgetting what i stood for.

i can't put on perfomances in front of so many people as how i did and loved before.

for the life of me, i have forgotten how to speak chinese, and u can see my confidence in chinese plummet to 0.

being a JC student, i'm suppose to be knowledgable and intelligent (as these were one of the few characteristics i perceived in a JC student when i was a secondary sch student.) i somehow dun think i possess any of that- my results were somehow a miracle. (thank God.)

hmm... self confidence.. i seem to lost some (or most) of it which i previously owned. where did it run off to??

anybody seen laureen's "confidence" running around?? can u please tell it that she's looking desperately for it???

its either i'm desperate, or i'm tired.

------------------------- the space below is dedicated to tim --------------------------

thanx bro for helping me with my SMU application! *MUACKS* i love yOU!

oh my goodness.. u are the most chim person i ever met.( even words that are just 1 or 2 syllabus..) i'm so gg to put u under character reference in my future job applications next time.*in awe* oh man!! can you please write all my essays in future????? heheheee

siGH.. tired. wahahahhahaha...

i apply to NUS and NTU le. i feel so stupid. i just submtted the NUS form without writing any of those essays thingys.. coz i was so tired, i couldn't be bothered.. oh Gosh.. so dumb la... feel so scared now....

so stupiddddddddddddd.. aiyoh.

lucky NTU got no essays..

arGH. i noe i'm over him. i KNOW.

but i hate it when he talks to other girls to me or just mentioning that he is talking to other girls.

i hate it when he says things that make me angry but i know he's kidding. (like i'm short).

i hate it when i talk to him because i think i'm better off not talking to him.

then again.. i want to talk to him.

i'm just so frustrated!! arGHHHHH.... what do i want la.

laureen.. u are such a big fat idiot.

arGH!! i wantd to put this as my pic on my skin and take away the road road... but it turned out so small and pathetic!! arGH!! i failED!! well.. i guess i shall not put my efforts to waste. this was what i was doing he whole of last night. (and i still failed.)








sigh..

*disappointed*

ah.. 5. its blogging hour!!!

i wore my new pair of lens to work today. its an achievement. haha.. it is more comfortable than my previou one.. because that pair is so much smaller than this pair.. so can u imagine how much i've been suffering??? then again.. my eyes getting dry now i think.. and its getting painful.. nver bring the drop drop.. haha.. anyways.. i just came back from the toilet.. my eye bags are like so bad la.. crap.. its so so so bad.. so ugly.. i really need to put stuff on my face from now on man..

aiyah. today i wore yellow to work.. so bright hor. haha.. ok whatever.

let me finish my adventure on sat.

so.. th4 of us (bin, hui ting, ne and me) went marche to eat... eat er.. rosti, pizza, sting ray and calamari.. after eating these 4 dishes.. ne and i went to order the not-to-be-missed waffle (the one with the bananas and ice cream.... yum..) yea.. so ne and i 'sampled'the ice cream flavours.. haha (ya la!! i also didn't noe can sample.) then we chose our ice crea,m... some macadamia dulce..

anyway.. the guy that was serving us was quite cute la. haha.. ok no link.

he accidentaly burnt our waffle.. not-too-black-but-still-can-la types.. and he compensated us by putting SO MUCH chocolate sauce.. SO MUCH LORRRRR..... hahahahha.. until the old auntie next ti him ask him to stop. (i dun like old aunties anymore.)

we were entitled to 1 scoop of topping for our ice cream.. bu ne.. haha.. she just keep on putting scoop after scoop.. hahahahaha.. raisin la.. peanuts la.. LOTS of peanuts.. hahaha.. and the 2 of us were laughing so hard when we walked baack to the table. and we told bin and hui ting how we got so much chocolate sauce.

(ne said it was because i am charming and she is gorgeous) (can't deny facts..)

haha anyway.. we went walking ard at heeren feeling really full and about to puke becos of so much choc sauce. haha..

met troy at heeren.. troy is so pretty.. wo kan ta zhang da ok. haha.. i mean.. yah.. we have been classmates since sec 1. haha.. and that woman score straight A's la. piang. anyway.. we talked a bit bout celest's @#$% bf. and we were so enraged. haha..

met becky later on.. she was with her best fren- gao lao shi. hahahaha.. gao lao shi is really from china. she has the china accent and face. surprised i could understand her. hahaha..

anyway.. becks and i went walking ard.. our aim of the day was to buy tim's present.

in the end.. we (or rather, i) got tim a green sling bag (that is sooooo nice... i wanted it for myself. *sigh*) and a pair of ripcurl slippers..

becky paid 1/5 of the total amout OR she paid half of the slippers. hahaha.. whichever that sounds better.

anywayyyyyyy.. met corn for dinner at MOS at Taka.. and corn started telling us about what happened dureing church prac.. the inconsiderate person that got onto everybody's nerves. and RECENTLY, MINE.

that was the end of Saturday's adventure. reached home super shagged.

SUNDAY

ah.. put on my specs, and my GIordano outfit. haha.. i'm such a giordano girl. haha.. ok no link
anyway.. i thought i looked really good on sunday. haha anybody thought the same?? haha.. nvm i dun want to noe anyway.

went to church.. everybody said my specs was nice.. :) of course!! haha.. $380 k. dun play ah..
we had to act during MKC.. haha.. i was the cup bearer in the Joseph story.. haha.. it was fun la.. oh oh oh!! lina can scream man.. she's scary. haha

then after my part was over, left church with daryl.. we strted out 'journey to the west'to BOON LAY to NTU..

haha.. yea.. during the ride in the train, daryl told me about his linguistic disability. haha hear this man.. during sec sch, he answered a "wan cheng ju zi" like this:

what was given was:

hen jiu yi qian, (a long time ago..)

and he continued the sentennce with:

.. wo de gong gong zhong ping guo shu. (my grandfather planted an apple tree.)

i couldn't stop laughing..

darling mentos: i'm sure your chinese is better than his.. hahaha

ok we reached boon lay. its such a cscary place.. actually it looks like seng kang.. but it didn't matter. it still looked scary. i kept asking daryl whether he was kidnapping me.. yea.. i was scared.

anyway.. ntu was quite gross and disgusting. haha.. i dunno.. prob because the open house as compared to nus was really pathez. prob we were there too late?? dunno la.. anyway.. we gound our way by following the crowd.. haha..

yea. we met his frens there.. and then one of them gave me this funny look.. i was thinking.. whats wrong with me?? y keep on looking at me like that.. and i thought i looked so er whats that word.. "attitude' haha.. with my specs and all..

so i decided to walk off from him while he talks to his friends..

all the info of the business school and mass comm all i have already. so dumb i made a wasted trip here la.

yep so anyway.. after walking ard the sch.. met emily and her so tall bf.. haha.. and one part of the sch building is where one scene of the show ren wo ao you was filmed la.. aiyo.. i was so excited. haha.. but because my phone is so lousy.. cannot take picture la... haiya. sian la.

then we left NTU because they focus mainly on engineering stuff.. haha.. there wasn't any free things to kope.. so lousy.. except red bull.. which we didn't bother.. haha..

we went jurong point and walked ard. jurong point is HUGE. haha.. anyway fei yu qin was there signing autographs.. i called my third aunty.. ask her if she was there because he was her idol.. haha.. so gross..

we met shao chun and eugene there.. shao chun showed me his red bull drink and was so proud of it. haha..

we walked the whole of jurong point before we started on our "journey to the east" esp for meeeeeeeee... haha

thank God we managed to get a seat. haha.. he alighted at city hall to take the train to toa payoh.. while i slept in the train till pasir ris.. haha.. the duration of the train ride?? 1 hour 10 min. i survived.

haha.. okie. its 6 soon!! everyday i shall blog at 5. haha.. time flies faster this way. hahaha..

i'm gg home to catch some sleep and lose the eyebags!!!!

Ah. its going to be 5 soon.

just went to the toilet. hahaha.. over the weekend.. i and went to the open houses of NUS, which was held on Saturday and NTU, which was held on sunday.

SATURDAY

bin ne hui ting and me decided to meet at bedok at 8 30 in the morning. (Like so enthu like that rite..) anyway.. i left the house at 8:15. haha.. couldn't help it. anyway.. when i was in the bus, bin msged me telling me that she'll be late, so i was to take my time. so i took my time la. hahaha
i reached bedok at 8 40. ne had already reached. haha.. hui ting and bin were no where to be seen. anyway, the 2 of them came by 8 50. and we boarded the train and started our journey yo the west to clementi.

during our journey there, we were laughing like crazy. ok.. thats besides the point.

anyway, we reached NUS by that bus.. dunno what number la.. we just joined the longest queue at the interchange. haha.. then we didn't noe where to stop. haha.. so we decided to stop where everybody stopped. but because the bus was so packed.. the 4 of us were already standing at the door. haha.. so if anybody wanted to alight.. we had to alight first.. hahahaha.. anyway.. we didn't stop at the first stop(where quite a number of ppl stopped) because bin and i knew that was the wrong stop (we were there in NUS the previous yr) so we managed to find a sit. (so we were able to make the correct guess as to where to stop, by seeing how many ppl alighted at the bus stop) well anyway.. we stopped at the 3rd bus stop because almost everybody got down at the 2nd bus stop but it didn't seem right so we didn't alight.. so we decided to stop at the 3rd one.

and we did.

we went for all those talks la.. dunno go for what also. haha.. the first talk was at 10. it was regarding the office of admission. so dumb la.. haha it was about why nus is such a great place to study in. the 4 of us were like so not listening. the talk ended at 10 30. and the next talk was at 11.. which was on the Faculty of Arts and Social Science (FASS). so ne went to some engineering talk with her jr (some J2 from MJ).. and the 3 of us decided to go upstairs because daryl msged me that upstairs was more happening.

anyway.. i met celest and her *@#$% boyfriend at the talk.

so the 3 of us (bin, hui ting and me) went upstairs.. haha.. chey tot wat.. its all the booths of all the different faculties. anyway.. we started koping the free stuff. haha.. the bag and all..

then we walked towards the FASS booth.. and hui ting and bin went to ask some questions to some guy.. DID U NOE THAT NUS OFFERS MASS COMM TOO??? well.. i didn't. haahaha. that will be my second choice.. haha and then that guy went to pull some ang moh woman to tell us more about sociology.. haha.. thruout the whole conversation (or verbal information, rather) i found myself staring into her greenish-blue clear crystal eyes rather than listen to what she has to say. hahahaah.. apparently hui ting was also doing the same thing.. hahaha..

then it was time for the FASS talk.. so the 3 of us went down and sat for the talk again.. nothing much again la.. oso dunno what they talking.. double degree all.. piang.. who so crazy? probably have la.. i'm not surprised.

okie.. then the talk ended and we wandered to another hall.. it was where all ppl promoting their hostels.. then some "sheares hall" guy started talking to us.. haha.. he is the president of thay particular hall la.. then he boast a bit aboout their hall and all.. anywae.. i was quite interested.. so i left my name there.. haha although i rather the "raffles"hall because their colour was green and the green is so nice.. (shears hall colour is orange.)

we met benjy though.. and he asked me if we wanted to eat lunch together.. i told him i'll call him later.

and benjy still looks like a hiarless baby dinosaur.. soooooo cutEEEE!!!

well.. we met vanessa before the next talk, which was on business.. and we went upstairs again so she also can get the free bag. haha... she wanted to go to the law booth.. so i told her that my bro (tim) is somewhere ard.. then can get him to show us ard or sth.. so i called him and he told me he was in buona vista. *piang* bluff me lor.. the day before still say i can look for him.. haha
then we went down for the business talk.. and we saw the 205 ppl.. hailing's class.. and we saw kah jun too.. he ji siao me like crazy la.. fed up.. haha ask me why i not with diana.. and when i said diana is with her bf, he said, "nvm wan wat.. even if u stand in the middle of both of them, they still can look at each other's eyes." qian da lor that idiot.. anyway.. diana is not much taller than me la oK. arGH.

so anyway we went for the business talk.. and who sat in front of me?? it was celestine and her @#$% boyfriend. gross. i wanted so badly to kick the chair. but then again it prob make him abuse poor celest even more.. so i dare not.. and i sent a msg to dinah, jas and troy.. haha.. dinah called me straight away. so funny.

so yea.. that @#$% got away scott-free before i could even whack him up.. prob do it when i haf a mask over my face or sth.. so he can't identify who was the one who did it. haha...

the talk ended.. and i more or less decided to go to NUS Biz already..

during the biz talk.. we saw priscilla and sijie, qin yuan and samanthia, regina and amanda (and jerome- who was my net fren since we were both 13, who i nv saw before- was next to them and i didn't see him!!! dammit!!!)

yup. so anyway.. we went upstairs again.. to kope free stuff.. haha.. and up we went.. it took us about 15 min to reach the 2nd floor because there were so many ppl.. siao man. haha.. when we were on the second floor.. we saw the 308 ppl.. haha.. and some malay guys.. smiled and said hi..

*MUST SHOW OFF MY NEW SPECS MA..*

yup. and ne started koping so much free stuff.. hahahahaha.. it was so funny.. pen la.. post it la.. mentos la.. wierd looking pen also got la.. badge la.. hahaha.. then all dump in the bag. and the bag started to become really heavy. haha..

my initial plan was to put my stuff in tim's car.. *hehe* and take it from him the next day.. but he wasn't ard.. so........ i did such a mean thing.. haha..

since daryl had to go for music prac in the evening.. i made him carry my stuff to church.. haha.. am i evil or wat.. but he was so sweet because he agreed,.. well.. at least i offered anything that had an extra in the bag to him.. he dun want to take then i cannot help it ma.. hehe
haha.. so i went down first to meet him and pass the bag (filled with free stuff) to him.. i told the rest i'll come back later. there were so many ppl gg down the stairs.. to the extent of this whole crowd waiting to go sown the steps..

haha.. and somebody said,

"what queue is this for ah?? got free stuff ah??"

"no la.. its the stairs!!"

"what??!! we have to ueue for the stairs?!"

hahahahaha..

so anyway.. i met daryl at the sports car there.. haha.. and he didn't say anything about my specs la.. piang. chey. lousy.

taking a look at the 'queue'of the stairs.. i called one of them and told them i'll wait for them downstairs.. then we waited for benjy because we were so hungry.. but benjy was nowhere to be seen until much later.. haha.. i noticed him by his really red cap. sticks out man..
okie thennnnn.. we strted walking out.. withg the aim of gg to the FASS canteen.. because they say the best food is there. so we were walking half way.. when my phone rang and it was my beloved darling bro tim!

*cheers*

"hey.. where are u now?? i'm gg back to nus for u."

so sweet lor..

so anyway.. benjy decided to go back to his classmates because tim said his car can only squeeze 3 ppl.. and there were 5 of us.. hahaha (sorry benjY!!)

and we finally decided on asking tim to send us to cine instead of the FASS building. hahaha... because since we had a ride.. why not..

haha.. and since my darling bro said "where u want to go? i can send u anywhere u want.."

during the ride, ne asked tim and grace (this reallllllllyyy pretttttttyyyyy girl who was sitting in front- because tim was gg to church for the tuition thing and she was one of the teachers also..) about law stuff la..

i told ne that if she was to go to law she'll end up like tim speaking chim words. but apparently, nobody believed me la.. tim said "any 3 syllabus word is chim to them." oh well..

haha.. so anyway.. we reached near cine and began walking there.. huiting went to book some movie tix and we went to marche and eat lunch.... (beats any FASS canteen)

haha okie. its 5 50.. 10 min more..have things to file because i finish all my enrolment forms. will continue with my adventure tmr.. gg to meet bin and ling for dinner!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL (LI) !!!!

sarah: the laughter!! the boldness.. the creativeness, the artsyfartsy-ness.. haha.. i miss you!!

sari: the big eyes.. the dramatic expressions.. the slanG!! the cutsy-ness.. so unforgettable..

jah: the only one shorter than mE!! :P the model look alike.. pretty girl.

sya: poised.. PW (sucks), leadership,, literature.. sweet laughter..sya. :)

nga chi: politeness. politeness.. and more politeness.. chinese expert.. politeness...

i'll deal with guys another day- plenty of time..